Sara's POV

I arrived at Ava's office and knocked at the door.

I entered the room and closed the door and covered the windows.
-What are you doing?- Ava asked.
I didn't answer and approached to her.

-Happy birthday Director Sharpe- I said opening the jacket and showing Ava what I was wearing.

She blushed and swallowed.
-Wha...- she said but I stopped her with a kiss.

-This is your birthday present- I said smiling.

-Sara... I'm working...- Ava said.

I smiled again and kissed her again moving my hands on her shoulders.
I sat on her legs and continued the kiss: her lips, her cheeks, her neck.

Oh my Beebo her neck was so smooth, so beautiful... I want to bite it....
Wait, what?

I suddenly stepped away and took a deep breath.

Not now, not now.

-Hey are you ok?- Ava asked worried.

-Yes, it's just... I'll wait you at home, don't be late- I said kissing her one last time.

I exited her office and went to our home. It was still strange call it our home but I loved that.

I entered the house and took another deep breath.

Not now, not now, not now.

I felt my teeth sharpening and I started to pant while trying to not lose control.

After some endless minutes my teeth returned normal and I took again control of my body.

I sighed and leaned against the door.
-Losing control again?- a male voice said: Constantine.

-I have all under control- I said.
-Yes, sure- he said sarcastic and lighted up a cigarette.

-Ava doesn't want you to smoke- I said sitting on the sofa.

I felt very weak in those days, like if something was missing.

-You need blood- Constantine said ignoring what I said about smoking.
-I don't need blood- I said and when I saod the word "blood" my teeth sharpened again.

-Your body says the opposite- he said and he took a blood bag from his bag.
I looked at him and stared the blood: I wanted it, I needed it.

He throwed it to me and I drinked it: as I felt the blood in my throat I started to feel a lot better.

-You need to start to hunt- Constantine said sitting near me.
-I can't, I can't kill anymore- I said while drinking.

He sighed and waited that I finished that bag; while I was drinking some tears started to fall on my cheeks.

-Why me? Why?- I said finishing the bag and Constatine sighed.

He didn't say anything except that I had to call him when I needed more blood.

I nodded and after a while he left.

That evening I was with Ava in our bedroom. We wanted to watch a movie but I let you imagine what happened.

I was kissing her when my look fell on her neck again.

I kissed it and my teeth sharpened: I wanted to bite it so hard but I had to keep the secret with Ava.

But her neck was so smooth...

I scrateched her skin with my teeth and she winced stepping away and lookong at me.

-Sara what....?- she said.

I tried to hide my face but she blocked me: when she saw my teeth she opened her mouth and said nothing.

-What... Why your teeth are like this?- she asked.

I didn't answer and I lowered my head sighing.

-You're...-.

-I'm a vampire, yes! I'm a monster!- I said.

-When? When did this happened and why didn't you told me?-.

-During one of our missions a vampire bited me. I would have died if Constantine wouldn't give me some vampire blood. And here I am! I didn't told you this because I didn't want to ruin what there is between us- I said.

I imagined her to escape, to kill me, to imprison me, I expected everything but not what she did: she hugged me.

-I don't care if you're human or not, I still love you- Ava said.

I looked at her surprised and she smiled showing me her neck.

-Come on, I know you want it. I studied vampires and I know that I won't become a vampire if you bite me-.

-If I can't stop...- I started to say but she stopped me.

-I trust you-.

I kissed her neck and bit her slowly starting to drink her blood.

Oh God it was the best I've ever drunk! It was amazing, perfect.

I felt Ava's arms around my hips and I let it pose on the bed.

After a few seconds I stopped drinking and I looked at her smiling.

-I love you- I said.

-I love you- she said kissing me.

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??? POV

Where was she?! She should have been here!

I was walking nervously around my room: the girl I almost killed, I needed to find her! She killed my brother and she needed to pay for what she did.

I'll find you, this is a promise my dear.

Notes:

I wanted to try something new so here we are!

Hope you like it❤

Bye