A/N: this is just a filler chapter so it will probably be really boring...

Sorry.

Edited.

///

Are you alright?" Hoseok asks.

"Next time he touches land, it will be in China" You say quietly and everyone just sits back and thinks about what you just said.

A short time after Jimins plane left you all sat there and pondered about how it didn't seem real. He was actually gone.

All the thoughts and discussions you had over Jimin leaving actually came to reality. It wasn't just a bad dream. Throughout the past week you thought about him staying with you until he leaves. But you never thought about what happens after he goes. You have to go home. Alone. With no Chim Chim by your side.

"We should probably head home" Jin says quietly. You all nod in agreement.

You were making your way out to the car park when the thought blinked in your mind about Jimin's car.

"What will we do about his car?" You said with a raspy voice due to crying.

"I will bring it to his house for him, don't worry. But you should probably go in the other car incase Mr. Park might see you" Hoseok suggests. You nod in agreement, you really don't need any other problems right now.

"We will go with him, just so that the car isn't crowded" Jungkook states with Taehyung nodding along to his voice.

You told the three of them where Jimin parked the car. All of them gave you a small hug and a little wave before they left to find the car. You silently walked along side Yoongi, knowing that he wouldn't talk to you because he understood that you would rather not talk right now and he respected that.

After arriving at Namjoon's car, you got in and the three boys talked amongst themselves. They made you sit in the front like gentlemen even though you declined that request.

They insisted.

So you sat in the seat facing towards the door window, watching the small droplets gather on the window. You left your hand where you usually put it, expecting Jimins hand to grab hold of yours, you were expecting him there. You had to stop expecting. He wasn't there. And you had to stop thing he would be. You retracted your hand. Nothing felt real. Your hands had been numb from the moment he passed through the departure doors and the still haven't regained their normal feeling. You could hear the boys muffled voices, but you were too focused on your on thoughts to think about what they were actually saying.

"Y/n?" You managed to hear Jin say. You turned your head to face him showing that he has gained your attention.

"I just want to let you know on all of our behalf's that we are always here when you need anything. And I really mean anything. Even if you're too lazy to make the dinner, I'll come over and make it or if you're just lonely we will rush over to you until you feel better" You nearly started crying again. What did you do to deserve them. You don't even deserve Jimin even if he would beg to differ about that. But you got Jimin and now you get a group of amazing friends too. If you told this to past y/n she would've cherished even the thought of it happening but then realize that it wouldn't happen and push away the thought.

"Thank you so much Jin" you said tears brining your eyes. Jin tried to hug you.

Key point: tried.

Hugging through a car seat isn't easy but he managed.

"Don't cry" he said softly.

You started to calm down your tears and Jin broke away from the hug. You decided to ask the question that has been itching at your brain for a little while now.

"So, is anyone going to tell me what this plan is?"

You see Namjoon look in the rear-view mirror at Yoongi only to be glanced back at by him. They looked secretive about something. This causes you to get very anxious. So you finally decide to speak again.

"So no one will tell me?" You turned.

"Well we have the plan, we just need to suss out some minor details" Namjoon spoke.

"So we need to wait until Jimin is permanently where he is staying and then we can start getting into the nitty gritty details of our plan. So we were hoping to come together as a group to plan some things. I'm not sure when though" Yoongi explains with you nodding throughout.

"Okay, at least you have a plan" you weakly smile. "And when are you planning to put this plan to action?" You ask.

"It will be a little while before we will do this, for reasons that will become obvious later" Namjoon states.

"Can you give me an estimated time?" You persuaded causing Namjoon to sigh.

"Honestly, I really don't know. Hopefully sooner rather than later" he states.

You wanted to press him more and get him to talk but you could already see he was getting a tad bit frustrated. So you decided to wait until that little gathering they're having. You turned back to the window. You heard a notification noise from a phone and then saw Jin from the corner of your eye taking out his phone.

"Oh, y/n"

"Yeah?" You turn fully to look at him.

"Jiyun wants your number. Can I give it to her?" He asks and you immediately nod you head and smile. He returns the smile and immediately starts typing.

Jiyin is a really nice woman and she doesn't deserve any of this. At least you got to see him leave. She had to stay home with her cruel husband.

///

You saw your apartment block and knew that this was your stop. But then you passed the apartment block and Namjoon kept driving.

"Oh I live over there, you just passed it" you inform. Namjoon laughs and looks at you.

"Yeah we are all eating. You must be starving"

"Joon, it's like one a.m." You inform yet again.

"Yeah there are loads of 'open 24 hours' places" he chuckles. You were hoping to go home to bed, but this means less time wailing to yourself alone in your lonely apartment. So you didn't question it.

When you arrived you immediately smiled at the sight of the familiar Chinese restaurant with a familiar symbol in the front. You smiled to yourself and walked inside. Namjoon and Yoongi sat down at a table big enough for all of you. You and Jin went up to order food.

You didn't want to eat, yet you knew you were hungry. You lost your appetite completely and you didn't think it would you would regain it anytime soon.

"So what would you like y/n ?" Jin asked.

You knew that if you said that you wanted nothing he would insist anyways. So, you decided to get a small meal just to satisfy him.

But it didn't work.

"No, no, no, you are eating a proper meal. We have to have you healthy for when your dear chimmy comes home" Jin exclaimed.

"It won't be for ages so what does it matter" You murmured. Jin immediately snaps his focus towards you.

"It matters because if you think that he's going to come home and see you weak and exhausted and be all happy and delighted, you're wrong. He won't be happy at all. Because he's not seeing you. That's not you. And he will tear himself apart for that to happen to you" You felt like every time you were with these guys you were crying.

You felt like a cry baby.

You have been through hell and back with physical abuse from your dad for the past few years, but nothing compares to the emotional pain you were feeling at this moment.

But still, you needed to toughen up again. You let down that wall when Jimin arrived into your life, you became soft. But you needed to toughen up again and not show emotion to other people. You could be as emotional as you wanted when no one was around to see you in a vulnerable state. But not to others. It would take awhile, but you were going to do it.

You immediately started wiping your tears and looked at Jin.

"Just get me whatever so" you smiled and Jin looked at you confused but nodded because at least you agreed.

He ordered the food and you helped to bring it all back to the table. You sat down and started eating. The other three boys arrived shortly after returning Jimin's car and joined the group.

So the seven of you sat in the Chinese restaurant place talking around a table. You couldn't really say that the atmosphere was happy because in all honesty it wasn't.

It would all settle down and things would be more comfortable once you get used to the fact that Jimin won't around anymore.

You mostly talked to Taehyung and Jungkook because you knew them better. They talked about school and teachers that all three of you hated and although it was fun to bitch about teachers and people that you hated, you were extremely tired.

"Thank you for everything you guys have done today, it really means a lot and I hope that I will see you all again soon. But I'm about to pass out, so I'm going to go home. Thank you for the food Jin and thank you guys for the great company" you said and everyone looked up to you with smiling faces.

"I'll walk you over to your apartment" Jungkook states. You tried to protest and reason, saying that it was only across the street but of course, he insisted.

You both stood up and left giving a small wave before leaving.

Jungkook walked you down the dark lonely street and led you into your apartment building and up the stairs and stopped in front of your door.

"I know a few people have probably had a little chat with you, but I just want to say we are here for you y/n, and please don't ever feel like your alone. I'm sure you will feel lonely over the next while, but please remember your not" he reassured.

"Thank you kookie" you smiled weakly and gave him a small hug. He waved and with that he left.

You closed your door and locked it. You turned around and just looked at your dark, empty apartment. You hung up your coat and walked farther into the apartment. Your head dipped and your body shriveled up and you shrank to the floor.

And that's where you sat, in the middle of your empty in your apartment, on the floor with your arms wrapped around your legs and your head on your knees, crying your thoughts away at 3:30 am.

You stood up and walked to your bedroom. You looked at the messy sheets that were left there after you and Jimin woke up and weren't bothered to fix them. You stumbled over to his side of the bed and sat down at the edge. You sighed and collapsed on his pillow. You didn't even change your clothes. You just laid there. You didn't sleep because you couldn't.

Even though Jin said somethings that really made you see how you must take care of yourself, it wasn't as easy as that. You would try to be good and healthy. But would trying be enough?

You silently wept into the pillow, breathing in Jimins scent.

It was calming.

It was a sense of comfort and home.

And so, you stayed awake all night, your heartbreak not allowing you to sleep. You looked a mess but who cares no ones was there to see you like this.

And as you were in your daze, you heard a familiar noise pattern. You ran out of your room and to your coat which had your phone in the pocket. You pulled out the devise and looked at the name that flashed on the screen and smiled.

'My lover boy'

You chuckled to yourself and answered the phone.

"Hello muffin" you heard the voice of angels speak.

"Hello lover boy? Is that what I'm supposed to call you?" You laughed.

"Don't you like it? I thought it suited what you thought of me perfectly" he sniggered.

"Anyways, how was the flight?"

"It felt really long" he said and you could hear him yawn. "What time is it for you?" You checked the clock on the wall before answering.

"Nearly 5:00 am" You said, your raspy voice becoming clearer. You heard him sigh.

"Baby, please tell me you slept at one point" you could hear the hope in his voice.

"Yeah yeah of course I did" you didn't want to lie, but you knew that he would be disappointed if you told him the truth.

"Your lying" he said blatantly.

"No" you tried defending yourself and failed miserably.

"You have me worried now"

"Don't be! Jin got me to eat some food"

"Only some?" You mentally curse yourself at your choice of words.

"I'm fine, don't worry about me Chim" you reassure.

"It's hard not to worry when I can't be there to protect the woman I love" he says lowly.

"Considering that you have six guys watching over me like hawks I'm pretty sure I'll be alright" you chuckle which calms him a little. "Hey you'll never guess where I was" you said.

"Where?"

"I went to where we put our first symbol, I didn't think that Chinese restaurant was that good"

TBC

A/N: BURN THE STAGE THE MOVIE WAS SO FREAKING GOOD I WOULD 100% RECOMMEND!!

Lots of love xx