July 16, 2019
Read for Important Update!!

To anyone who is still reading and might still be waiting for this story to update:
Hey. Its been a long time, I know. I was scrolling through instagram, when I got a notification from Wattpad and saw that I still continue to get (quite a handful) notifications from you guys still voting and commenting on my stories, and I thought it might be a good idea to write this. You know, just in case🤷‍♀️

So,,

I've been trying to update this story for so long but I just can't bring myself to write. I don't know. I guess it's mainly because the excitement just isn't there for me anymore—Yuri on Ice happened such a long time ago for me, i was 16 and excited for the ship, waiting for the episodes to drop every week, but it's been years!! I'm going to turn 19 in a few months and I moved on from the fandom so long ago, Victor and Yuri are just a fond memory now (as corny as that sounds *eye roll*). Not to mention the fact that my writing just makes me want to bang my head against the wall repeatedly whenever I read any part of my work. I really don't understand how the story has so many reads and received so much love (you guys were/are too fucking sweet).

Anyways, I honestly don't believe I will ever find myself being able to finish this book—as shitty as it might be for some of you guys, it is to me, too. I once put a lot of my time and effort into my stories (especially this one) and it kinda hurts to see that it isn't coming to an end. There might be some hope that by watching the YOI movie, some of that inspiration could come back and I could finish writing the story...but who knows if the movie is even being dropped, or when.

But I might also not feel the interest to come back and finish even after watching the movie, which is more probable.

So I wanted to ask, if anyone is still even interested, if I should wait until the movie drops in hopes I might come back to finish the story; or I should just tell you guys what was going to happen, that way you can all have some closure.

(I could also post what I already have written for the next chapter (25?) but it's not much and it doesn't really go anywhere, it's really just Yuri arriving at victors house for New Years.)

So I'll leave this here for a bit and come back to see what's up. I just feel like a bitch when I think that someone might still be waiting to see how the story ends and just hoping they get to read it. Just let me know what I should do and that's how it'll go down, I guess.

Also, no one really runs the NSFW account anymore, not that it's a surprise lol
...I might just make the account public (not private) that way anyone can just follow freely. I just hope the account wouldn't get reported and deleted. I don't know what I'll do though, I'll decide later.

Other than that, a few of you might know but I just run an art account now. I still feel that writing creativity and my goal is to be able to hopefully make a comic/webtoon sometime whiting a year from now. Or I just want to be able to make some money doing commissions. That would be amazing. I am still pretty into anime, shows, and gay ships. If you guys are in any way interested, my instagram is
azureserendipity 🖤
I'll try to link it on the little bio/description on my profile here
I also want to make an NSFW side account for my art some time later when I feel my anatomy gets better.

(It's still not the best art, but it'd be neat to have more support there, not gonna lie :'))

(Two random pictures of my posts^^ my art has definitely improved compared t9 what I would post here smh)

(LOOK AT THIS OLD DRAWING. THATS REALLY AKWARD, ITS PRETTY DISGUSTING. MY ART HAS ACTUALLY GOTTEN BETTER, FUCK IT UP)

A lot happened in my life in the past three years (topics that would be too dark to talk about here lol), but I hope that you can all understand why and not be too mad at me for not being able to finish the story. I truly have no idea if anyone will even read this but oh well.

I really do miss the interactions with you guys though. Hopefully my stories were fun and I was able to make you guys enjoy Victuri even more in my little erotic little worlds :)

It is now 6 am, I have to sleep if I want to function tomorrow ;-;

If you read all the all down here...maybe tell me what you're favorite scene/moment/chapter was from my stories??? For old time sakes :')

I'll check up on this in a couple days
-Sai🖤