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"Muffin?" He called out your name, stepping away from the girl he was kissing.

She turned around and you got a feeling like a punch to the stomach when you recognized her as Alex.

"What the hell" you whispered as you trembled.

"What? What's wrong y/n?" Yoongi asked through the earpiece.

Get out of here, you thought.

"I-I'm Sorry, I should've knocked" you said wiping your tears and putting on a fake smile. "I'll leave you two to it, sorry again" you closed the door behind you and began to speedily walk.

You heard the door creak open as you were walking towards Jungkook.

"Y/n!" Jimin called.

He caught up with you and grabbed you hand. You immediately snatched your hand back from his hold. Jungkook was watching, confused about what was happening.

"Muffin" Jimin said, tears welling in his eyes.

"Leave me alone" you whispered back and you hurried ahead.

Jungkook saw Alex come out of the room with a small bag around her shoulder. He sighed and turned to Jimin who was watching as you crawled out the window.

"It's good to see you and all" Jungkook started, "But you may have just killed the only happiness she had left" he sighed. "Anyways lets get the both of you out of here" he gestured towards the opened window.

You were waiting patiently against the wall outside the window. You put your hood over your hair that was flowing down from your head.

You just didn't want him to see you cry.

But he knew you were anyways.

And he was crying too.

"Yoongi when do we go?" Jungkook asked.

"Now, and make it fast" he answered.

You didn't waste a moment. You sprinted across the court, trying to get as far away as possible from the cause of your heartache.

They followed a few steps behind you, after Jungkook closed the window.

You hopped over the fence and ran into the woods where the boys had the mini-van

There stood the van and the five boys. Taehyung was the first to notice your crying and he was quick to realize it wasn't happy tears.

"Y/n, what happ-" you didn't let him finish. You crashed into him with a hug and clutched onto him as you sobbed into his chest.

The boys began to get worried when they didn't see Jimin or Jungkook with you, but they arrived only moments later and they also had Alex with them.

They understood why you were like this now.

They one by one went and gave him a hug, while you stood to the side and avoided looking at him.

It was awkward.

Really awkward.

"Well we need to go now before we get caught so everyone get in" Namjoon commanded and everyone did as told.

You were seated next to Jimin by coincidence at the back of the van.

Or by Jin pushing him after you.

You sighed fidgeting with the necklace on your neck as tears escaped your eyes.

And Jimin saw, oh boy did he see.

You had the necklace.

"You got the necklace" he whispered to you.

You looked at him through your teary eyes and your heart swells.

He's just as adorable as you remember him, but he wasn't the same.

Definitely not.

He was getting nervous as you were just looking at him, but his heart broke when you looked away any plugged headphones into your phone and listened to music, blocking out everything else.

He really fucked up.

///

This car ride was torture.

You're not even halfway back to the house yet and no one has spoken.

"Hey, I see a filling station over there" Jin stated, "does anyone want to stop?" He asked.

"Yes" you reply immediately through a raspy voice and Jin nodded.

Jimin was taken aback knowing that you had earphones on, but no music.

You didn't want to talk to him.

He just wanted to hug you and say he was sorry, but he thought it best to let you calm down before going to talk to you.

Jin pulled over and you were first to hop out of the car. You hurried into the shop.

The farther the way, the better, you repeated in your head.

You grabbed a bottle of water and brought it up to the counter.

By the time you bought it, the rest of the group filed into the shop. You began to panic and headed out of the shop but a hand on your shoulder stopped you.

You turned and saw Alex with a guilty smile.

"Look y/n-"

"Don't touch me ever again" you snapped and left through the automatic doors.

Jimin watched from the corner of the shop and sighed.

"She's never going to forgive me" he breathed shakily.

"She'll come around, don't worry" Namjoon reassured.

///

You were outside the shop while the rest of the group were still inside. You sat down on a nearby bench, perched your elbows on your knees and cried into your hands.

You were beginning to get a headache from all the crying.

You didn't realize Jimin came out of the shop and cautiously made his way over to you. His heart broke from the sight of you breaking down like this.

It killed him.

"Muffin?" He called quietly.

Your head shot up from surprise of someone being there. You fixed your slouched posture and wiped your tears with your sleeves.

"I got you this" he said, Reaching into a brown paper bag and handing you a chocolate muffin.

Your heart raced at the sight of treat in his hands.

"I know they're not as good as yours, but it's the closest I could get" he explained.

You sighed and crossed your arms while standing up from the cold wooden bench.

"I don't like muffins anymore" you started. "They bring back bad memories for me" You said through a raspy voice.

His eyes flashed a hurt expression.

"Oh, I should've known" he said sadly, putting the muffin back in the brown bag. "Can I get you something else?" He asked and you shook your head your emotions beginning to get the best of you, your eyes welling up.

Jimin noticed and took a step forward, only for you to take a step back.

"Muffin..." he whispered.

"Don't call me that" you said with a sad tone.

But little did you know, that hurt Jimin more than you could possibly imagine.

You were his muffin, you always had been.

And you always will be, wether you wanted to be or not.

"W-What do you mean?" Tears began to build in his eyes. "You're my muffin, why would I stop calling you that" he asked taking another step forward, only for you to once again take a step back.

The rest of the group came out of the shop before you could say any more to Jimin.

You left him on his spot and walked over to the van. You climbed into the seat you were in before.

Jimin sat down in the same position beside you and Jin began to drive once again.

"Hey y/n" Jungkook called. Your head looked up.

"Yeah?"

"Mark is calling me, he said he wants to talk to you" he said, handing back is phone to you.

You could see Jimin death glaring the phone that was being passed to you.

"Oh thanks" you said quietly putting the phone against your ear. "Hello?"

"Y/N !! How is your trip going!" Mark asked.

You sighed and rubbed your hand over your forehead. "Great, just great thank you"

"Glad to hear it! Oh I have Jackson here with me, we are walking back to his house. I'll put you on loud speaker!" Mark said, sounding excited.

"How's Ms. Loser doing?" You heard Jackson say.

"Ms. Loser is great, how are you Jackie?" You laughed weakly.

"ITS JACKSON, or Mr. Wang to you" he chuckled.

"Oh sorry, Mr. Wang" you smiled.

Jimin now knew who were you talking to and he was really not happy.

He sat beside you stewing in anger as you continued to talk to your friends.

"Okay y/n, we are here now. So I'm going to bed" you heard Mark yawn.

"No you are sleeping on the couch!" You heard Jackson yell, making you chuckle.

"Night y/n, stay safe" you heard Jackson say sweetly.

"I will. Night Jackson, and tell Mark I said i hope he has sweet dreams"

"Yeah, not happening. I'll pretend you just told that to me" he giggles. "Bye~"

"Bye, Bye"you say before ending the call. "Thanks Jungkook" you passed him back his phone.

"No problem" he smiled.

You sighed and fell back against your seat, an annoyed Jimin sitting beside you.

///

Jin parked the mini-van outside Misun's house and everyone filed out one by one. You unlocked the front door and found a note left on the mirror in the hallway from Misun.

The note just said that she left the house to us and would be back in the morning.

Great, you thought.

You picked up your bag that you left in the hallway, as well as the others, when you first arrived.

You walked up the stairs and went to the bathroom. You opened the door and left it open, not bothered to close it after you.

You went over to the mirror in front of the sink and took out a face wash out of your bag.

You took the hair tie that was on your wrist and put your hair in a bun to keep your hair off your face and off the back of your neck.

You looked at yourself in the mirror and sighed.

You looked sickly.

Red puffy eyes, pale cheeks and a skinny figure.

A lot skinnier then a few months ago.

No wonder he didn't want me, You welled up.

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Jimin followed not far behind you when you went to the bathroom. He leaned against the door frame as he watched you.

He watched as you stood and wept into your hands. Seeing you sniffle uncontrollably as tears ran down your cheeks.

He watched as you pulled all your hair into a messy bun.

And the more he looked at you, the more he realized something.

You had bruises in the shape of fingerprints on the back of your neck.

You didn't even notice Jimin come over to you, until his figure was shown in the mirror.

You turned around to face him, but you didn't realize how close you were to him.

Your chest was against his.

And you froze.

Jimin got a small face towel from the sink and rinsed it under warm water. He then turned back to face you.

He put his fingers under your chin and pushed it up.

You weren't sure what was happening, but you haven't been this close to him in months.

So you were savoring the moment.

And as your head was tilted upward, towards the ceiling, you felt the damp towel against your neck.

He gently rubbed the cloth back and forth.

And then he took the towel away from your neck and you looked down from the ceiling to his face which now had tear filled eyes.

"Who did this to you?" He asked in a whisper.

You looked back at him confused.

"Y/n, you have bruises all over your neck" he continued.

You gasped, forgetting about the marks that your dad left when he saw you a few days prior. You stepped away from the close proximity that was between the both of you.

"Nothing" you said. "It's nothing" you pulled the hair tie out of your hair, allowing your hair to cover the marks again.

"What do you mean it's nothing? That isn't nothing y/n. Someone hurt you. Physically hurt you" he said, a worrisome tone evident in his voice.

You lifted your head and allowed your eyes to meet his.

"Yeah someone did hurt me Jimin, they did physically hurt me. But someone else hurt me emotionally, and I promise you that was a hell of a lot worse" you explained.

"So listen to me, let me explain myself!" Jimin said, walking closer to you.

"But I don't want you to lie to me again" you said through sniffles.

"When have I ever lied to you?" Jimin asked, confusion written all over his face.

"When you promised me you would be the same when I saw you again. You said that you would love me the whole time you were there, that you would be faithful to me, and only me" you cried.

"And I have been!-"

"Jimin! I literally saw you making out with Alex! There is no way you can say that when I saw you!" You sniffled.

You picked up your bag from the floor and left the bathroom, tears streaming down your face.

You went into the first room you could find, and luckily, it was a bedroom. You placed your bag on the floor and locked the door to prevent unwanted visitors coming in.

You stumbled over to the bed and collapsed on top of it.

You've fought with Jimin before, but you didn't think you could scream at him like you just did.

You wanted to run into his arms and forgive him. Knowing that he was most likely still crying in the bathroom broke your heart. But you had to stay strong.

You just needed to survive living in this house until you arrived home.

TBC

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:(((

Lots of love xx