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ᴛᴏ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ʜᴜʀᴛ

ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴀɴʏ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ,

ᴀɴᴅ ᴇꜱᴘᴇᴄɪᴀʟʟʏ

ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴᴇꜱ ɪ ʜᴜʀᴛ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ᴅɪᴅ.

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Hello loves!

Welcome to my first Ateez and first bxb.

It's currently 1:30am and I've written up to the sadder part, which I really don't want to write rn 🤧 So here we are.

This story with the characters has been in my head forever a month before I put it to virtual paper and I can not believe my luck today in finding such a perfect cover photo 🥰 (edit: that was the old cover. This current cover is made by the_pan_simp)

— TW —

rated mature for:

This story's main topic is declined mental health, which involves

•Suic!de

•Self-harm

•Negative self-talk

•Major character death

(Does not romanticize mental health issues)

Don't worry though, I always require ✨fluff✨ in a story. Even if the ending may seem bittersweet, the message is one of hope.

The message in this story is one I really need right now. I feel like a lot of us, myself most definitely included, could either end up like Jongho or like Yeosang. I want us all to choose wisely.

If you've read till here, thank you!!

If you read, pleeeeaaase comment ❤️ I'd love to reply

1-8-2022