Edited.

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"Are we still talking about the phone?" He asked, bringing his arms around your waist. You smiled and breathed in his presence.

"Sure lets go with that" you say as he kisses your forehead. You both separated and look at all the materials laying on the ground in a clearing on a mountain..

"Okay lets do this!!" Jimin said excitedly. You couldn't help but let out a small giggle.

You both got some of the fireworks and placed them in their positions on the platform. You picked up the lighter and smiled.

"Will you do the honors chim chim?" You ask.

He turned to you and smiled.

"No. We will do this together" he said and grabbed your hand pulling you closer to him.

And that's exactly what you both did. He flicked the lighter until a small orange light appeared in your view and you both set the flame to the small rockets as they launched into the sky. A very shrill whistle was heard until a loud bang was occurred. And all different colors exploded in the sky. Jimin hugged you as you both looked up smiling as if tomorrow wasn't coming.

The sparks faded in the night sky and you and Jimin sat on the floor and looked up at the stars, not wanting to come to terms with reality. But unfortunately, your worry got the better of you.

"Why can't we just run away?" You ask suddenly. Jimin turned to face you. You leaned your head on his shoulder.

"You know we can't" he whispered.

"Why not! Why can't we just get into your car and drive somewhere else and leave everything behind us!" You say holding his hand with hope in you.

"Because muffin, we're only in high school, we can't just run off. How will we buy food or have shelter?"

"We will gather all the money we can get and buy some cheap food, and live in your car. We can get jobs and when we get enough money we can get a proper house and eat proper food!" You tried to persuade him.

"They would only allow us to have part time jobs because we are in high school, we wouldn't be able to survive. You've had a hard enough time already, I don't want you to live in a car and eat cheap food for another few years" he said calmly.

"So get your dads credit card!"

"And have him follow where his money is going to catch us and give us an even bigger punishment?" He said sadly.

"But what if-" he cut you off.

"Trust me Muffin, I've come up with a thousand different scenarios with a million different endings of how I can escape this and none of them worked. If there was any possibility of this not happening, I would take it. But there isn't" he said as he kissed your head.

"You can't leave me" you said in a whisper.

"You know that I love you, I'm in your heart always, as cheesy as it sounds" he smiled a few tears escaping his eyes.

"I'm going to miss my daily dosage of Chim Chim" you comment.

"I'm going to miss my daily dosage of Muffin" he adds.

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You sat in the same spot for the rest of the night, watching the sky turn dark blue to orange.

The cold was bitter, but not as bitter as the feeling in your stomach.

Jimin stood up.

"Let's go Muffin" he said offering you a hand up.

You hobbled back down the trail to the car with Jimin, hand in hand. He opened the car door for you being the gentleman that he was. The minute that he got into the car he turned on the heating and the radio. He started driving listening to the six am radio. You held his hand once again, trying to get as much affection as possible from him while you could. He drove around the city watching the city come to life.

It was eight am, opening hours. He parked the car and you both got out onto the street. The scenery was familiar. You looked behind you and smiled.

"Crazy noodles" you whispered looking at the building where you had your first date.

"Hungry?" Jimin asked with a small smile.

He knows you too well.

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You stayed in the restaurant for a very long time. A long time meaning all day. All. Freaking. Day. Not that you cared, you spent all the time chatting, laughing and simply just being around each other. Jimin made a list of every book that you had to read. They were his favorites. He told you that you had to get one book from a worker as they wouldn't put it out on the shelves. You had to ask for it.

This was his plan. You didn't know about it but as previously mentioned he had a surprise for you. You had no clue.

You looked at your phone and immediately deflated. Which didn't go unnoticed by Jimin.

"We have to leave don't we?" He said sadly. You nodded slowly. He sighed and held you close as you walked out of the building which you spent your entire day in.

On your way to Jimins you kept up your new habit of holding his hand and you looked out the window as you cried softly.

Jimin was also crying. You didn't notice, he didn't want you to notice. He needed to stay strong for you.

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You arrived in Jimin's house. His mom was already in the living room with Jungkook and Taehyung. You walked in and everyone was quiet. You sobbed as quietly as you could. Of course everyone knew you were crying, but they were too.

You all were a bunch of softies.

"The other boys should be here soon" Jungkook stated quietly.

"Oh good" Jiyun said softly. His mother couldn't keep her eyes off you. "Come sit" she said guiding you to the seat beside her, Jimin following behind you. He wouldn't dare let go of your hand.

And everyone understood that.

The other boys weren't long coming and they all sat with the group and gave both you and Jimin sympathetic looks.

Third person P.O.V.

Everyone was sad. It wasn't just Y/n. But they got that she were going through a different kind of pain. They could see her heart shatter slowly. She wasn't sure what was happening either, she has never felt like this. She has experienced pain like no other. She used to be scared to home for the fact if someone being there, but that was physical pain. Now she was scared to go home because no one was there, that was emotional pain.

And that was a million times worse.

She sat beside Jimin as he was holding her a s tight as humanly possible. He was memorizing her touch and her scent because in just a little over two hours, he wouldn't get to remind him self of these things. She wouldn't be there.

"Okay I say it's time we start heading to the airport" his mother said. She was crying also.

Everyone stood up slowly. They had previously discussed the seating arrangement for the cars. It would be the six boys in one car. It would be a little squished but it was worth it and Jimin and y/n in a different car.

Jiyun couldn't go to the airport as Mr. Park was expected home in an hour. That's when Y/n was reminded that he was gone on a business trip for the past week.

Everyone got into the car except Jimin. He stayed behind for a few minutes to say goodbye to his beloved mother.

Normal P.O.V.

He exited the house, tears streaming like a river from his eyes. His mother stood at the grand double doors, crying as if she would never see him again. You immediately rushed out of the car and hugged him before he got into the car.

"It's okay" you said while stroking his hair to calm him down. He nodded and got into the car. He turned on the car and started driving. He waved to his mom and she waved desperately back.

And like that she was out of sight.

Now came the real journey.

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The car ride was long. You discussed what the both of you would do when he came back, hoping to cheer him up.

You held onto his hand with no intention of letting go except this time you played with each of his fingers individually. He smiled.

"Are my fingers that entertaining?" He asked followed by a small chuckle.

"Yeah they are!" You said surprisingly "this ones my favorite" You say holding up his pinkie finger.  Jimin curled it up immediately.

"I don't like it. It's so tiny"

"That's why I like it" you smile.

"The guys make fun of me for it" Jimin said.

"They're probably just jealous of your adorable fingers" you laugh. "Wow we really do have weird conversations" you laugh.

"I know" he smiles. 

He pulled into the airport car park.

This was it.

The hard part was coming soon.

Jimin got out of the car as did you. He got his carry on bag out of the back seat and you both began walking. The boys left ahead of you so they were already in the airport. Jimin sighed as he entered. They didn't have much time. They got Jimin checked in and went to a small cafe to got some food as everyone was a little hungry.

The boys were there waiting. They held a large table so that you all could sit down comfortably. Jimin went to the counter to buy food because the boys already got food while they were waiting. The line moved at a quick enough pace. Jimin ordered a muffin and a latte. The man went to get his order while Jimin turned to you.

"What do you want?" He asked.

"I don't want anything" you said quietly.

"You have to eat you must be starving" he said concerned.

"You should eat more, but I'm fine"

"No I'm having something small because I feel sick if I eat too much on airplanes" He said.

"Well I had a lot of ramen" you say quietly.

"Yeah six hours ago you did" he said beginning to worry. Would she not eat while he was gone? Thoughts passed through his head at lightning speed. Would she sleep? Would she stay hydrated? She wouldn't do anything to drastic to herself... right? The man came back with with the order.

"Anything else sir?" He asked. Jimin didn't look back at you. He knew you would say no.

"Yeah can I have a tea and a wrap or something" he said and the man behind the counter nodded.

"Jimin I'm not hungry!!" She whined.

"You don't even want the tea?" He said sure that she would accept it. But she didn't. She shook her head and walked away and sat down with his friends.

She has reached her all time low.

He came over and put the food on the table. Everyone was chatting, trying not to focus on about what was about to happen.

You offered your food to Jin knowing he would eat it and you let the tea sit there as you watched the steam slowly rise from it until it turned cold.

This didn't go unnoticed. Jimin leaned over and whispered "please drink something, it will give me peace of mind" you looked at him and sighed you reached over and took a swig of some cold tea. You shuddered but swallowed anyways. You sat back and Jimin leaves a sweet kiss on your temple.

"Please take care of yourself" he said in a whisper.

You smiled shyly.

And suddenly the call from hell voice
themselves.

"Flight 134340 to China should begin to go to boarding now" the ladies voice said.

Your heart dropped. Jimin double checked his ticket. When he looked up all eyes were on him. He nodded. And everyone understood the message they all slowly stood up walked toward the departure gate which wasn't that far, just around the corner.

So Jimin had time to say goodbye to everyone.

He started off with Yoongi.

By the time he finished with him they were both balling their eyes out which made everyone else start to cry also. It was strange to see Yoongi like this. He never cries.

He went across the line of his friends, slowly saying stuff that he appreciated and loved about each and everyone of them, crying more and more with everything person he met. He tried to keep it as personal as possible. He was at the second last person out of seven. Taehyung. He finished his kind words with him and he slid across until he was fully in front of you.

And that's when it hit you like a rock. You couldn't look him in the eye. You couldn't accept that this was happening.

"Muffin" he whispered. The six boys walked away to give you some privacy.

"No" you sobbed. "Please don't go"

"I'm right here, I'm always here" he said as he cradled your shaking body.

"Please don't forget about me"

"How could I? You're the only thing I will think about. I'm going to be worrying like shit over you" he said softly. "Also I need to tell you a small story" you looked up. "Remember yesterday I told you I've liked you for four months?" Memories flashed in your mind from yesterday of that conversation. You nodded. "I walked into your cafe four months ago and saw you working hard as ever. I saw how you asked your boss for extra hours and how you said that you could skip some school to do those extra hours and how he always denied. You made me curious. And I love it. So I went into that same cafe for four months, but you worked too hard to notice, and that's why when I went in with Alex and you did notice me I got even more intrigued. So when you think that we haven't known and loved each other, you're wrong I've loved you for months" he said soothingly. "And then I started talking to you and I saw that something wasn't right and then I found out and then I wanted to help and then when I started to help I fell even more in love and then you told me you loved me and that was the best day of my life" you wished that you could've recorded this. "And when I board that plane I want you to know that I love you with everything in my being and I will be back before you know it" he lifted up your hand and kissed it. "You're my one and only Muffin"

"I love you so much it hurts, it physically hurts but I love the way it hurts. I really feel like this is a nightmare and I need to wake up" you sighed and took his hands and looked in his eyes. Those damn eyes. They were pits that you fell deep into. You look up and are once again captured into those eyes. "Jimin, I'm not kidding when I say this, I haven't been happy in two years. Two whole years. Everything was dull, even in the sunniest of days, the whole world looked grey. And then you magically walk into my life and everything feels like rainbows and clouds" he laughs and shakes his head. "Honestly, you are the best thing to have ever happened to me" you smile.

"You taught me how to smile again" and with that he kissed you. He kissed you so passionately. You both didn't care who saw. You were the only ones there. You only cared about each other. No one else mattered at that moment.

The six boys were to the side balling their eyes out as they watched Jimin and you.

"I need me some of that" Taehyung said making everyone chuckle.

And that wicked, wicked voice spoke once again.

"Flight 134340 is boarding now"

Jimin pulled apart from you. He connected your foreheads. "I love you"

"I love you too" you smiled.

All eight of them walked to the departure gate. You and Jimin holding hands, realizing that it's the last time that you will hold him for a very long time.

"This is it" Hoseok spoke.

They all said their last goodbye and gave each other hugs. He came to you.

"Bye Muffin, please don't change and stay safe" he whispered.

"Bye Asshat" you cried quietly.

"I miss you calling me that, you haven't said it in awhile" Jimin admits.

You took off a scarf you had on and gave it to him.

"Something to remember me by" you smiled.

"Thank you, I will cherish it" he smiled too before leaning down and kissing you.

"Bye" he sobbed.

"Bye" you responded.

He walked through the doors and turned around one last time and gave a wave to everyone and a wink to you through his teary eyes.

And with that, he was gone.

TBC

A/N: Hey guysss! Double update surprise!! I'm sorry that this was extremely freaking long. Like really long. But you got to do what you got to do.

Lots of love xx