87: Coping
Roomies
Woosung:
Roomies
Woosung:
Planning on getting a job soon
Woosung:
Don't want to apply alone 😞
Taemin:
I'll go to the moon and back for you bby say the word🚀
Woosung:
Stop, you'll make me blush😭
Jeongguk:
Where to?
Woosung:
This store in the city
Woosung:
Want to just be there organizing clothes, just part-time, saw they were hiring
Jimin:
Uwu fun! 😍
Taemin:
Hm
Taemin:
Do they have higher position open? 🤔
Taehyung:
Like supervisor?
Taemin:
Yeah🤭
Jeongguk:
Oh? You want to get into a higher position?
Taemin:
I'm good at any position baby but yes😘
Jeongguk:
Baka😒
Taehyung:
I think I need a job too
Taehyung:
I don't feel productive enough
Taehyung:
Maybe security
Jeongguk:
I'll do it with you
Jimin:
Yay! We all getting a job!🥳
Minho:
Should we all apply to the same place?
Woosung:
I would feel comfortable working with you guys, if I'm honest🥹
Taemin:
Say less baby, I'm in there🥵
Jeongguk:
Shut up omg
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Minho's Messages
Doja:
Hey
Doja:
Just wanted to check in with you to see how you're doing?
Minho:
I'm surviving
Minho:
That's it
Doja:
I know this whole thing with Ariana really impacted you
Doja:
How are you trying to cope with it?
Minho:
You wanna know something funny?
Minho:
Ariana hates alcohol
Minho:
She detests it
Minho:
Wanna know how I know?
Minho:
She found my tequila stash under my bed while she was looking for a lighter to burn herself, since you know, mental break down
Minho:
You know what she did lol
Minho:
She slammed that bottle against the wall
Minho:
Just to get a piece of that glass
Minho:
But when she smelt that tequila, she passed out
Minho:
Wanna know how I cope? Lol I don't
Minho:
Because I don't give a fuck what happens to me, it is what it is
Minho:
But her?
Minho:
Not her
Minho:
I've been clean since that day, just because I'm so afraid she'd have another episode like that again
Minho:
That fucked me up
Minho:
So idk how I'm coping with myself, but I'm making sure to be stable enough for her since she needs it
Doja:
Your heart is too big sometimes dude
Doja:
I'm going to tell you right now, I appreciate you trying to be sober and stuff for her, but if you're ever going to make any decision about yourself, it should be for yourself, not for others
Doja:
You know this
Doja:
Since it'll grow into a toxic co-dependency
Minho:
She needs it rn
Minho:
I can deal with whatever later, but right now I'll be whatever she needs me to be for her to heal
Doja:
You roomies man
Doja:
Hopeless romantics
Doja:
I'm telling you, this girl don't need any of you
Doja:
She never depended on anyone for emotional stability
Doja:
She'll need support, yes, and strength, but if you push your own issues aside, that's just giving her the example to do the same for the sake of others
Minho:
I'm just trying to get through okay
Minho:
I thought you out of all people would be happy I'm getting sober?
Doja:
I know you
Doja:
It's starts off like that: You drink or get high, find someone to grow an intense attachment for as a rebound, before you break and finally start to heal for yourself
Doja:
It's a cycle, and you need to break that cycle
Minho:
You know what, it was a mistake even responding back smh
Minho:
Whatever bye
Doja:
Just try to listen to me!
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Ariana's Messages
Ariana:
I'm thinking of going back to California
Troye:
Really?
Troye:
What's wrong?
Ariana:
I'm just getting..... Way too paranoid about everything.
Ariana:
I've been staying here secretly for like a month now, and I'm scared that the principal will eventually find out and it'll get them into trouble
Ariana:
Im scared that at one point my parents will do some extreme shit like reporting to the police that I've been kidnapped or some stupid shit
Ariana:
Im just not okay
Ariana:
Im trying, I'm really am
Ariana:
But I'm breaking apart and I don't know what to do
Ariana:
The roomies have done so much for me as of now and I don't know
Ariana:
I feel like a fucking rock in their shoe
Ariana:
They even fight more too
Ariana:
I don't know
Troye:
Well about the roomies you gotta remember something important
Troye:
They're a bunch of teenage guys, forced or somehow made to come to a whole foreign country and learn to adapt
Troye:
And they're guys like dude, if you were to see how my previous roommates were all up on each other's faces for the smallest shit and then let it go the next day is crazy lol
Troye:
I promise they probably have a lot of shit on their plate, and maybe you being there helps them be grounded in a way? They adore you, I know they do
Troye:
But if you want to come back, you can stay with me for sometime, my parents wouldn't mind
Troye:
But little fyi, our school is getting cautious to where you are, and I heard a social worker talking to the principal and they're not believing the notes your parents would bring in
Troye:
If you don't come back soon, they may call child protective services
Ariana:
And that's a bad thing because???
Ariana:
My parents haven't done shit for me since they found out I had a child
Ariana:
They kicked me out
Ariana:
So if they moved me somewhere else, that honestly wouldn't be the worse thing to happen
Troye:
Ariana..... I know you miss your parents
Ariana:
Lol fuck that honestly
Ariana:
Seventeen year old girl having to be an adult so soon just because her parents don't want to take responsibility anymore
Ariana:
I don't want to talk about it
Ariana:
I'll bring the topic to the roomies tho
Troye:
Yeah..... But you know..... Sammy definitely will take it hard being away from you
Troye:
After you guys..... You know..... The other day
Ariana:
It was just a one time fuck, we both needed it
Troye:
Right
Troye:
I just want you to be happy hun
Ariana:
Lol yeah, guess it won't happen anytime soon
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Taemin's Messages
Taemin:
Im growing hysterical
Taemin:
I don't know what to do
Taemin:
The police said they didn't find anyone with their description
Taemin:
It's been a week, I'm on edge
Natti:
Maybe he was bluffing
Natti:
Nah this is dad, he don't bluff
Taemin:
Natti!
Taemin:
What if he finds me and kills me?
Natti:
He's not a killer Mateo
Taemin:
Might as well be by how he treated us
Taemin:
I'm overwhelmed
Taemin:
I don't know what to do
Natti:
This is going to be hard, but you have to tell your school and your roommates
Natti:
Just so they can find ways on how to keep you safe
Taemin:
I've never spoken out about this
Taemin:
My anxiety is not okay
Taemin:
I'm never like this, it's so uncomfortable
Natti:
It's going to be okay, I promise it will
Natti:
Just do what you can to keep yourself safe
Taemin:
Okay😞
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Jimin's Messages
Namjoon:
Hey Jimin, just checking in on you
Namjoon:
How are you doing?
Ten:
I hope our messages has been keeping you comfort through this tough time, even if you don't respond back
Ten:
We're here for you my love❤️
Jimin:
Hey guys ❤️
Ten:
Oh shit you actually answered🫣
Namjoon:
You okay baby?
Jimin:
I'm sorry if I haven't been as much around as I'd like to, a lot is going on right now where I'm living
Jimin:
It's been a lot, and I just needed to focus on that
Ten:
Oh honey you don't have to give us any explanations
Ten:
We just want you to be okay 🥺
Namjoon:
Yeah, it's all good, take the time you need
Jimin:
I appreciate it❤️
Jimin:
But I think I've been disregarding a lot of my emotions, or pushing them away
Jimin:
I feel myself growing overwhelmed
Ten:
That's anxiety acting up
Ten:
You need to try to keep yourself present and calm when you feel like that, unless you want to end up getting an anxiety attack
Namjoon:
Listen to Ten, he's a soon to be nurse
Jimin:
Really?
Ten:
Lol my parents are doctors
Ten:
Now, if you need anything, you know my door is always open
Namjoon:
Me too
Jimin:
Thank you guys, I'm grateful
Jimin:
I may stop by sometime this week, we'll see how it goes
Jimin:
Be patient lol
Namjoon:
Always babe💕
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Taehyung's Messages
Taehyung:
I'm getting anxious
Taehyung:
I want to reach out to Karma
Taehyung:
But idk
Timothée:
I mean...... That's up to you?
Timothée:
But I can't guarantee you that he'll be nice
Taehyung:
This is eating me alive
Taehyung:
He needs to know that I'm sorry and that I didn't mean to do what I did
Taehyung:
Ugh I'm losing my mind!
Timothée:
I would suggest leaving Karma be
Timothée:
Let him properly heal in his own, but you being up his ass will only piss him off even more
Timothée:
Just give him space
Taehyung:
I want to reach out to Eden
Taehyung:
I'm so tempted
Timothée:
Listen, I love you guys but Eden can stay where he is
Timothée:
Don't bother him
Timothée:
You know how he settles conflict dude, absolutely not
Timothée:
Even he fucking scares me
Taehyung:
How is Eden tho? Have you seen him recently?
Timothée:
You siblings get me fucked up istg you're the only one who isn't insane
Timothée:
Eden is fine, his charming psychotic self
Timothée:
Saw him the day Karma was released
Timothée:
He gives me the chills dude
Timothée:
Doesn't feel like he's the eldest due to how similar he looks like you guys
Taehyung:
That's why we use to refer to ourselves as triplets
Timothée:
And he left with your mom right? Due to the custody rights and shit back then?
Taehyung:
Yeah
Taehyung:
Can you send me a picture of him?
Timothée:
I guess, or you can simply video call him?
Taehyung:
Right
Timothée:
You're even scared of him 🙄
Taehyung:
Would it be bad if I was?
Timothée:
More than Karma I'm assuming?
Taehyung:
Karma is predictable, Eden isn't
Taehyung:
That scares me, but Eden is more logically reliable in a way, Karma isn't
Timothée:
Understandable
Timothée:
Timothée:
Timothée:
Guess what he told me when he met me tho?
Taehyung:
What?
Timothée:
He recently got diagnosed with NPD
Timothée:
Aha, wasn't even surprised
Taehyung:
Narcissist Personality Disorder?
Taehyung:
Hm.... Should've seen it coming
Timothée:
Just like when Karma was discovered to have Antisocial Personality Disorder in court
Timothée:
In other words, you got some intense brothers
Taehyung:
Love that for me 🥲
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Jeongguk's Messages
Jeongguk:
How are you holding up?
Woosung:
Barely, but I'm getting there
Woosung:
I don't know man, it just feels our lives took a whole detour
Woosung:
Our main issue was us all being confused feelings about each other, and now we got our own personal problems weighing us down and it's a lot
Woosung:
I feel like I'm losing everyone
Jeongguk:
You're not, I promise you that
Jeongguk:
We just gotta be patient and not rush with time
Jeongguk:
I guess this all in a way helps us focus on ourselves rather than lashing it out on each other like how we used to do back then
Woosung:
Yeah..... I just want us to have good days again
Jeongguk:
We will
Jeongguk:
But we have to work on ourselves first before doing that
Jeongguk:
Guess we all need to find a common ground kind of thing
Woosung:
Yeah, you're right
Woosung:
Just remember I really appreciate you, and not just saying this with you being my crush, but because you've been treating me and Ariana well as we go through this
Woosung:
Like our backbone
Woosung:
We appreciate it
Jeongguk:
I know, and I appreciate you guys, that's why I do it
Jeongguk:
I'd do anything for you guys
Woosung:
Wow
Woosung:
Sorry caught me off guard
Jeongguk:
Lol so cute
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A/N:
*Whistles while looking around, slowly walks away*
Ha ha :)
I PURPLE YOU! <33
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