Firstly, I'd like to apologise. This is not an update and I'm not sure if there would be another one.

Long story short; Shawn gave an interview for The Rolling Stone Magazine weeks ago, talking about his life, his experiences and more. In that interview he mentioned his feelings towards the rumours about his sexuality and what he had to change in his behaviour and mannerisms to avoid those rumours.

I didn't like or support any of his said, however, I'm no one to judge his opinions and feelings.

The thing is, after that interview I don't feel right to keep writing anymore, I feel like disrespecting him, even though that was never my intention and the chances of him acknowledge my writings are minimal to none, I don't feel it anymore.

I'm not sure what to do, how to proceed with this book. It's far from the best, english isn't my first language and the struggles of writing something decent were always there for me, but I enjoyed doing it and reading the feedback. There are many ideas yet for this love story, I wish I knew what to do.

I'd love to read your opinions, if you'd want for me to keep writing. A bit of cheering up might help to clear my mind and conflicts.

I'm sorry.
Loads of Love <3

Elena Nathalia x