Now it was my turn to get shy. It suddenly dawned on me that big Yoongi might remember us taking a shower together. Yoongi smiled at me when he saw my red cheeks like he was reading my mind. I wanted to hide my face. 

"Don't be embarrassed," he said. "I'm the one that acts like a baby. You are sweet to go along with it."

"I hope I didn't do anything too embarrassing. I want you to be my friend when I'm big too. You're really cute when you blush.  I really like you."

"Do you remember this morning?" I asked boldly but hoping he didn't.

"Of course I do silly. It takes a little while but it's all starting to come back now," he smirked with a double eyebrow raise.

I made a face and poked out my tongue at him and walked away.

Yoongi chuckled softly and called out to me, "You saw me naked too!" Making me even redder. He stopped me from leaving and turned me around to face him.

"Don't feel bad Jennie. For me, it's like remembering something that happened when I was a child. I didn't look at you sexually and the kisses and hugs you gave me I treasure and keep in my heart." 

I smiled at his kind words.  It was sweet of him to try to make me comfortable about the situation. Every moment I spent with him made me like him more. No wonder Hobi loves him so much. I was a little jealous of that bond but I felt I could be part of it and it made me so happy.

"Ok, Yoongi, I understand. It just ... takes getting used to," I said.

"I know, I'm really sorry."

"Don't be, you're really cute when you're a little.  Do you mind if I ask you something?"

"No, go ahead."

"Why have you been so stressed lately?"

Yoongi sighed and moved closer staring down at his hands.  "I guess I work too much but still want to do more.  I have an idea in my mind but when it doesn't pan out I feel overwhelmed like I'm not doing enough. Have you ever felt that way?"

"Actually, no, but I guess that's why I'm not as productive as you."

"My heart races and I work my self up.  I start to think negative thoughts about myself and any little thing can blow up and send me over the edge."

"Like when you thought I didn't like you."

"Yeah, that's a good example.  One day I was having a panic attack cause we had a performance the next day and I felt I wasn't ready.  I was exhausted and couldn't bring myself to practice anymore.  I just started to cry.  Something I had never done before.  Hobi tried to calm me down telling me how good I was and that everything was going to be fine.  He called me a good boy as he gently stroked my hair.  That was the first time I slipped into little space.  My whole body started to relax as I remembered how my mother used to stroke my hair when I was a baby."

"He's such a sweetheart."

"Yes, that night he ordered take out but because I was so tired I didn't want to eat.  He patiently cut my meat and fed me as if I was his child."

Yoongi's eyes watered at the memory.  "That night he carried me to bed and tucked me in."

"Oh, wow is that how Hobi became your caretaker?"

"Yes, I guess he felt responsible for me.  I couldn't call him mommy so I started calling him daddy.  He loved it and the rest is history."

I was so happy that the three of us were getting to know each other. Each day I felt closer to both of them.  It seemed like Yoongi was thinking the same thing cause a moment later he asked me to spend more time with him.

"Jennie, want to do something together later?"  Yoongi asked with hopeful eyes.

"Sure, I'd love to."

"Can I watch a movie with you and Hobi?"

"Sounds fun."

❤️

He smiled to himself making a mental note to pick a movie for later and order some food for the three of them, and if he fell into little space, he knows Jennie noona and Daddy Hobi will take care of him.