Habang naglalakad ako ay ilang beses pa akong natumba bago ako makarating sa parking lot.

"I shouldn't have drunk too much" bulong ko and I struggled to find the key of my car.

My alcohol tolerance was actually low but I'm still trying improve it to make me look more cool.

Everything around me was swirling and I feel so nauseous. I took a deep breath before starting my car and it's really annoying cause it's hard to find the fucking buttons since my vision was blurry and it feels like I'm chasing the stupid bottons.

I was startled when I looked at the road.

"Oh, fuck me! Even the road was moving!" Reklamo ko and I rubbed my eyes. I waited for it to stop moving before driving my car but it doesn't seem like it will stop.

"How am I supposed to drive now?" Sigaw ko. I was tempted to call for my personal driver or to call for a taxi but I can't find my phone.

I looked outside and I saw the bar dancing.

"Why the fuck is it dancing?" I muttered confusedly.

I don't want to go back there to hire someone to drive me. Everything was making me dizzy and if I moved out of my car I might throw up and I don't want that to happen.

The fucking tree was laughing at me! And even the buildings were dancing!

Alright, someone might have put a drugs on my drinks.

I rubbed my eyes again and I sighed.

"Alright, I'll just fucking follow the dancing road" I drived my car slowly at first then I felt that it's moving too slow like a turtle so I drived it faster.

I saw the electric post playing jumping rope with it's wire and I got distracted by the silly electric post.

"What a silly electric post" I laughed a little then out of the corner of my eyes, I saw a familiar image.

"Isn't that my darling?" bulong ko and I gently rubbed my eyes.

I'm drunk and I could barely recognize anything but when it comes to my darling I wouldn't mistake her for anything or anyone else.

I'm sure that it is my darling walking on the street in the middle of the night.

"How far is she from where I am?" I drived my car again para sana tumakas dahil ayaw kong makita nya akong lasing.

Wait, am I calling her my darling? weird.

Maybe she's really my darling angel.

I was distracted by my thoughs kaya hindi ko napansin na mali na pala ang direction ko at nagulat na lang ako dahil may nabangga ako!

I stoped the car instantly and I was shocked so it took me a minute before I was dragged out of my drunken stupor.

"I killed someone" nanginginig na ako and I was sweating bullets already "I killed someone!" Usal ko pa ulit at nagmadali akong bumaba sa sasakyan ko at hinanap ko kung saan tumilapon yung nabangga ko.

Nang nakita ko sya ay agad ko syang nilapitan. There's a blood flowing out of her head and I think she's dead!

I fucking killed someone!

No, she's not just 'someone'! She's my girl!

I looked around at walang ibang taong nasa paligid namin.

She's unlucky!

I was so damn nervous and I don't know what to do.

I may kiss my freedom goodbye for the reason that I can be locked up in jail for killing someone and for drunk driving!

"Wake up! Wake up!" Pinipilit ko syang gisingin at naluluha na din ako. "Wake up! I don't want to go in prison! I don't want to be a murderer!" Usal ko at inalog-alog ko sya.

Hindi pa kami pero nasaktan ko na sya kaagad physically.

She might detest me after knowing na nabangga ko sya.

I saw her breathing faintly kaya medyo nakahinga ako nang maluwag.

She's barely alive but at least she's not dead yet.

Binuhat ko sya and I decided to bring her to the place that Xander lend to me. Hindi ko sya kayang dalhin sa hospital dahil baka on the spot ako maaresto dahil amoy alak pa ako at ayaw ko din syang dalhin sa penthouse ko dahil mas malayo iyon kumpara sa condo ni Xander.

After driving for an hour ay nakarating din kami sa Condo ni Xander.

I'm shaking and I think I'm going to pass out from fright.

Hinanap ko ang cellphone ko and I found it on my fucking pocket then tinawagan ko si Xander.

"Where the fuck are you now? Nakauwi kana ba?" tanong nya kaagad.

"It's worst than that! I killed someone!" Even my voice was freaking shaking. My finger tips were cold as Ice too.

"You what? Are you kidding me? I know you're drunk so don't joke with me like this. At kung hindi mo talaga kayang mag drive then it's better kung mag taxi ka na lang" paalala nya. Napahawak naman ako sa wall dahil sobrang kinakabahan na ako.

"Too late. I've already hit someone! I'm going to prison now!" Muntik ko nang maihulog ang cellphone ko dahil sa kabang nararamdaman ko.

"Are you freaking serious!" Sigaw nya at halang nagulat din sya sa sinabi ko.

"Don't inform my Mom" paalala ko sa kanya and I saw my face on the mirror. My face was deathly pale.

"Oh god! How are you? Where is the person that you've hit?" halatang nagpapanic na din si Xander nang na-realise nya na seryoso ako sa sinasabi ko.

"I'm not fine because I know that I'm going into prison after this! And the girl was unconscious and she's not dead yet but soon she will" nilapitan ko ang babaeng nililigawan ko and I didn't dare to do anything to her. Who knows what might happen if I touch her.

"What are you waiting for? Bring her to the hospital!" Sigaw nya sa akin.

"I don't want! I'll go straight into the prison if I do that. I smelled like I took a bath using alcohol as a substitute to water" I checked if she's still breathing and luckily she does breath somehow.

"Where are you now then? Pupuntahan kita! Fucking hell Brent! I'm going to kill you!" Narinig ko pa ang yabag nang paa nya so I think tumatakbo sya or something.

"I'm on your Condo. Help me! I don't know what to do! She's bleeding too much!" I'm a dead meat now!

"Stop the bleeding! Press a cloth on her wounds"

"Bring some private doctor with you!" Paalala ko sa kanya. I need to save the life of my girl otherwise I'll live the rest of my life on prison.

I was pacing back and forth hanggang sa makarating si Xander dito at may doctor syang kasama.

I didn't need to open the door dahil may susi naman si Xander dito.

"How is she?" Tanong ko sa doctor habang ginagamot nya ang sugat sa ulo ni Maxie.

"She's fine. Nagkaruon lang nang sugat sa ulo nya but it's not too deep" sagot nya sa akin.

"Then bakit wala syang malay! You should check for some hidden injuries or some shits like that!" Sigaw ko. I think this doctor was a quack! He doesn't know what he's doing at all! "Perhaps her brain got smashed into pieces inside her head!"

"Brent Calm down, will you?" Inabutan nya ako nang tubig pero hindi ko iyon kinuha.

"What if magka amnesia sya? What am I gonna do then?" Lumapit ako kay Maxie and I put my finger under her nose to check if she's still breathing.

Kinausap naman nang doctor si Xander.

"The patient is fine. She's just unconscious dahil tumama ang ulo nya but it's nothing serious. That didn't cause any serious internal head injury to her. Just let her have some rest and take some medication to ease the pain dahil may sugat sya" usal nang doctor at may isinulat syang prescription.

"You're a quack doctor! It's clear that you're a liar! I know that I've hit her to death!" Sigaw ko sa kanya and I pulled a chair at inilapit ko iyon sa bed then umupo ako.

"In fact, I think you need to take care of the man instead" dagdag pa nya.

"Why?" Tanong naman ni Xander at napatingin pa sya sa akin.

"I think he's frightened and got traumatized by the incident" sagot naman nang doctor and I snorted. Fuck him! "I might as well say that maybe he's not driving that fast dahil sugat lang ang nangyari sa babae. Maybe, the man was just too high and thinks that it's the other way around"

"I see. Thank you" sinamahan muna ni Xander lumabas yung doctor and now I'm alone with the girl that I'm courting and I almost killed her.