I put a rose in her hair.

A beautiful, fiery red that matched her personality and represented our love. What a strong, compassionate woman she is.

With an innocent smile she pulls my hand. The rocky path we were walking on was brimming with life. The woods took care of every kind of living being that dared to live there.

Her silky (H/C) hair danced with the wind. Everything about her was perfect. Walking down the path we came across the river. We sat down by the river, hand in hand.

" Lucas, what do you want to do in your life?" her soft voice echoed in my mind as I thought about my future.

To be frank, I want her in my future. After a great loss of my best friend Yuugo, I couldn't bare to lose another one. But then she came and embraced me with all of her love. With time I learned to appreciate her virtues and love her flaws. After all that's what makes her human.

" I want to bring you roses every morning." with a cheeky smile I responded.

Roses were her favorite flowers because she thought that they brought her luck. To be more precise, we met when she was picking roses in the park.

The woman of my dreams innocently chuckled.

" I love you. "

" I love you too."

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Fixing up my tie, my hands shaking I sighed. The woman I loved so dearly was walking down the isle in her beautiful white gown. The day of our wedding is something I don't want to forget.

This is the first time in my life I saw her being nervous, despite her obvious excitement, she seemed scared not to mess something up. Even though she acts like she can do everything, living with her has shown me the side no one ever has seen. The side of her no one even seems to notice.

(Y/N) was terrified of embarrassment and people laughing. That's of course normal, but nobody seemed to notice it. With that confident mask she puts on, nothing seemed to scare her. But at late night hours when your heart spills its secrets I found her vulnerable side. The side that made me fall even harder.

With shaky steps she made her way towards me, giving me her well known smile.

With a flaming red rose in her hair, we got married.

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Rushing down the hospital I carried the roses she adored. The hallways never seemed to end. Clutching the flowers in my hand I opened the door and saw her lying in bed with a small creature in her arms.

Our son.

With happy tears threatening to spill from my eyes I walked over and greeted her. It's really impressive what two people alone can create and bring into this world.

The small boy slept peacefully in her arms and I cried. Cried because I never thought I could get this far. Cried because I thought happiness just wasn't for me. Cried because I couldn't believe.

Wiping my tears away I placed the lively roses on her nightstand.

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A couple of years passed and our life couldn't get better.

Preparing pancakes for breakfast and being dad #1 was my main goal in life at the moment. Pouring the mixture into the pan I herad our son scream.

Not wasting time I made my way to his bedroom and almost tripped over.

" What's wrong-"

" Mom!" he cried and started shaking the seemingly lifeless body of my wife.

By the time I reached her, her heartbeat was slowing down and her breathing was shallow.

" Bring me the phone now!"

Our son ran to the living room, bringing back the phone and dialing 911.

After that everything was like a blur. The time seemed to stop and my body seemed to be dried out of tears.

With my boy in school I decided to pay her a visit and ask the doctors if she would be okay.

Opening the door to her room, the monitors that showed her heartbeat and vital information were seeming to drop every moment.

Without having a proper moment to think about it I broke down. Doctors tried calming me down but to no avail.

Later that day I found out she had conorary artery disease which narrowed the blood weasels and led her to heart failure. The weight of everything seemed to crush down on me and I collapsed.

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With everyone dressed in black, I suppressed tears. She wouldn't like to see me cry, would she?

Holding my son's small hand, he squeezed it and I immediately looked down.

" Dad, it's your turn!" he said, giving me his sad smile.

I knelt down and hugged him. He hugged back. It's funny how one moment you can hold your whole world in your hands and the next one they're gone.

" Uh, sir..?"

" I'm going alright. "

Standing up, I made my way towards her coffin. I couldn't bare to look at her. Her face was pale and even in death her beauty was indescribable.

I looked down at my hands that were holding roses. The flowers who brought us together, the same flowers that'll tear us apart.

With my hands shaking I raised the crimson colored roses and sighed.

" Goodbye, my love."

I put a rose in her hair.

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YOU SEE WHAT I DID THERE?
but honestly this was really heartbreaking I'm sorry lucas for doing you dirty
sksksks I'm crying -

comments will be highly appreciated!!

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