i wrote this a while ago and im just now publishing it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

tbh i strongly dislike (because hate is a strong word and i'll probably offend someone) some of my friends
or it could just be the way people act nowadays
like take for instant, dark jokes/humor.
i have extremely dark humor and make inappropriate jokes. so people can't handle that, and thus scold me for it.
im just so tired of it.
i know i sound like im overreacting but its happened so many times with the same people over and over that its just making me doubt myself and be more self conscious.
recently i had a bad spike in my depression, it doesn't help that some of my friends are toxic.
i admit sometimes im in the wrong but a lot of times its just little stuff.
im so tired of it.

oh man this turned into a rant
welp-