Angsty Logan (46)
You Remember when I made those rlly angsty oneshot called 'one shot laddies' or something.
Well this is the after events I guess.
Logan sat silently on the darksides sofa, a now cup of cold coffee was resting in his hands. His eyes were in a permanent scowl and were glued onto the carpet in front of him and not the anxious presence that was stood behind him.
"Logic." Virgil mumbled, he never used this against Logan, Calling him by his job was normally an insult. This time, it was a question.
"Logan." Logan confirmed, placing his coffee cup down on the coffee table and stood up, finally facing Virgil. " If you've come to try change my mind." 'Please do' is what Logan wanted to say. 'Change my mind and get me out of here' but After 3 years of staying in this new hell hole that he called his home, after 3 years of having Deceit and Remus mentally abuse him and manipulate him into thinking this is where belonged. 3 whole years , that he hadn't seen Patton , Roman or Thomas.. Virgil would come down every few months , try to change his mind but give up before he could commit.
It wasn't Pattons fault , it want Thomas's fault and hell for once. It wasn't Romans fault that they never came to look for Logan. Deceit had taken Logan's place the day Logan decided he wanted to become 'faceless', that wasn't literally of course, he still had a face. Just no identify.
And yes, Logan knew that Remus and Deceit didn't even like him. They probably despised him. He knew the light sides would welcome him back, but his mind was so tainted by fear and poison from his own emotions only to be forced to reality by deceit. It had been a peaceful 3 years though, other than the occasional fridge set alight by Remus.
"If you've come to try and change my mind again , you can just leave." He said calmly, staring Virgil dead in the eyes.
"Logan please just listen, Thomas is worse then every, his sense of Logic is literally gone, you didn't give up your place for deceit, you got rid of all logic! Me and Roman can't do our jobs because we are so heightened to the point we can't get out of bed or even sleep! Thomas has been dealing with depression and Remus And ME! He doesn't listen to us anymore because he doesn't have any support. Your probably gonna say ' he should get a therapist then' he won't, he refuses to think there is anything wrong with him and his 'Logic' is agreeing with him. Deceit can't do anything but lie and deceive. Roman and Patton are getting suspicious and are thinking about getting rid of Logic, I won't let them. If they get rid of Logic , a brand new voice of reason will appear... Deceit will be brought to back here... and you..." Virgil's voice went weak at the end, tears filled his eyes. He muttered a curse and wiped away his tears.
" I will cease to exist, I will die. Virgil, I don't see a problem with this out come." Logan stated.
Virgil didn't want to pull this card but he didn't he might never see Logan again. "If you cease to exist, Thomas might as well. Remus has been using this unbalance of power to do some pretty... convincing plans on how Thomas can leave physically. Come back at least for a second to resolve this so we can all continue on." Virgil explained walking closer to Logan. " come back for an hour... please."
"Your my only weakness Virgil." Logan pulled Virgil into a hug. Something in Logan's mind has clicked for a final time. He has emotions, he had a purpose and he was letting someone taking it away. "I'll reveal deceit. I'll come back." Both virgil and Logan tightened the hug.
"I'm so sorry Logan, I'm so sorry for everything and anything I've said or done. I'm sorry for never defending you and never being there when you needed it or doubting you." Virgil muffled into Logan's chest.
We all know I won't finish this fic buttttt
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