Hello everyone, it is me, now I haven't been updating my chapters, why? First off I feel like a fucking failure to martial arts, not even hugs can cure my sickness. Second of all my parents fight, they get together, but fight again over something so fucking stupid, my voice would always get interrupted by their loud voices, even in public they still fight while sometimes I try to make them stop. Third, school is an ass sometimes, I always get sad fucking flashbacks of horrible events in my life. Fourth, I used to have 3 dogs, but sadly my favorite dog died, my bulldog had to leave since she was too big for us to handle, and lastly our 3rd pup, we have to give away since we moved. The list can just go on, I can't even bare to hang out with one of my friends since people that are near us sometimes makes looks, there is always this one partner that has to be a bitch and call me names such as "bum" or "homeless." But you know how I reply to that? A fucking punch to the fucking rectum. I am so sensitive right away I just cry, I know this was a long break from making any chapters but seriously, try living in my shoes. And lastly, watching others cry while I just watch, whenever I actually try to help someone they just say "leave me alone." Then they are sad for almost every day, which is kind of like me, but I always have a happy appearance and try to smile. And thats what makes me write as many chapters as I can, I love people that support me, even family, yes my parents may fight they get back for a while however fight again sadly, one time I have this friend (not calling out names) almost made me tempt to cut myself since she called me a liar, someone to not trust with, and plus I don't reply to her texts, why did she do this? She took her anger off of me since she wouldn't get something off from a video game??!!!! Bruh. I am so fucking done.

But I love you guys.

My family.

My pets that used to be with me.

The people at martial arts.

I fucking love all of you.

I am crying right now, please help.

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