A/n: THANK YOU FOR THE REQUEST!! I haven't done Janus in a while so yayyyyy LOVE making Janus piss himself tho lmao

Made the love interest Patton bc most ppl tend to like that ship

For bellareadsthings THANK YOU SOOO MUCH💞🩷

Janus let out a sharp gasp as he woke up. Fuck. He winced, feeling his bladder weighing heavily below him. He had to pee so badly. That soda chugging contest he'd had with Patton the night before had certainly been a horrible idea. He quickly rushed from where he'd laid in his bed, sliding into the bathroom, too desperate to even close the door behind him. The moment he was in front of the toilet, a heavy torrent of piss shot from his body and into the bowl.

Before he could find any relief, though, he woke up in his bed again. He rubbed his eyes, confused. Huh, maybe it was just one of those things where he thought he had gone to the bathroom, but was still half-asleep. He shrugged off how strange that had felt, before making his way to the bathroom again, just as frantically.

But he was met with the same fate—the moment he began to pee, he woke up in his bed again. In shock, he brought his fists up to his eyes, rubbing them harder this time. He was wide awake, now. Since he was more aware of what was going on, he slowly got out of bed, cringing as the footsteps irritated his bladder. He got into the bathroom, shutting the door behind him. He stared at the toilet and bit his lip.

He took himself out and aimed for the toilet, beginning to pee. But again, just as he began to sigh with the relief of the pressure melting away, he woke up again. He wasn't sure why tears prickled in his eyes so easily, he just was starting to get frustrated. And extremely confused—what was happening?

He assessed the situation of his need a bit, shuffling around his bed. He had just woken up, so of course he had to pee, and very badly, at that. But he could hold it for a while, he reasoned, so that he could try to figure out what was happening to him.

He had an absurd thought, but it was the only explanation for as to why every time he pee, he woke up desperate again. He had to be in some sort of time loop. Except every-time he peed, it restarted his day. But how was he supposed to figure out how to break the time loop when he was so desperate, he couldn't think?

He tried to think back to the day before. What could have caused this? All he had done that day was hang out with Patton! He saw Logan, very briefly, as they dropped off lunch to him. He had been working on some sort of machine. Janus had slipped and caught himself on it, and Logan freaked out when he touched the machine. Janus thought nothing of it, thinking that Logan was just paranoid that he'd break it.

So yeah, nothing really stood out to him. But all he knew was that he couldn't get any relief. Not even a moment before the day restarted. So he had to figure something out, and quick. He got up from where he'd laid in his bed, glad he hadn't changed out of his pajamas the night before. He threw on his shoes, and left his house. He hated this—it felt like he was doing something wrong, leaving the house with an uncomfortable amount of urine sitting in his bladder.

As he walked, he was searching his mind frantically, scanning for information. What did he do yesterday? What did he do? Come on, think!

Lost in thought, he bumped into someone. He rushed out an apology, before realizing that he had bumped into one of his friends, Virgil. He let out a shaky sigh, "oh! H-hey, Virge" he said, voice quivering.

Virgil was confused as he looked Janus up and down. His legs were trembling, his voice was shaking, and his hands were fidgeting by his side. He looked extremely uncomfortable, "Hey, Jan...are you, uh, okay?" He questioned, narrowing his eyes suspiciously.

Janus froze, "I—uhm, yeah" he rushed out, hands twitching as he tried not to hold himself. Fuck, his need to pee was just getting worse by the second. He couldn't help but to cross his legs and bounce a bit, thoroughly humiliated by his show of desperate need.

Virgil raised a brow, his eyes softening, "...do you need to pee?" He questioned gently, paying more close attention to Janus's movements.

Janus flushed. He had been too obvious. Sighing, he decided that there was no point in lying, "Yeah. Yeah, I—I do."

"Dude, you look like you had to go, like, yesterday" Virgil told him, eyes worrying. 'If only you knew' Janus thought as Virgil continued, "why don't you just go?"

Janus thought that it wasn't a half-bad idea. Sure, he would wake up just as desperate, but at least he wouldn't have humiliated himself in front of Virgil. Having your best friend remind you that you needed to take a pee break was an awful kind of embarrassment, "um. Uhm, yeah. I—I should. I should go" his voice cracked, the pain surging through his bladder unlike anything he'd ever felt before.

They were closer to the woods than to anywhere with a bathroom, so Virgil guided him over to the trees, helping him through the thick branches, "just go here. The buildings with customer toilets are like, a ten minute walk away" Virgil told him.

Janus nodded, not even waiting for Virgil to turn around before he took himself out and began to spray down the tree. Out of character, sure. And yes, Virgil had been gobsmacked, but the day was going to reset anyways. He just wanted to get it over with, and try again—be less obvious, less humiliating.

His piss lasted longer this time than it had previously. He felt a pool of humiliation in his gut, and began to worry that there was no time loop and he was just fucking stupid, and had been too tired to realize it was all a dream, but as soon as he finished, he woke up in his bed again. He groaned. The loop was fucking with him.

He got out of bed. He had to try again. This time, he took a different path, not wanting to run into Virgil again. But this time, he ran into someone worse. Roman. He promptly spun on his heel after spotting him, keen to get away before he was seen. But he had always been God's least favorite.

"Janus!" Roman exclaimed, quick to jog over to him, "funny seeing you out here this early. What are you up to?"

Janus groaned internally, forcing a shaky smile on his lips. He tried to force himself to stay still this time, not wanting to give himself away, "Oh, nothing. I'm just out for a walk."

"Cool! I'm out with Virgil and Remus. They both went in the other direction. Virgil texted and said that he lost Remus, and he's walking back towards me now so that we can find him" Roman explained.

Janus thought back to the last loop. Virgil had been towards this direction, but stopped to help him. Fuck, Virgil was so caring. And he hadn't even teased him—unlike Roman, who Janus was sure would bully him relentlessly if he found out that Janus had to pee, and was holding it for what he thought was absolutely no reason.

"I heard that you were with Patton yesterday!" Roman exclaimed, before realizing how loud he'd been and lowered his voice, "you didn't confess to him, did you?"

Janus blushed, looking down and shaking his head, "I got—nervous. I was scared he'd reject me. And right when I was thinking about it, I slipped and fell. I was way too embarrassed" that's when he caught himself on Logan's machine. When he was thinking of Patton.

Roman sighed, "yeah, I figured something like that happened. I mean, if you would have confessed, Patton would have been screaming about it to me all morning. I was on the phone with him talking about you earlier."

Before Janus could question him, Virgil appeared with the back of Remus's shirt curled into his fist, dragging him along the road with him, "Roman. I am never going on potty duty for Remus ever again."

Roman began to laugh, "Remus! I told you not to give Virgil any trouble!"

"That's lame, though!" Remus whined, before noticing Janus, "Oh my god! Hi!" He cried, rushing over to his friend and tackling to the ground.

But that sudden movement was Janus's undoing. His bladder gave out on him as he began to piss full-force into his jeans. Remus was quick to get off of him, shocked. He felt guilt pang in his chest, "shit, Jan! I'm so sorry!"

"Remus, you dumb fucking idiot!" Roman cried, "shit, I was wondering why you were squirming the whole time!"

"Jesus Christ, both of you are insufferable" Virgil snapped, before turning to Janus and holding an arm out for him to take.

Before Janus could do anything, he woke up, dry in his bed. He growled, grabbing a pillow and screaming into it with frustration.

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The process repeated so many times that Janus had lost count. He never made it far enough to come up with a game plan before he had to cave and find a restroom, despite the fact that he would just wake up again with the same pressing need. One of the times, when he woke up, he was just so frustrated and so desperate that he broke down into tears and sobbed until he wet himself, before waking up to a dry bed.

He couldn't do this anymore. He needed to find a way to break the loop. He thought long and hard about everything that had been happening lately, and wrote it down to read over and find the common components.

One thing he noticed was Patton. Almost every time the day reset, Janus would run into someone who mentioned Patton and the time they'd shared having fun together the 'day before.' How he should have confessed his love. How Patton would have been off the walls, so excited about it. Apparently everyone except Janus knew that Patton liked him back.

Another common thread was Logan. Roman would groan about how he'd been in his science lab all day, trying to perfect his new machine. How any disturbance at the stage it was in now could cause a glitch in its purpose.

Suddenly, everything clicked. The machine, he thought. He had grabbed onto it when he fell! Maybe that had caused this whole loop! Was Logan—trying to make some sort of time machine?!

He didn't have time to dwell on that. He needed to see Logan, now.

As he ran out of his house, he realized that he didn't have any shoes on. But he couldn't do anything about that, because at this point, he'd been awake, desperate for an hour brainstorming possible solutions. He didn't have much more time until he would be standing in a puddle or forced to use the restroom.

He knew he'd run into his friends on the way. He knew they'd try to stop him. And they did. He jammed a hand between his legs as Remus called his name.

Roman laughed, "do you have to pee?" He teased.

Janus broke down into tears, "you have no fucking idea" his voice broke as he snapped, causing his friends to look at him in shock.

"Do you need help finding a bathroom?" Remus questioned, worried for his friend.

"No! No, no no, I can't pee! It's been—" it had to have been fucking weeks at this point. Weeks upon weeks of a full bladder, each day passing with no relief, "I—It's been so fucking long! I can't do this anymore, I need Logan!"

"What—what does Logan have to do with any of this?" Virgil questioned.

"The machine. I touched it. Time loop, I—every time I piss, it fucking resets, and It's been like twenty times, and I just figured out, Logan probably knows how to break the loop, or stop it, I—I need him! Bye!" He shouted, not sure if his rushed explanation made any sense. His friends probably thought he was just crazy.

Once he finally made it to Logan's lab, he bursted through the doors, unable to stand still as he paced in front of Logan, who was so shocked at Janus's franticness that he didn't even yell at him for disrupting his work.

"Janus, what—"

Janus slammed his hands down on Logan's table, meeting his eyes. Logan's eyes widened as he stared into Janus's. His were wide, frantic with a desperate need. Tears were rolling down his cheeks as he began to speak, "The machine, I touched a few weeks—fuck, well, for you it was yesterday. Your machine, it—what is it?!"

Logan gulped, his own eyes widening, "I—It's a machine that is supposed to let you restart your day, I—"

"A fucking time loop!" Janus sobbed, slipping down to his knees and jamming a hand between his thighs, "every damn time I piss, the day restarts, and I have to go just as badly. I cannot take it anymore! Please, Logan! How do I break the loop?!"

"It worked?" Logan whispered, before shaking his head, "fuck, it's supposed to reset when you snap your fingers, I—you must have gotten a stray ray of energy hit you, this is—"

"Logan! If I fucking piss myself, the day will reset, and I will have to go through all of this again, so please, no rambling! Tell me how to break this!" He exclaimed, standing back up, unable to keep still any longer.

"Right, sorry—shit, Janus, I am so sorry, this must be torture for you—God, um—was anything on your mind? Like, when you touched it? Maybe that thing can help break the loop" he explained.

Janus blushed as he nodded, "Patton. I was—going to tell Patton I loved him. Tell him I wanted to be his boyfriend! But I slipped and fell onto your machine, and I was too embarrassed to say anything about it!"

"A love confession" Logan whispered.

"Do you really think it'd work?" Janus mumbled.

Logan nodded, "It is certainly worth a shot! Besides, if Patton rejects you, you can just restart the day and come to me and we can find another solution. I highly doubt he will reject you, though. And I also highly doubt that this isn't the solution—the machine scanned your brain and picked what was on your mind. This may be the only way to break the loop."

"Logan, I can't confess to him like this, I—I look wild right now! I'm sweaty, I'm a mess of panting and—and I don't have any shoes on! My hair is unbrushed, I'm—i'm totally unpresentable!" He exclaimed.

"You have to, it's the only way! Getting out of loops like these, it isn't physical! It's emotional. You've buried your feelings for Patton deep down inside of you, because you fear rejection. You have to confess—Now go, go to him! Hurry" Logan exclaimed, shooing Janus away, "if you don't confess, you could be stuck in the loop forever!"

Janus felt the shakiness in his legs. He didn't have much time before he was done for. He nodded, hating how easily Logan had been able to read him. But he was one of his greatest friends after all. He rushed out a thank you, before bolting out of Logan's lab and making a beeline for Patton's apartment. Luckily, it was nearby. The only problem was the flight's of stairs that he had to climb, each step jolting his bladder as his feet pounded into the metal stairs.

The thought of telling Patton how he truly felt made his heart race in his chest, but it wasn't enough to distract him from the ache in his lower abdomen. Every step was a struggle, but he kept moving, gripping his stomach and crossing his legs as he staggered down the hallway, the urge intensifying. He was going to make it this time. He had to.

By the time he reached Patton's apartment door, Janus was on the brink of losing control. His body was trembling, sweat beading on his forehead as he knocked with a level of frantic that he had never felt before. He could barely stand still as the sound of footsteps approached from inside. The door swung open, and there was Patton, looking as bright and innocent as ever, a soft smile on his face.

"Janus? What are you—"

Janus rushed into Patton's apartment before he could finish his sentence, slamming the door behind him. Patton was confused, Janus leaning against the now closed door, entire body trembling. He had tears building up in his eyes as he panted. He looked horrible, "Janus, what's wrong!? Oh my gosh—are you okay?" Patton was worried now, reaching a hand out to touch Janus's shoulder.

Janus grabbed that hand with both of his, and looked Patton in the eyes. He was about to confess to him in his most desperate, vulnerable position, but he couldn't even find it in him to care, because this was the fullest his bladder had ever been, and the farthest he'd gotten through the day in the loop, "I love you, Patton!" He blurted out, his voice tight with emotion, but also thick with desperation. His body was on the verge of giving out, and there was no time for anything else. He didn't care anymore, didn't care about how ridiculous it must have sounded. "I love you so much!"

"Oh..Janus! I love you too!" Patton chirped out, but there was something else in his voice. Something lingering in his eyes. Hope. Hope that Janus would elaborate, hope that he loved him in a way greater than he could as a friend.

"No" Janus growled, the frustration overtaking him. He could feel himself losing control, "Patton, no, I am in love with you. I want to be more than friends, I want to be with you! Please, I want you to be my boyfriend! I've loved you for so long, and I just—" he let out a broken sob, "Cannot hold it in any longer!" He let out a wet, maniacal laugh at his own joke, Patton watching in shock at what happened next.

The floodgates opened. Patton didn't even have a chance to fully react to what was just said before the warmth spread down Janus's legs, soaking through his clothes. A soft hiss of relief mixed with the sound of wet fabric squishing brought Patton's gaze down to Janus's lower-half. Patton's eyes widened in shock as Janus stood there, frozen in place, utterly humiliated, his face flushed in shame. He was pissing full-force into his jeans, unable to stop himself. He moaned, finally being granted the relief he'd been craving for weeks.

He broke down into loud sobs, slowly falling to his knees. He felt the pressure relieve. The loop was broken. His puddle grew beneath him, Patton finally finding words to say.

"Janus!" Patton gasped, reaching out to him. "Are you okay? Oh my God!"

But Janus wasn't listening. He was crying, the tears mixing with the hot shame rushing through his veins. His bladder was finally empty, but the realization hit him hard—he had finally confessed, but now he was wetting himself in front of the one he wanted to love him
most. He'd failed in the worst way possible. He'd let everything slip away, both his control and his dignity.

Patton stepped closer, gently placing a hand on his shoulder. "Hey, it's okay," he said softly, his voice full of concern. "I—I—"

Janus wiped his face, too embarrassed to look Patton in the eye. "I'm sorry. I've been stuck in this... this loop, and I just—"

"I, I know. I think I understand. Logan called me and told me his machine got you. He didn't explain—explain that you'd have to pee so badly, though—is this a part of it?" Patton replied gently, taking Janus' hand in his own. "I'm... I'm not confused. I know how you feel. And..." He paused, as if gathering the courage. "I love you too, Janus. I really do."

Janus looked up, eyes wide in disbelief, the words sinking in slowly. He had expected rejection. He had expected Patton to pull away, to be freaked out by the whole situation. But Patton was there, his hand warm and comforting.

"But..." Janus choked out, his voice shaky. "I—I peed myself. Right in front of you. It's—"

"I don't care about that," Patton said, his smile softening. "You're not perfect, and that's okay. You're you, and I love you for who you are—every part of you. Even the messy parts."

Janus's breath caught in his throat, overwhelmed with emotions. The fear, the shame, the desperation, all of it melted away in that moment, replaced by a warmth he hadn't known he was missing. He let himself lean into Patton, feeling a sense of peace he hadn't felt in days—maybe even longer. The loop was broken, not because he had gotten everything right, but because he had been honest. Vulnerable.

And Patton, the ray of sunshine, loved him back. Even through the messiness. He wiped his eyes, "God, Patton. Every time I peed, I woke up again. That's what reset the loop. My bladder hadn't been emptied in weeks."

Patton's hands flew to his mouth in shock, "Oh, Janus, that's awful. I can't believe that you went through all of that. And all to confess...to confess that you love me." He opened his arms to allow Janus to fall into them, hugging him close. Janus was so overwhelmed, he couldn't help but to cry once more, "shhh..." Patton comforted, "you're okay. It's fine, I—" his voice became quieter, "I love you."

They both pulled away and looked into each other's eyes. They laughed together, and Parton said it again, a little louder, "I love you!" A smile crept up on his face, "you have no idea how long i've been waiting to say that!"

"Oh, I know a lot about waiting" Janus teased, laughing as the heat of the moment rushed between them. He caught Patton's lips in a gentle kiss, and they stayed like that, their lips moving together in harmony, until they ran out of breath and were forced to pull away, panting, "I—" Janus began, "I really need to clean up."

Patton let out a giggle, "Yeah! This is a lot of pee! Why don't you get in the shower? I have clothes for you here from our last sleepover! And i'll clean up here. Okay?"

"Are you...sure?" Janus questioned, feeling guilty, "you don't have to clean up my mess, really, I—"

Patton shut him up by kissing him again. Janus closed his eyes, melting into Patton's lips. Once they pulled away, Janus, breathless, muttered, "Okay. Okay, you have a point. I'll go clean up..."

Patton laughed again, the sound music to Janus's ears.

"Oh my God" Janus gasped, "I have to call Roman, Virgil and Remus. I ran into them earlier and tried to explain what was happening. I looked insane."

"I'll call them!" Patton told him, "I need to scream about how I have the best boyfriend ever now! This is the best get together story ever!"

Janus smiled, not even caring that Patton was about to tell all of their friends that he had pissed himself and broken down into tears before confessing his love. Because he had Patton now, and that was all that mattered to him.

A/n: LOVED WRITING THIS OH MY GOD THANK YOU SO MUCH AGAIN FOR THIS REQUEST!!

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