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You cried, it felt as if your raw wound just brushed against a cold and rough surface. It hurts so bad.

"Eun Ae, calm down. Do you need tea? Should I make one?" Hyori asked you, she held you tighter, her arms securely placed around you.

"No, I am fine. Please stay." you clasped onto her, your whole body was shaking. The pain between your thighs was adding much tension, it was sore and painful. You sobbed and stifled to hide your grief but then it would eventually come out like a wave of emotion and would gradually overcome.

"I had already told you but then you ignored everything. I cared for you but then you thought I was jealous of you."

"I am sorry... I didn't mean to hurt you." you replied.

Hyori saw how much pain you were in, she hugged you tighter. "I am there by your side. Take a good sleep now. You had already faced enough​." she brushed your hair. You nodded, slowly letting your body to land on the couch, you curled up forming a ball. "Sleep. I am here." she kissed your forehead. "Good night."

You closed your eyes but then you didn't actually had any intention of sleeping. The incident would flash infront of your eyes.

Why did he do that?

Flashback

Jimin hugged you tighter. He was bit tipsy.

"Mr. Park, let's go downstairs​. Come on." you said as you parted from him. He smiled cheekily, wiping his tears as he laced his fingers with you.

"Come on." he whispered.

You swear at this moment you exactly knew what they call heaven. This is all you want. Park Jimin by your side. He is your drug, your pain, your cure, your everything.

You both reached downstairs, the party was still going. "Let's eat something." he said as he walked along with you. You followed him.

Without you knowing, Jimin was already having pegs after pegs while eating and then there was you who was talking something related to your life and family which he was least interested in.

"Eun Ae, let's..let's move..fro..m.here.. come on.." he slurred.

"Mr. Park, hmm okay.." you said, you completely failed to keep an eye on him. He was drinking a lot and you should've been stopping him which you never did.

"Come on." you said as you got up from your seat. His friends were no where seen also, you cannot even leave him alone. You grasped his arm and pulled him. Jimin got up only to wrap his arm around your neck.

He was gazing at you and then at some random people. He was heavy and drunk. You walk passed some people but his friends were nowhere seen. It was hard since you never had any experience of dealing with drunk person.

"Eun Ae, .mY.You..are..beautifuleu." he giggled and you hummed. He should've​ praised you when sober.

You guided him towards the car. The driver was ready who ran towards you for helping you out.

You got into the car and addressed the driver to head towards his home. His head was on your shoulder, throughout the time he kept on muttering some random things which you ignored and sometimes you just hummed.

You reached the mansion and the driver along with the house staff helped you to carry the muscular man towards his bedroom.

"Does he drinks often?" you asked Isabella who was removing his shoes.

She did not even raised her head. "Only when he is emotional or hurt." she replied.

"Oh.." you helped her out by removing his coat.

"Everytime when he drinks, I feel bad." Isabella replied.

"Why?"

"There is no one to look after him and sometimes I think that I will end up doing this for his entire life." her tone was weak and kind of depressing.

"Don't worry, I will assist you." you smiled but then you were startled when Jimin suddenly grabbed your wrist. Isabella switched her eyes from Jimin towards you, his eyes were weakly set on you, he completely ignored her presence.

"I think you should stay." she said before getting up and walking outside. The door was finally locked and you both were left alone in the room. Butterflies in your stomach, you did not even had your dinner but still you were full. You saw he closed his eyes.

"Mr. Park." you called him softly and to your surprise he hummed. Your eyes widened.

"Mr. Park." you called him again and this time he weakly opened his eyes, smiling.

"Yes, I..I..am." he slurred, slowly sitting on the bed.

"But.. you were drunk and we carried you-"

He laughed, placing his hands on the bed for support. "I am not..t that..sober..." he flicked his hair. "..but I am not that drunk either." he said as he looked at you with hooded eyes.

"Oh.." you were about to get up from his bed but then he stopped you.

"Where are you going?"

"Home.. its late and-"

"Stayy.."

"Huh?"

"Stayy.."

You nodded, biting you lower lip when he closed his eyes followed by a long sigh and then he let his upper body to land flat on the bed. You sat next to him. You won't be lying but he makes you feel things. "Why do you need to drink so much?"

He just hummed but didn't replied. You could see the frame of his muscular chest, the thin white shirt wasn't doing justice.

"Mr. Park, are you even okay?" you patted his shoulder, "Mr. Park..Mr. Park..!" you called him. "Mr. Park, are you even list-" before you could realise your world had already collapsed as he quickly got up only to pull you towards him and then he swiftly flipped you over. Your eyes were wide awake, it was least expected. His dark hooded eyes on you.

"Mr. Pa-" you lost your words, your heart barely beating. You felt as if the the world stopped for a second.

To your surprise, he leaned towards you and your body felt numb when his moist lips touched yours. Your whole body electrified which was alone enough to make you feel dizzy and drunk for hours. His lips were sloppy, you could smell and taste the expensive scotch that he had drunk few hours ago. Your breath hitched when he kissed more urgently, lifting your lips to his. His body sending messages that he was eager to advance and it was undeniable. There is a point in everyone's life when you know it is wrong but still it feels so right. You held your breathe when he let go the straps of your dress from your shoulders. His breathe now caressing your flushed skin. You tried holding your breathe, even a slightest sound will turn him down as you thought.

His muscles flexed when he positioned his elbows on your either side, he barely had any intention of stopping. You exhaled heavily, your hand clutching your dress when he tried to free it but then it was finally thrown away from your reach along with his clothes. You tried hiding yourself. He lifted you up to him, his hands around your neck and then he kissed you. Jimin looked at your face, your lips parting, swollen as it opened in a silent howl. Your eyes were closed but to his surprise you suddenly opened, staring up at him with passionately, your stare mixed with fear and excitement. You raised your hand to hit his chest, he thought you might push him but to his surprise, you bucked your hips. Jimin caressed you slowly guiding himself in, you mewled, the pain unbearable, it is difficult because its your first time. You were too embarrassed​ of your naked self.

"Mr. Park.." you moaned when he entered you slowly. Jimin was weak but equally strong enough to hold himself up as he started thrusting.

Your mind was blown due to the unusual feeling which gushed your nerves.

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You pulled him against your skin, allowing the soft duvet to cover your body, you smiled, thinking that you'd never get him close enough. Practically your wanted to fold him inside you as if he is a small baby who is suppose to be protected.

Jimin groaned in his sleep, he hates disturbances, he had never felt any throughout these years.

You giggled, landing against his chest whilst Jimin pulled you closer, securing your body with his manly arms. He dug his face in your hair and left a long sigh.

"Hmm..Eun Ae.. I can't get..en.enough of you..." he muttered and your heart eventually stopped. You were eager to hear those words, what actually happened today was more like a dream, you actually lost your first to him, the thing which every girl dream of. You did not even panicked when you had your first orgasm, you did not even panicked when you realise what he did infact, you were more than happy.

You inhaled his scent, his warm naked chest against your face. Your smile was irreplaceable, you were smiling like an idiot.

He pulled your closer as if he wanted to fuse your body with his. "Where..were you...these...years..?.."

He was blabbering and you just hummed. He murmured something, "Thanks for comin..gg back to me.. Eun Ae.. I ..I love you so..Much.."

Silence...

"Just stay with me.." he patted your back, caressing it.

"Stay..."

"Eun Ae.. all I want is you... I am ready... I am-"

"....I am ready to be the father of Jungkook and your kids if you want but then please stay.."

And that's when your heart broke into tiny pieces.

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