Chapter ~ 12
"You're not going to kill me are you?" You question as he chuckles, "not today anyways" he smirks as you scowl at his reply.
"There's someone who'd like to meet you", looking around you take in the sight of the greenery around you, the noisy wind rustles through the trees as leaves crunch beneath your feet.
You nod whilst following him up a hill towards the most gorgeous tree you've ever seen, it's glorious branches glimmer underneath the moonlight as pink petals scatter and fly through the air.
"Not all people turn into stars, and not all of them ghosts", you look at the tombstone neatly placed in front of the tree, "This is my father" he smiles but it barely reaches his eyes.
"He-he was a murderer" your eyes widen a fraction as you place a hand on his shoulder comfortingly, he turns around wrapping his arms around you whilst stepping into your warmth.
"Not everyone's perfect, but you have to know; there's nothing you can do to change that" you remain silent embracing him as his breathing becomes shallow, Jungkook leans into your warmth as he begins to recover from his period of grief.
"I'm sorry, but I'm not like you Jungkook; I can't change what's happened but believe me, I can't forget it and it doesn't seem like anyone sees that." He detaches himself from you gazing at you with a confusing look, "maybe it's because you don't let anyone see that" he replies.
And you stare, you just stare at him with an expression which tells him that he's made a point, "maybe it's because you don't want to" he almost whispers.
That statement causes you to jerk away from him "th-that's not true" you shriek, "it's not that easy, it's not that simple", you pause glancing at his reaction.
"Then let me understand, tell me what it is you can barely handle" he pleads "you- we're not supposed to go this far, you're not supposed to care this much."
"Yeah" he replies, "but I do" your eyes soften as he embraces you once again stroking your hair "I know we're not supposed to be like this, but we are."
"I want to help you if I can, even if in the end of all this I don't know what's happened but I want you to know I'm here."
And for a moment, just for a moment you feel like your not alone, that truly there is something, someone out there that has hope in you.
"Jimin, he means well", you pull yourself out of his embrace "I know" you reply, "he's just so hard headed, too aggressive, it's always his way or nothing, and when it doesn't go his way, he runs away" you ramble.
"Maybe you should try to hear him out" he suggests, "there is something weird going on with him though" Jungkook says and you hum in confusion.
"He's never home between these hours, he's always out" your eyebrows furrow until a thought crosses your mind. "I-I'll see you tomorrow" You yell whilst running off.
There's one place you think he might be, and you know it might be a little far fetched but you still find yourself standing there.
Standing at the weary gates of the amusement park you pause for a moment gulping. You open the door with a hard push stepping in wearily before beginning to search every room in the place, you've checked everywhere except one room and you almost do it; you almost burst through those doors but something stops you.
It's not just where he is that frightens you, it's which room he's chosen to be in that shakes you to your very core and it causes you to run.
You run. You run because that's what you always do when you come near it,
near her.
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