I looked at Alaric. He looked wild and I loved it. He started to attack the rougues that surrounded me.

I winced at the sight of this blood bath going on in front of me. Once he was done killing the last one he turned to me.

"What the hell are you doing out here on your own." He sneers at me.

I didn't know what to say. I didn't want to drive him away by saying oh I find you absolutely attractive and feel this invisible bond that's just as strong as my mate.

"I... was looking for my headband." I said quickly and instantly I wanted to hit myself on the face.

"Do you know how dangerous it is to be outside like the way you were?" He says.

"No... I just got here." I say.

He shook his head.

"Princess has that fame that you have taken away your common sense." He says. Omg so he does know I'm famous.

"So you do remember me." I say as my heart beats faster.

"The little girl crying from the rock. Of course I remember." He says grabbing my arm with his bloody hand. In which I cringed. But the sparks were erupting everywhere.

"I'm a woman now." I say.

He stopped to look at me up and down. He didn't seem at all impressed by me nor affected by me.

"Is that so?" He says dragging me back to Romans pack house. He didn't talk the rest of the way until we got the front of the house.

"Don't do some dumb shit again." He says as he was about to walk away.

"Wait!" I say fast. "Do you feel what I feel."

He looked at the ground then at me.

"Ive been feeling that for the longest princess." He says walking away.

"The sparks between us... why? I already have a mate and a shitty one if I might add." I say.

He looks at me.

"Princess go back to your true mate." He says.

I don't want him though.

"Can we go out and talk." I ask.

He didn't say anything as he went into the shadows of the woods. I sighed as I walked back to my room. Only to find Roman standing by my door.

"You were with him." He says. "I can smell him on you."

"Yeah I was and what's the problem?" I ask.

"You are my mate." He says stepping closer.

"Stop this shit and stop saying that. I have constantly told you I don't want anything to do with you and I mean it." I say getting and the room and closing the door.

He needs to let me live my life.
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The next day I got up and ready to go see my sperm donor. I knocked on my old family's door.

In which Sandra my birth giver opened it. She smiled at me.

"Channel you came to visit." She says. I had no expression on my face. I also had expensive glasses covering my eyes.

"I came to see West." Which is my real dad's name.

Sandras eye watered a little.

"He's your father Channel." She says her voice weak.

"I just came to see him as my mom and dad told me to come." I said.

"We are your parents." She says.

"Sure didn't act like it." I say. "Look are you going to let me see West or not."

I could really care less if I did though.

Sandra nodded. As she opened the door.

"Your father will be so happy to see you." Says Sandra. In the breakfast table sat Amelia, Myra and my Brother. They looked at me.

"You came." Says my brother in relief. I ignored him and followed Sandra to her room that she shared with West who was connected to machines.

He looked at me and smiled. He aged and looked weak. His eyes started to tear up.

"My daughter." He says. "I was so worried about you."

I didn't say anything.

"Sandra can I have some time alone with my daughter." He says. With that she left.

"I thought you would not come to see me since you have been here for a while." He says.

"I wasn't but my mom and dad told me to come already." I say. Here I was in a room with a father that showed me nothing but hate my whole life and made me feel less than.

West looked sadly at me.

"You call them mom and dad." He says. "I don't know why it still gets to me. You always thank them and everything in all your speeches when you win awards. The whole world knows them as your parents."

"They are." I say.

West had tears running down his cheek. I've never seen him cry nor show any emotion towards me. How the mighty fall.

"I shouldn't be surprised the way you are yet I am still hoping you would come and forgive me for what I've done to you and forgive everyone as well." He says his voice cracking. "I should have been a father... a real father. I should have never taken my angry out on you. I should have said something and never supported your sister being with your mate and for that im sorry."

My heart clenches.

All the memories of the things he did to me. Like not letting me eat with the family just because I pissed off my brother or sister, constantly telling me in worthless and his biggest mistake. Or the time that people ridiculed me when I couldn't shift and him joining them. The day i heard him tell the rest of the family he wished I wasn't born. Or when he slapped me and threw me out the house because I dropped the remote and it went everywhere.

Most importantly the day he found out my sister and mate were together and supported their relationship one hundred percent. Telling me I'm worth being mated to a powerful alpha.

Somethings can not be forgiven.

"I don't want to leave this world without your forgiveness. I know you must hate me." He says.

"I don't hate you." I tell him. "You can't hate someone you just don't care about."

West eyes got sadder and sadder. More tears started to come out of his eyes.

"I just will never in my life forgive you West."

With that I got up from the chair.

"Is that you wanted to tell me. Because I have things to do." I say.

"I'm so sorry my daughter and I hope you know how proud I am of you and what you have become. You showed this family your strengths." Says West.

With that I walked out of the room.
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