He closed his eyes slumping down  on the chairs and softly ruffles his hair. He opens his eyes and thought how quick two weeks passed.

In these two weeks many things changed. Dayavnti and his sons were behind bars after the confrontation seeing all the evidence against them. Juhi was also accused attempting to kill and was she was last warning and police had eyes on her actions.

They had return back to khanna mansion with Neela and his family were shocked seeing Neela alive but they were also happy and relieved seeing her life. Their heart broke seeing Neela in such bad condition. Everyone took care of Neela over these two weeks and tried making her happy. Neela'a condition was getting better, she wad recovering very quickly and family was so happy and pleased to see her speedy recovering. 

Neil opens his eyes feeling someone's presence. He straightened up and looks at his mother who looked worried seeing him like that. He got up and walks to bed to which swetha follows him and sits on bed beside him.

He sighs and puts his head on her lap. She ruffles his hair looking down at him.

Swetha : Neil! How long you will stay like that? I can't see you both suffering. It's hurting too much. What happened to our happiness Neil? This is what we wanted. I understand you're concern and worried about Avni but what happens you Neil. You're also hurt.

Neil didn't a say a word but snuggles into her stomach. She sighs and stops talking. She kissed head while ruffling it softly.

Swetha : shall I send dinner to your room? You have been not eating well Neil. I can't see you neglecting your health Neil. Please have something.

Neil : mom I'm not hungry. Please.

Swetha : I don't care. If you are hungry or not. You will have something to eat.

Neil sighs and gets up moving out of the room. Swetha watched him storming out of the room. She sighs and tries to follow but Bebe stopped her mid way.

Swetha : Bebe please don't stop me. Can you not see his condition. I can't see him like this.

Bebe : swetha, leave them alone. Time will heal them. Stop worrying. You have dinner and sleep. I have faith on them and their love. It will take some time. He is also suffering because his love crying in pain. He won't be happy till she isn't happy. Have faith on them. Everything will be okay.

Swetha nodding her head went away whereas Bebe thoughts what has been happening in their house within two weeks. It was very hard and difficult phase for the whole family. They were happy return of Neela but they also lost the charm and happiness of the family. Avni had been too silent and drifting away from Neil and the family. She had locked herself in the room and wouldn't let anyone in.

No one knows what she was going through inside the locked room. Neil tried so many ways but it was unsuccessful. His Heart sank every seconds seeing her like that.  They both were suffered. She was hiding away from the pain while he can't see her in the pain.

He comes back inside the mansion after crying outside. He shoved his hands in his pocket and walks up the stairs to his room. He stops in mid away and looks towards Neela's room where the lights were still on. He frowns wondering why is she still awake when she was supposed to be resting.

His steps starts moving towards the room. He stood by the door entrance and his heart broke seeing the scene front him. His girl was weeping down lying in her mother lap. His eyes brimmed with tears.

His body stiffen as he heard her voice after two weeks later. They didn't even exchanged any words after coming back to police station. Whole those two weeks were horrible nightmare for them.

Neela caressed Avni's hair and pecks head too.

Neela : bacha, why are you locking yourself from him? He is your love. Why are you hurting yourself and him? You don't deserves it bacha. Why are you punishing yourself? I know it's hurting you too. Then why?

Avni : maa.. it really hurts. I can't see him like that but what shall I do? My whole life is so complicated. I don't even know what will happen next. I don't know if I even want to be alive. I just hate myself. I can't do this anyone. My heart is breaking maa. I'm breaking his heart too and this would be good for us. I don't deserve him maa. He is too perfect for me. I'm not capable enough for him. Did you heard what she said maa?

Neela : you don't need think about her words bacha. She doesn't mean anything to you. You need to listen to your heart. What do you want to do? Why you hurting him if you love him so much? You need to be strong bacha to face the world. World isn't perfect bacha, you have realised and seen it too. He loves you so much bacha. Don't push him away from you. Bacha don't take any wrong decisions in rush. You can' t do this. He will be broken if you leave him. He doesn't deserve it bacha either do you. You both need each other. Your love isn't weak bacha. Talk to you before taking any decisions. Please bacha. Think about it. Will you be able to move on from him? Will you be able to fall in love with someone rather than him? Will you be able to forget him? Bacha think wisely. What do you want?

He wasn't able to stand there any longer and hear their conversation. He rushed in his room and starts throwing things up. His heart was bleeding. She was planning to leave him forever, why? Why was he getting punished?

The whole family gathered up by Neil's room and saw him in so much angry. She was there too.. she cried seeing him like this.. she steps inside and walks behind him to control his anger. She didn't cared if he hurts her in anger but her heart wasn't ready to see him like this..

Neil didn't acknowledge anyone in the room, not even her. His eyes boils up in anger. His body aches with the pain he was going through. His heart was about explode. He got hold of vase and raised up to threw it away when she stops by holding his hand and coming front of him

Their eyes met. His eyes that were filled with love now is just anger and pain. They both looked at each other not looking away. Everything seems to be stopped. The family walks away leaving them alone knowing they need this alone time.

He was first one to look away and harshly pulls his hand back smashing the vase on the floor. She flinched in shock and looks at him who walks away controlling his anger. He rubs his back and strolls inside the room.

She didn't care about her own and walks cross over the broken pieces of vase and didn't even winched in pain when some glasses stabbed inside her bare skin.

Taking small steps and bitting her lips in pain she walks around him and comes front of Neil

Avni: Neil.. you're hurting yourself.

Neil looks at her and let a chuckle out and garbs her arms. He gripped it so tightly hurting her. He didn't even realise it, he was going to regret later.

She closed her eyes feeling the pain rushing through skins. She opens her eyes and looks into his eyes which was filled with purely rage. His eyes bloodshot.

Neil : why is it hurting you so much? Why does it bother you if I'm hurting Avni? Why the heck are you here? What do you want to show? Your fake love or concern? Aren't you just thinking to leave me? Why the fuck are you here? Why are you showing your fake concern to me? Why? What have I done? Does it hurt to see me in pain? does it Avni? What have I done? Where did I go wrong? Why is our relationship like this? Why?

He pulls her closer and their breath fanning over their lips. Neil stares her. His heart was melting but his anger was rising up and he wanted to express what he was going through. He wasn't going to be saint here. His hold on her arms gripped more tighter.

A hiss escaped from her mouth, his eyes on her arms and immediately leaves it. He turns back to leave but she held his arm to stop him. He didn't turns around and waits for her to speak.

Avni : Neil... please listen to me. Why are you hurting yourself because of me? You don't deserve me.

He closed his eyes controlling his anger. Her words making him more angry. He opens his eyes and swiftly turns around and holds her arms again. This time he gripped gently. Even in the anger he didn't fail to show his softer side.

Neil : who the hell are you to decide what I deserve Avni? Who are you tell me what I can deserve or not I can't? Why are you making it so complicated? Why? Why can't you just accept it? Why can't you my love Avni? How many times I have to explain, I can't lose you or live without you. How many times? Do you even value my love? Do you even want me the way i want you? Do you even love the way I love you Avni! Answer me?

A tear rolls down her cheek and fell on her knees and sobbed looking down. His heart melts seeing her like this. It does it hurt to hurt her but she made him to do that. He wasn't loving to hurt her but he had to do it because he can't do this anymore.

Avni : why do you love me much? Why?

She cried out looking down on the floor. How can he explain how much he loves her. He stares her who starts mumbling something under her her breath that wasn't audible to him but knew she was cursing herself.

~

Hope you liked the chapter.

Vote and inline comments.

~