─── Kiss my tears
and bid my wretched
life goodbye.
                    ✧ RKIIVES

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ZERO / Prologue.

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‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ REMEMBERING THINGS had become difficult for Cha Jaehwa. Her head felt simultaneously full yet empty. Her heart yearns, yet rebukes in spite of fear and sorrow. From the moment she turned seventeen on that hospital bed, Cha Jaehwa no longer knows what it is she once lived for. The one who had been there to redress her wounds, to kiss her tears, and to give the palpitating organ in her chest life, is a long-gone memory. For Cha Jaehwa — There is no longer such a person. In that cold room, there is no one to fabricate her imagination into perceiving what her life may have looked like; Because there isn't a 'past' to look back at. So she's left, a blank and empty canvas as she had once been, without the stories and imaginative pictures to color in her dim world.

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‎‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎AHN SUHO HAD never meant to leave his best friend. She was the only light that kept a teetering boy away from straying, and the only girl that had been granted the privilege of meeting his grandmother. Cha Jaehwa was home, until Ahn Suho ruins it all by selfishly taking what had never belonged to him. When he meets that girl again, it will be with an ache in his knee joints and an even deeper wound in his chest. He will weep, and she will listen, for his broken tears will bring Cha Jaehwa a pain she never knew she could feel. And their past will lay forgotten by one, and rebuked by the other.

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‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎GROWING UP THE son of a woman and man that no longer loved each other taught Yeon Si-eun many things. For one, he never had the luxury to be greedy — To beg for something he wanted, only to work for what he needed. He lives life as if it were nothing, because it makes him feel nothing. Meeting Cha Jaehwa is the start of a new chapter. She is new, odd, and someone with no attachments. Cha Jaehwa is someone Yeon Si-eun could be greedy for, and it would be fine because she is his secret. Until she isn't.

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INTRODUCING . . .

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CHEONG SUBIN / Cha Jaehwa.
Amnesiac ✧ Feelings are nothing more
than words put down in ink ✧ Seventeen
✧ August 03 ✧ Leo ✧ 165 cm ( 5'5" )

CHOI HYUN-WOOK / Ahn Suho.
The Bad Friend ✧ Tears can't fix the
mess he's made ✧ He loves, and he
loses ✧ Seventeen ✧ 181 cm ( 5'11" )

PARK JIHOON / Yeon Si-eun.
Anomaly ✧ Blood and soul, all
to something he wishes to leave
✧ Seventeen ✧ 173 cm ( 5'8" )

AND . . .

MA DONG-SEOK / Cha Si-woo.
JEON DOYEON / Moon Boram.

( + THE REST OF THE
WHC1 CAST AS THEM-
SELVES ! )

( ALL CHARACTERS OTHER
THAN JAEHWA BELONG TO
THE CREATORS, DIRECTORS,
& PRODUCERS OF WHC1 )

I lost myself.
Please help find
me again.

TRACKLIST

SIDE A : Death Of A Dream.

i. MOONCHILD / RM
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ❛ All this pain and all these
‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎sorrows, That's our
  ‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎‎ ‎destiny, see? ❜

ii. SOMETHIN' STUPID / Frank Sinatra
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ❛ And then I go and spoil it
‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎all by saying something
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎‎ ‎stupid like 'I Love You'. ❜

iii. EARPHONE / Sik-K
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ❛ When did things start
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎getting so tangled up? ❜

iv. RAIN / BTS
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ❛ The thick color of a rainy
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ day in Seoul, I still can't
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ fall asleep as I fade away. ❜

v. GEMINI / Astro
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ❛ The place we embroidered
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎together remains in my heart,
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎Will you rain down on me
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ with thosе stars? ❜

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SIDE B : Promises & Regrets.

vi. GOOD ENOUGH / Xdinary Heroes
‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ❛ You'll‎ put your arms around
my‎‎ heart and keep me warm
all through the night. ❜

vii. SNOOZE / AgustD
❛ Never forget the reason,
even if time passes I hope
your dream won't just be
left as a dream. ❜ ‎

viii. I KNOW IT'S OVER / The Smiths
❛ Love is natural and real, but not
for such as you and I, my love. ❜

ix. FRANCIS FOREVER / Mitski
❛ On sunny days I go out walking
I end up on a tree-lined street. I
look up at the gaps of sunlight, I
miss you more than anything.❜

x. LOVE WINS ALL / IU
❛ Destroy me slowly and
chilly, ruiner. I want to get
sad with you, my lover. ❜

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AUTHOR'S NOTE !

DISCLAIMER ✧ all actions, characters, appearances, etc are purely fiction and are used for the purpose of providing a better reading experience. no parts of this story are to be connected to the actual person. thank you. additionally, english is not my first language. don't be afraid to comment on my mistakes and give feedback on how the story can be improved!!

WARNINGS ✧ mentions of self-harm, mental illness, alcohol, violence, smoking, vulgar language, etc. if that makes you uncomfortable, please don't read.

DEDICATIONS ✧ to loverayz , whom i will always & forever dedicate my writing to, and to iu & taehyung, who have added yet another song to my long list of 'this would make a perfect sound for a whc1 edit about my 2 favs, suho and sieun!!'

OTHER ✧ read in dark mode for the best experience! inspired by RM's moonchild !
© rkiives 2024

ENJOY ✧ without much more said, i hope you enjoy moonchild !
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─── ANNIE‎ ‎ ‎

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