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How can I leave her here?It seems impossible.

He listens very contently. Just taking in all the sweet things that you feel about him.

Mrs. Park continued to talk.

"Also I have news about Jimin's departure" she says while picking up a small leather bound notebook. "He is leaving at 11:30 pm so, we would want to be at the airport at 10:00 so maybe leave here at 9:00?" Mrs Park asked to which you nodded.

"Yeah, that sounds good" you smiled slightly.

Jimin then walked in acting as if he didn't hear everything and walked over and sat on the couch beside you, taking your hand in his where he feels it should be. He leans back trying to be comfortable.

"Mom, why did you buy these? they are so uncomfortable" Jimin stated, not satisfied with the couch. Mrs. Park glances to Jimin and sighs.

"Because it's not the casual living room, it's the guest one, so it has to look formal" she stated with a small smile and her dear son.

She zones out for a few minutes, looking down at her fidgeting hands and then back to the two of you and smiled at the sight, her son leaning against the back of the so called uncomfortable couch, giggling like at a child as he was looking at the girl who was so treasured to him. His mother clears her throat gaining their attention.

"So I got an update a little while ago" she said gulped before continuing. "I found out how long Jimin will be gone away for" she said in a monotone. Jimin already knew, by the way his mother was acting, that this would be bad.

Jimin's friends already told you how long he would be gone for, so the answer wasn't going to be much of a surprise for you. But the hard part was going to be watching Jimin's reaction to him staying away from home for three years.

Three. God damn. Years.

Jimin clears his throat.

"And?" He says desperate, yet, trying to act calm.

"I'm so sorry Jimin" his mother says whisper like as a small drop falls from her eye. Jimin immediately rushes over and takes her hand.

"Mom, please tell me" he says while trying to comfort her.

She shakes her head. "It will be three years hun" she admits. "You will be gone for three years" she repeats.

You went limp seeing the pure sadness that entangled in the atmosphere.

Your heart clenched at there shared words. I mean sure you knew about it, but it's different hearing it and seeing your loved one fall into a pit of melancholiness.

You sat in the same position and let Jimin and his mother have their moment of anguish. You just let the tears flow down your cheeks and drip from your chin as you held in any sound so that you wouldn't distract them.

This was a time where a mother was beginning to be torn away from her son.

And that's a mother's worst nightmare.

Jimin didn't think twice when he turned and saw you sitting quietly with your hands covering your face as you remained quiet, he stood up and walked to you and sat down beside you as you sobbed in your hands.

He wrapped his arms around you, but you didn't even realize. Your whole body was numb, all you felt was his warmth fill your body.

Your sobs cut out any noise that you once heard before and your eyes were so full of tears that you couldn't see anything. Just a blur of colours.

You just sat on the extremely uncomfortable couch, wrapped in Jimin's arms as he cradled you, swaying back and forth whispering sweet, supportive words in your ear as the both of you sobbed.

He said things like "I'll be back before you know it" or "you won't even notice I'm gone" which did nothing but make you angry and sad.

You began to get a headache and you huffed in frustration and Jimin released you from his embrace but still held onto your fore arm. He leaned his forehead against yours. He then rubbed his nose against yours, making you giggle softly, to which he sighed in relief.

"Thank god she can still laugh" he said smiling.

"Yeah, just about" you said embarrassed while trying to regain strength by standing up. Jimin joining you while holding you, refusing to leave go.

"That's was so embarrassing" you whisper, the tint on your cheeks showing clearly.

Jimin pecked your cheeks. You looked around and noticed Mrs. Park was gone.

"I didn't make her uncomfortable did I?" You'd asked nervously. Jimin shakes his head.

"She deals with thing like this in private. She doesn't like anyone seeing her cry".

You nodded and looked up to him and realized he was crying too but you were too caught up in your own metal breakdown to realize his.

You got on your tippy toes and kissed him. He smiled and hugged you tightly.

"Don't leave me" you whispered and you nuzzled into his neck. He chuckled softly. He didn't know how to reply, so he decided to just say how he felt.

"I love you" he said while smiling against your skin.

"As much as I love you too, that's not the answer I want" you say cheekily.

"I really, really love you" he said while laughing.

"You're an idiot Park Jimin" you smile shyly.

"And You are beautiful y/n" he kissed your head sweetly.

After hugging for a few more minutes, you decided that you should check on Mrs. Park. You took his hand and dragged him out of the room as he whined about wanting to cuddle you more.

You arrived upon Mrs. Park in the hallway on a phone call, and it looked very serious.

You stopped a few feet away from her. Jimin came from behind you and put his arms on your shoulders around your chest with his head leaning against yours, waiting for his mother to finish the call.

You waited patiently, as Jimin whispered sweet nothings into your ear, making you smile.

Once Mrs. Park finished, she apologized and then led you two to the dining room.

As you were walking, you came across familiar places.

"Isn't that where the party was?" You pointed toward these big grand doors. Jimin replied with a nod.

You enter the dining room which isn't that far from the main hall. And you are immediately stunned by my the amount of wealth you see everywhere. And all the expensive paintings on the wall. The wall paper was perfect and the dining cutlery was immaculate, not to mention the crystal wear.

Jimin guides you to your chair and pulled it out for you. You sat down and was amazed by how soft they were. You looked at the seat covers to see that they were made of velvet, red velvet.

Dinner was served shortly after. The spirits weren't too low at the table, which was a good sign.

You finished dinner, but continued to talk until everyone starting yawning in sync.

"We should probably go" Jimin says sleepily.

"You think I'm going to let you drive after everything that's happened over the past two hours?" Jimin's mom raises an eyebrow. "You two will sleep here"

Jimin just sleepily nodded and walked over to his mother giving her a parting hug before taking you hand.

Jimin then started walking and you automatically followed. The walk was silent. It was basically Jimin walking and you clinging onto his arm and your head on his shoulder.

He opened a door and both of you entered.

"This is my room I guess" he said awkwardly. You laughed and nodded.

The room was very like every other room in the house, but more modern. He had a little boys dream in a room. There was bean bags, a tv, video games, book shelves full of books, cabinets full of trophies, awards and medals, a massive closet, a balcony, an en suite and a bed that was very grand in size and it looked so damn comfortable.

Jimin went to his closet and pulled out one of of his large T-shirts.

"Do you mind being really cliche and wearing one of my oversized T-shirt's?" he asked.

"I would love to" you chuckled. He handed it to you and went to the bathroom while you changed.

"You have a hot tub?!" Jimin laughed and nodded. "And it's on the balcony!" You look in awe.

"Do you want to try it?" Jimin asked suggestively. You nodded your head. "Heck yeah I do!" You exclaimed.

All sense of fatigue is now gone.

You walked out to the balcony and the minute you opened the doors your body temperature dropped.

"Chim it's freezing!"

"It's nice and toasty in here" he smiled, steeping into the warm water.

You began to step on the little stepladder to get into the tub. You put one foot into the water and felt the heat rise from the skin of your feet.

You quickly stepped in and sat down opposite him. He giggled as he saw you sigh in relief of not being cold any more.

"What?"

"Your adorable" he said as he swam over to you and pinched your cheeks. Making you laugh like a child. He then sat beside you and hugged you.

"So how are you feeling about all this?" You asked Jimin. You didn't even need to go into detail about what you were talking about.

He already knew.

"Three years is a long time" he sighed. You put your head on his shoulder.

"A really long time"

He kissed your head. "Yeah a really long time" he said leaning his head against your head.

(Cringe worthy stuff up ahead by the way hahahaha)

"By the way I have been meaning to ask you" Jimin started, his voice wavering.

"Yeah?" You asked.

"So I never technically asked, and this will sound so stupid" he laughed. "but I'm asking you muffin, will you be my girlfriend?" He said shyly hiding his face in your shoulder.

You giggled "I think we already technically were dating, but of course I will and I'm happy it's official" you took his droopy head in your hands and kissed his nose sweetly.

Jimin smiled lovingly but then turned away and huffed "I don't want to leave you" he whined, making you bring him into a a hug.

"I don't want you to leave either, but think about how happy we will be when we are together again" you said trying to make him happy again.

"I'm taking the time I have left with you for granted. I can already see myself away from you and being angry because I didn't keep you in my arms longer" he said softly with a hint of frustration in his voice.

"It's okay, I'll be here when you get back and we will buy twenty muffins and eat them until we get sick" you smiled.

He giggled "That sounds like a dream" he said while holding your arm.

"Really? It's kind of disgusting, I mean seriously getting sick-"

Jimin cut off your rambling by placing a hand at your waist as he pressed his lips against yours, moving in a rhythm which you quickly followed, placing your hands on his face.

He bit your lip, asking you permission for you to let his tongue meet yours and you let him gladly do whatever he wanted.

He pulled you up onto his lap and you straddled him with a gasp as he pulled you.

The end long shirt you were wearing was floating on the surface of the water, but that didn't matter.

It didn't matter that Jimims hair was beginning to get wet from your wet hands running through his hair.

He detached his lips from yours and slowly traced kissed down your neck until he was at your collarbone and he began placing open mouth kisses against the sensitive skin.

And the cycle started again.

Both of you stayed in the warm water until dawn started to break, just talking, kissing and splashing around a little bit. You got out of the tub like a zombie. Jimin gave you a towel to dry off and a new T-shirt. Once you were dry, you both went to bed, falling asleep almost immediately, as you laid down, he followed and held you close to him.

As you to slept, you went into dreamland. Everything happy coming up in the story that was playing in your head.

You woke up to the sound of Jimin groaning.

"Too bright" he said sluggishly as the bright light shone through the window and the rays hitting his eyes.

You looked up and found a sleepy Jimin slowly becoming blind because the light was so in fact bright.

He turned to face you.

"Oh I'm sorry I didn't mean to wake you up-" you cut him off with a kiss.

"Morning Chim" you smiled.

"Morning Muffin" he smiled, showing his gorgeous happy expression.

TBC

A/N: The SHIT that I used to write has me WHEEZING.

Lots of love xx