I know I don't get a lot of views on this and you know that's ok.

I'm not very active, I don't write or even read like I use to. I feel like it should be ok but I do feel bad for not being able to.

I'm a college student, I have been since January, it's alright and I have meet some pretty cool people. But I'm still struggling, much like I did when I was in high school, with the work in general.

I'm going to try and be a ASL (American Sign Language) interpreter. Learning a new language is hard, learning a language that you knew only a little is still hard because in the time that has passed you forget a lot. Learning a language on top of having a learning disability is really hard.

So far ASL 1 was fun it felt like I just had a really big review because I already knew some it. On top of learning the grammar. Then when I got to ASL 2 this summer. I started off kinda strong, then it got harder and harder. I will most likely repeat the class because I felt like it went too fast I felt like I didn't have enough time if that makes sense. We crammed 16 weeks of work in 10 weeks.

I was told if I have to repeat the class that I shouldn't have any embarrassment in it. That it is understandable.

I know that I don't have anything to apologize for or I shouldn't have to explain myself. However it feels better to explain and just let someone know what's going on, to get it off my chest.

I want to say sorry for not being active to my friends on here.

I also want to say that I'm not giving up I'm going to keep pushing. I have a plan and I want to see it through. I want to learn ASL, I want to learn Spanish again, I want to be a writer, and most of all I want to know that I made a difference or something.

I might not keep this up long for who ever reads this let me know what you think.