The worst way to end a vacation
~The Next Day~
It's the next day after what the guys told us and me and Gajeel are still not talking to each other. After our little talk last night Gajeel could take it anymore and left but without saying something that made me cry basically all night.
~Flashback of last night~
"Levy just listen for one second and let me explain to you why I didn't tell you." I jut stood there staring at him not responding and I know for sure this was pissing him off.
What do you have to say Gajeel that's so important now but you could of told me beforehand. "Levy everything that I've done for you was to kept you safe and out of trouble but you just kept nagging me all the damn time."
"The reason we didn't tell you guys was that we didn't want you to think of us when we're hurt or even join the damn gang. We just wanted to kept you guys safe and not let you guys come into our world."
"I know you may hate me but I did it so you would never get hurt."
I was shocked to say already but didn't show it. I just stood there glaring at him like he was the last human on earth that I hated. But I can't hate him, he's the love of my life but he should've just told me then we would be right here fighting.
Well if you wanted to protect me from bad people like them why didn't you protect me last time when I almost got raped for crying out loud. Do you know how it is to wake up every time around midnight and have the same dream.
I dream of them coming to rape and kill me while you just sit there and watch doing nothing. I'm literally screaming your name to save me but you do nothing. Maybe if I knew dating you would cause problems I should of turned the other way.
You maybe thinking Levy that's not nice to say but I don't care right now. I'm so angry I just let my mouth do the talking instead of thinking of what to say.
I looked up to see anger, hope, and sadness in Gajeel eyes. I didn't mean what I said but I'm so angry I can't control it. I wanted to run into his arms and hug the death out of him but I don't know if I can do that anymore.
"Well since you think it's my fault and that you should of turned the other way when I asked you out maybe we shouldn't be together anymore." I was shocked and started shaking but I still didn't say anything to fix my relationship with him.
And with that he grabbed his all of stuff, packed it up and left without saying goodbye. The door slammed and I dropped to my knees and started crying. I just ruined the best relationship I ever had and now I don't know what to do next.
~Flashback over~
Today we leave and it's just a sad morning. I started packing my bag and just looked away too. None of Gajeel stuff is in the room with me anymore but except his shirt that I sleep in.
I went to our bathroom and saw just mine stuff. At that point it really hit me that he left and it never coming back. I didn't mean what I said last night but I do regret saying it.
I guess it was never gonna work out anyways. He always has to save me from some type of danger coming our way and I just sit there and get angry with him cause he never told me.
The worst girlfriend I mean ex-girlfriend award goes to......Levy McGarden. I finished packing and went to the kitchen and get something to drink.
I'm not really that hungry so I just went to the living room with my drink and waited for the others.
Lucy POV
This was probably the best/worst vacation I have ever had but I'm glad that I made up with Natsu cause I don't know what I would do if I lost him. We just finished packing and I went to text my mom to tell her we should be heading to the airport in a hour or so.
I'm so happy to head home and be back in my warm bed and don't have to worry about anything fm but school coming back next week.
I miss the sandy beaches and the warm water too. As you can see I live in California and love it so much. So being in Hawaii is just making me miss being home and everything.
After texting mom I saw Natsu starring at him phone. I don't want to say anything so I just kissed him cheek and hugged him from behind. But he grabbed my arms and wrapped them around his waist so my head was resting on him chest.
It feels so nice to have someone I can love and protect me. I just never thought I would love again after losing my dad. His death hit me and mom really hard. Like I wasn't bad when I was little I was actually the opposite.
His sweet little angel. I was everything to him. He would take me out to get ice cream and go to my cheer competitions when I was small but ever since I stopped cheering and started breaking the rules.
Even the death hit the girls hard to cause he was like a father figure to all of them too. When he died they said he dies from a heart attack and he couldn't be saved for it.
I used to blame myself cause I thought when he died mom would stop caring for me and blame me for him death but the girls helped me get out of that stage. I started back cheering in middle school but I don't stop my reckless games.
Now I'm trying to be better than I ever was and now that I have Natsu with me I could probably be the same Lucy again without any problems.
"Everything is gonna be alright Lucy. Once we get home I'll make sure to give you guys each a body guard to watch over you when you feel like you're n danger. I maybe busy when we go back so that's why I'm telling you this now."
I just nodded my head cause I didn't want to start early in the morning with him and let go. I went to the front of my house but before I could go to the kitchen I saw Levy sitting there with red bloodshot eyes and crying.
Now I'm friendship with Levy is like no other. She's my other half and since we're both the only children of your household we're basically like sisters and I love her to so if there's a problem with her there's a problem with me.
I ran to her and hugged the life out of her. She hugged be back but with more pressure. Levy are you ok? Where's Gajeel and why are you crying? Did he do anything to you? Oh I'm so gonna kill him for what he did to my best friend.
"No Lucy he didn't do anything. It was actually me that said something to him and he left." She started crying really hard. You know we can take about this later when your feeling better, I said.
"I know but I need to tell someone and since your head please just listen ok. I told him I should of walked the other way and never turned his way again."
"I was so hurt I didn't mean what I said to him I was just anger piling up and I had to release it. I told him about the nightmares and how he's just sitting there watching me get raped and killed over and over again. Not helping me."
"He could of earned me about what he does for a living. But I now understand why he did it. To protect me from danger but after what happened with me I just let loose."
"I wish I could take back ever word I said to him but know I can't because he left last night before I could level say sorry. I'm the worst girlfriend ever or should I say ex because he broke it off last night."
"I don't want to be this little needy girl anymore that needs help from everybody. I just couldn't close my big fat mouth and think instead of what to say."
"I just ruined the most perfect relationship I've ever had with anyone because he kept something big and stupid from me. I don't know what to do Lucy, I'm starting to go crazy."
I felt bad for Levy because her and Gajeel broke up but I'm going to be there for my friend and help her win him back. I don't really like seeing my friends sad cause it makes me sad too and it reminds me of my father.
When everybody felt pity for me cause I lost the only man I loved and now he's gone I don't know what to do now. I guess a did over react kind of crazy but that the stressful thing about being in a relationship.
They were just protecting us from danger and didn't want us hurt but since Levy got hurt he'll just broke lose. The same guys came back to mess with her and and the guys are also threaten by there enemy.
This vacation could of went great if those docks didn't follow us to Hawaii. Now I do wanna kill then for ruining a great vacation. See nothing great ever comes out way when it's the 8 of us.
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