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"Khair-Mubarak."

She kept her chin against his chest and looked at him through her lashes. Her eyes got watery. This made her feel special and overwhelmed, him coming all way from sewan, 3 hours drive just to wish her his first Eid-Mubarak. He leaned down to press his lips against her cheek. Butterflies, danced in her tummy and goosebumps rise on her body when his lips touched her skin

Sidharth was actually stunned by her beauty. Out of world beauty of his lovely begum. She looks absolutely beautiful. Breathtakingly gorgeous and tempting, he intentionally chose this maroon colour for her she does things to him in this colour. How badly he wanted to see her in this and don't even ask him about those red fucking lips and her doe eyes. Perfect combination of innocence and seductress. He can't anymore put finger on if it's lust or love. It has all mixed up and he doesn't care. What he cares about is that she's with him and he's never letting her go or ever hurt her

"Eid-Mubarak, Mir bhai" Amna called with hands on her hips. She knows he has special feelings for Shehnaaz but never in world she expected him leave those all people waiting for him at village just to see him and come here. He loves his people and Eid is one of important days where he meet them. Listens to them and solve their problems as leader well let's say his priorities have completely changed

Shehnaaz pulled away with tinted cheeks. She's not gonna look at amna because she knows amna must be giving her teasing smirks right now

"Khair-Mubarak." Sidharth smiled at his younger sister who give him hug as well

"Shit lift band thi." Aryaan breaths heavily who has climbed stairs from ground to 5th floor. Now he was out of breath "Amna pani toh pila he sakti hoo ek glass dekh nahi raha banda mar raha hai yahan." He looked at his girl friend in disbelief who was just looking at him

"Oh Haan." She murmured rushing to kitchen. Shehnaaz lifted her gaze to look at Sidharth who was already looking at her and the way this makes her all red again. She instantly looked away with blushy cheeks. He loves staring into people's soul with his hawk like eyes

"Eid-Mubarak Shehnaaz." Aryaan avoided hug instead shake her hand she's bhabhi now. He needs to be more cautious especially in front of his elder cousin who's possessive type. He passed them sheepish smile and made his way towards kitchen where amna was leaving couple alone

Sidharth took steps towards living room and made himself comfortable on sofa with leg on another. She follows him nervously and shyly. She stood there. He looks at her and when their eyes met, he signal her to sit in space beside him, which she did without any word she's getting all shy because he won't stop looking at her. Sidharth honestly can't stop looking he's going to kiss her anytime now

"Yeh mene banaya hai!" Amna put biryani on table in front of him with plate and spoon. Aryaan behind seems confused who was sitting on sofa with plate of biryani already in his hands and spoon in mouth. He froze

Shehnaaz already felt bad for both man who were going to eat this. Sidharth moved forward to grab spoon and dig into rice. When he put that spoon in his mouth. He also froze. Unable to chew or sallow it down. Shehnaaz bite her lip immediately passing him glass of water is this chicken biryani or chilli biryani. He genuinely wondered meanwhile Aryaan was trying to figure out if there are more chillies or rice in this biryani

"Mene ise zyda bakwas kuch nahi khaya." Sidharth honestly reviewed dare he say same to his wife's cooked food amna gasp

"Itni bhi buri nahi hai." Shehnaaz supported her friend

"Tumne khai hai yeh cheez?" Sidharth looked at her while pointing at he doesn't know what anymore "This should be pass to use on terrorist in army for information." Now this is way more mean and what else do they expect from him. He literally says what he wants to

"Nahi khaye phir." Amna took away plate

"Shukar Allah ka." Sidharth said

"Tum batao Aryaan who's it?" Amna asked Aryaan who was busy drinking glass on glass of water. He saw everyone was now looking at him. Waiting for his response

"A-amazing!" He says. Sidharth scoffed if this is amazing than Maggie Shehnaaz made was out of world "Bas thori mirche kaam rakhti." He advised with hiccups

"Okaay." She smiled adding more biryani in his plate. Aryaan couldn't even say stop because he just said it's amazing and why says no to amazing food? He was officially stuck "Aur khao." Amna said. Aryaan laughed nervously and nodded it's gonna destroy his stomach today he thought looking at red biryani. Things love makes you do bro

Sidharth looked at them all love-dovey with annoyance. First of all, he hates there engagements which were done when they were younger by his father and theirs. He tried to undo this all when he became incharge but Zain stopped him saying he likes maham and that Sidharth should give him chance he won't disappoint him or her. Same went for amna and Aryaan. Now he's forced to watch them all getting cringe

"Meri ankho ke samne se gayab hojao dono." He demanded "Actually stay here. Shehnaaz show me your room." He looked at his wife. They should stay in living room instead of any closed room. He doesn't trust them

"Mera kamra?" She pointed at herself

"Koi aur Shehnaaz hai yahan?" He asked sarcastically. She shook her head with tinted cheeks. She's always embarrassing herself in front of him. Amna raised her eyebrows in shehnaaz's way with playful smirk. She knows what's she thinking nothing like that is going to happen Shehnaaz mentally rolled eyes at amna

"Toh janam lead the way." Amna's eyes wide at romantic words of her brother. Shehnaaz clears her throat while standing up. Aryaan coughed teasingly on which Shehnaaz looked at Sidharth with same complaining eyes and pouty lips

"Wapis sewan bhejuga tumhe." Sidharth threatened Aryaan who gasped

"Mene kya kiya bhai mirche hain toh khasi agayi mujhe!" He winced

Shehnaaz smirked at them before making her way towards her room. She opened door to her room and went inside, looking behind she was him coming in and he locked door. He freaking lock door. Her heart beat faster when their eyes met. His held intensity while hers nervousness. He took one step and reached out for her arm to pull her closer, causing her to let out gasp

"Mir-sahab-"

He smashed his lips with hers while muffling her little yelp, she call of surprise. It was exciting, thrilling, utterly fulfilling his primal desires to just swallow her entirely as she gripped his shirt tightly between her fingers. Her mind went completely blank as she was processing his kiss. Sensation of his fingers traversing up the dips and curves of her body, rough fingertips might leaves bruising marks made with affection along her waist and small  back while he swallows her sweet gasps.. He grabbed her by face and kiss her even harder making her let out whimper into his mouth

   Her whimpers were like adding fuel to the spark of lust that has already begun to form a pit in his stomach. He entered her mouth, his tongue, intertwined with hers, filling her up. kissing her passionately with those sweet, feathery lips of his. Kissing her finally, after so many of dreaming about it. This was hands down best experience of his life and when he said his desire might never ends for her. Might if officially gone. Indeed it is never ever  ending instead it's gonna grow

"Fuck, you're so ." His words trailed off as he pulled away, his warm breath patting against her pretty and flustered face

"Mir-sahab." She whisper looking down shyly they just kissed! She was freaking out inside and the way he kisses is just amazing. Her first kiss and she loved every bit of it

"Say my name." He lifted her head his name? She has never taken his name before. She looked at him through her lashes, running his thumb over her soft mouth, he slightly pulled down on her bottom lip, all before he leaned in again, moving his thumb away and replacing it with his lips. He can't help himself

"Mir-Saha-"

"That's not my name."

    This time, when he kissed her, he didn't hold back. he swirled his tongue around hers, enjoying every little surprised noise she made just as much as he enjoyed tasting her mouth. He'd kiss her forever if he could. She gripped his shirt tighter when his kiss got rougher by each second. He pushed her against door of room aggressively and tilted her head to deepen their kiss. His hard chest press against her breast. He could feel them through their clothes and he was on wage of losing his sanity

     His hot lips trail down her jawline. Neck and quickly finds that one spot that makes an absolute mess out of her. She gulped getting her grip on his biceps tightly with heavy breaths and nails digging into his flesh. He licks gently, teasing her with such a kindness before biting down no so gently on her skin, making her whimper loudly out of pain, marking her as his

"Sidharth" That fucking killed him. Blood rush down his body when she sultry moan his name out. He stoped and his grip on her waist tighten as he looked at her with darken eyes full of desire

"My all control has finally snapped meri jaan so I will take step back and you better run out of room because if you didn't I'm fucking you right here right now, I definitely will not be stoping even if you cry or beg me to stop later if you are not ready just leave now." He warned with pants, stepping back a little looking at her who looks beautiful mess right now

   Does she also want this? She does. With him? Only with him. She trust him and he's also her husband. There was nothing to not be ready for. It has to happen at some point of life so why not now. She won't lie she's little bit scared but she did not move from her place

"J-just go slow." She whisper with tinted cheeks looking down she's not leaving

"I can't promise janam but I'll try my best." He moved closer to cup her face gently and kiss her on forehead

"But amna and Aryaan-"

"They know better than to disturb me." With that he kissed her and groan into her mouth when she tried to kiss back. His hand slid under her knees and hooked them before picking her up and roughly throwing on soft mattress. Small gasp left her lips as his rough treatment, her lips curved into small pout as she looked at him. He chuckled while unbuttoning his kameez

"It hurts already?" He teased with smirk

    She looked away from mean guy with tinted cheeks. He gets on top of her, throwing his shirt somewhere in room and grab her face to keep eyes on him. She lower her gaze on his muscular body and gently touched where scar was on his chest that was on left side. This looks bullet scar and it's right slightly beside his heart which she can feel underneath her palm

"Yeh kya hai?" She whisper

"It's nothing meri jaan." He locked her both wrist in one hand and pinned them over her head before diving in her shut her up with kiss before she asks any more questions

     His fingers start to play with the fabric of her suit's edge as he breaks away from kiss, and then his face takes on an indifferent expression. He looks at her before letting go of her hands and lifting her up to take it off her. Goosebumps rise on her skin as she felt little embarrassed almost naked in front of him meanwhile man's down badly even though he hasn't seen her fully naked yet. Red has to be his absolute favourite colour on her

   "You have no idea how beautiful you are looking right now." His fingers trails down her stomach to reach waistband of her trousers, pulling the fabric down slowly, eyeing her while doing so

    He moved up to press kiss on  her lips before he moved towards her neck, kissing and nipping any flesh he got access to. She moaned as he bite on her collar bone

   He moved his hands up her bare stomach, stroking the skin there. He then moved to her breasts, cupping them lightly in both hands over the fabric of her bra she couldn't help but moan. His lips met with hers again for a heated kiss while he moves between her legs and running his rough hands down her smooth thighs. She looked up at him with total shyness red cheeks. He moved his hands through her soft hair he loves them

   He leaned down to place a kiss on her shoulder and then staring back into her eyes her stomach started to swell with butterflies of both nervousness at the sight of him looking at her like this. His lips move across her jaw, kissing down her throat and neck. Shehnaaz let out a moan  He worked his way to her chest, settling in at the space between her breasts

     The way he kissed her body made her feel like she was the most precious thing on this earth, and to him she was. Dragging his tongue along the small space between her breasts, Shehnaaz whimper he reached out to unhook her bra. Sidharth cupped one and it fit perfectly in his hand moving his thumb over her hard nipple. The other was met with Sidharth lips taking it in his mouth. Shehnaaz gripped the mattress beneath her, letting out low cries of pleasure

    His hand slowly moved from her breast and down her torso, stroking her thigh up and down he moved his hand to stroke just above her panty line. Shehnaaz whimpered

    She's half naked underneath a shirtless Sidharth, and his fingers trace the inside of your thigh teasingly. She swallowed nervously as he asked her to relax. Sidharth tugs down her panties. He's dying to just fuck her then and there, rough and no prep, but she's too precious for that

"Ready?" he breathes, positioning his fingers just outside of her entrance. when she nod, he shakes his head. then he slips his fingers inside, and she can't hold back the sudden moan that slips out of her lips. to her, it's embarrassing, but to him, it's bliss to his ears

   He steadily pushes his fingers farther and farther into her tight cunt, and he can't help but marvel at the way she just suck him in

"Fuck" He mumbles, eyes fixed on her

      It's excruciating,the sensation of having someone else's fingers inside of you is so new and so strange. He makes sure to be as gentle as he can, which unfortunately isn't quite as gentle as she meant but it's not too rough for her to handle. She squirm around him and whine about how deep his fingers are, but he laugh. " janam, this is barely the beginning. if ya can't take this, how're you gonna take me hmm?" He kisses her

    It takes every ounce of his willpower to resist the urge to push her up against the headboard and fuck her until she pass out. When she was making such a sounds but somehow, he manages to control himself and pulls out his fingers

"Janam your pretty eyes on me" He husk out

"J-Jee."

"It wont fit." She shook her head feeling him against her entrance

"We will make it fit." He kissed her forehead with laugh

   He noticed the way her hands start to tremble. He exhales softly and shakes his hair out of his eyes before gently pushing himself inside of her, and the first thought that enters her head is that he's ridiculously big—it feels like she's getting torn apart every second he goes in farther

"Sidharthhh" she whine, starting to paw at his chest when he goes in farther, and it's too much, too fast. He really tried

    He groans, shifting the angle of his hips and going in a little deeper. She cry out in pain, face scrunching up in an effort to numb the stinging sensation around her waist. He dips his head and kisses her forehead, murmuring praises

"it'll feel so good soon jaan."

   He pressing his lips to the spot in between your eyes. but his words don't really sink in until he's two more inches deep into her. his last thrust is so sudden and jarring that it makes her cry out his name, over and over and over until the pain evident on her face starts to turn into something that looks a lot like pleasure?

    Her vision's a little fuzzy in the corners, and her mind is all but gone—it's hard to focus on anything but the slowly fading pain, He starts to move his hips back and forth, easing her loosening into him and nodding at the way she slowly start to show signs of wanting more

    It takes every drop of self-restraint in his body to not flip her over, face-down and fuck her way he's dreamed about for months. He imagined it for so long that it's practically a reality for him. the way she would whimper his name and claw at the sheets, he's seen it a thousand times in his head, but having his fantasy so close and yet so far drives him insane

   He grunted, kissing along the salty trace on her face and down her neck to see the bruising mark of his teeth was already blooming with reds and purples. "Think you have few more in you?" he asked

"You have to have I'm not done janam" a chuckle echoed in his chest and she closed her eyes in humiliation. This man

"N-no," He smirked

"No?" He acted sad

"Mir-" She whined, helpless against his muscular body as he was ramming ruthlessly

"Is that my name?" he wrapped his fingers around her throat, putting no pressure, but redirecting her head so she looked him in the eyes. She whined and he thrusted harder, her back was gone. She's gonna have back pain. She already complains but he was unbothered right

"That's. not. my. name.", he growled, every word with a particularly sharp thrust and it was enough for her to drown

"Si-uh", She tried, but his pace was unforgiving. "Sidharth, please." She plea

"It wasn't so hard was it?" Smiling he reaching even deeper although she thought it's impossible. He groaned at how her walls were flexing around his girth. She's something else and it's driving him nuts. He's down really bad. He's gonna be simp for this woman he just knows

    He lays beside her covered in sheets. Looking at her beautiful face all red while she avoided looking at him cute. He smiled wrapping arm around her and pulled her against his chest. She snuggles into him immediately while he run his hand down her hair softly. There was silent in room, just their breaths sound he was busy thinking how fucked up he already is. How's he gonna go back now? Meanwhile she was thinking about his wound she just saw and was hand over. Was he shot?

"Mir-sahab?" She called in soft voice lifting her head to meet eyes with him

"Jee meri jaan."

"Why you have this?" She touched his wound

"It's nothing serious." He replied

"Paka Mir-sahab?"

"Paka Shehnaaz." He nodded kissing her cheek with smile. She shy away looking down and buried her face in his chest with tinted cheeks