Black.

That's all his eyes could see. Nothing but endless darkness. His lavender eyes searched through the dark abyss aimlessly. Nothing glowed, nothing spoke. Just him and his thoughts into the dark abyss.

Just where is this place exactly?

His fingers looked pale as ever. White even. He touched his face but hissed feeling nothing but icy cold radiating from it.

"Where am I?" His voice was soft and barely audible. But the place was so quiet that it wasn't hard for him to hear his own voice. His eyes locked down towards his fingers. It appeared his body glowed a white color. His fingers gently caress his palm completely bemused at his own skin color.

"What the heck? Why is my skin white?" His eyes looked down at his body. It appeared he was wearing nothing but white clothing even his tail appeared to be a light grey color. However his thoughts were stopped by quiet voices. He snapped his head towards the direction of the sound. His ears perking to search for the noise.

"Your fault..."

His ears perked yet again but the voice soon grew louder.

"Your fault!! It's your fault he's like this!" The voices echoed into the abyss. The wolf looked confused but his heart beating harshly hearing those voices grow louder and louder. He hissed as he covered his ears to stop them from reaching his ears.

"He loved you! He loved you Y/n!"

That voice caught the wolf off guard. He immediately uncovered his ears, recognizing the voice. His breath hitched hearing the voice grow louder yet again.

"Wait a minute-Jimin!" The wolf shouted. His legs immediately ran around the abyss. But the voice was fading into hush whispers again. The wolf stopped almost stumbling down. His ears trying to pick up the voice again. But it was long gone. The wolf looked down at his hands, his heart beating rapidly in his chest.

Why was Jimin so mad at Y/n? Why did he kept saying it was her fault?

"Just exactly what was that?" The wolf whispered. His heartbeat started to ring and grow louder in his ears. He hissed and covered his ears yet again. His heart beat grew into loud beeps. The beeps grew irregular as his breathing hitched.

"What's wrong with him?!"

"I don't know! For some reason his heart rate is increasing!"

The voices again rung in his ears. His body was slowly growing weak from the loud rapid beating of his heart. His breathing grew heavy as sweat dropped from his forehead. His eyes droop in a hazy gaze. His hazy gaze looked at his fingers that appear to grow dimmer by the second. He collapsed on the ground his body growing weaker and weaker.

Was this how he was gonna die? Like this? His lasting thoughts consists nothing but why Jimin was yelling at Y/n? Was that really how he was gonna die?

"Namjoon!" That voice. Oh her sweet and gentle voice lured him back. His hazy eyes looked at the endless sky of darkness. His breathing was still heavy. But he tried to focus on her sweet luring voice.

"Please Namjoon! Keep fighting! I'm here! I'm waiting for you to come back! Please don't give up!" Her voice sounded desperate yet sweet and caring. His lips twitched into a soft smile. He wobbly pushed his body upwards. He hissed at the lack of strength his body was providing, but that didn't stop him. He couldn't stop. He just couldn't. Not when his cubs were waiting for him, especially when the person he loved the most was cheering for him.

His legs buckled as he stood up. He took huge breaths before his body glowed a white color yet again. He wiped off his sweat that was dripping from his forehead. He stood tall and proud, keeping his body upwards.

"I'm not give up. Not here and not now. I'll wake up, I'll win the battle." He declared, his voice shaky slightly at the lack of breath. A white glowing butterfly flew up to him. He furrowed his eyebrows seeing the small thing fly to his face.

"Keep fighting Joonie." The butterfly whispered. His eyes widen slightly recognizing the voice. He quickly tried to reach towards it but the butterfly flew up and disperse into white snow that sprinkled down him. Now the wolf was more than ever to come back.

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Rain.

Rain poured from the heavens as it poured onto the earth. The dark clouds and the flashing lightening caused a small girl to squeak into her covers. The nonstop rain drops harshly hit the roof while the branches swayed along with winds howls. The little girl buried herself into the blankets with whimpers.

"Y/n? Sweetie what's wrong?" Her mother's voice lured the girl back into reality. Her big doe eyes peek out of the blankets. The little girl wrapped herself into a burrito before waddling towards her mother with teary eyes.

"The rwain. It's scary." Y/n whimpered her small hands clutching onto the blanket. Her mother chuckled before scooping the small child in her arms. Her mother gently tugged her hoodie down and looked into her doe eyes.

"It's not baby. Look the rain helps the plants grow strong. They also give us water to drink. The rain helps. Besides, if you listen closely you'll be calm. Listen to the drops tapping the windows and the rooftops. It's soothes your nerves." Her mother explain, closing her eyes.

Y/n's eyes locked into the rain drops completely bemused. But nevertheless listen to her mother. She fluttered her eyes closed, her ears picking up the soft tapping of the rain. The way the rain despite being poured, was softly dancing on the rooftops. It's droplets causing soft tapping hums. The lightening flashing, brightening the rain drops glow. The rain drops danced and swayed along with the winds endless songs. The wind sang along with the thunder that roared into the air.

Y/n's lips twitched into a smile. She hazily laid her chin on her mother's shoulder. The sound of the singing rain and thunder was luring into a lullaby of dreamland. Her body finally going limp in her mother's arms.

Y/n woke up with a startled. Her heart beating harshly against her chest. Her eyes widen slightly, sweat dripping from her forehead. She rubbed her head with a slightly grunt.

"Haven't dreamt about mom in a while." She whispered before ruffling her messy hair. She rose from her spot which was chair next to Namjoon's bed. The sky was dark with nothing but the moon glowing in the night sky. It's lights shining in the dark room. Jimin and Jungkook both headed to bed in Y/n's room while she stayed to watch over Namjoon. Jackson headed open home with a heavy heart but nevertheless eager to return tomorrow morning.

Y/n's eyes locking into the monitor. The little problem earlier nearly gave her a heart attack. She thought she was really going to lose him. Luckily his breathing went back to normal and he was sleeping yet again. Everyone panicked, but they all once eased seeing his breathing return normal.

Her fingers lightly brushed against the small strands of hair. Her eyes soften before her fingers softly trailed down towards his cheek. Her fingers uncurled and cupped his cheek. She felt his breath touched her palm. Her eyes trailed down towards his pale rosy lips. Her cheeks slightly turning pink.

"I know how much you care for him. And maybe you care for him more than me."

Y/n quickly moved her hand away, her cheeks growing red. She averted her eyes elsewhere. Her hand clutching into a fist as she swallowed hard.

"I don't like him like that. I h-have a b-boyfriend. I just d-deeply care for him." Y/n reassured herself. But her words did nothing to reassure her. She swallowed hard again as her eyes locked into the wolf again. His lips parted, round and plump just begging her to place hers on them. Y/n quickly shook her head, covering her face with her hands.

"Nononononono I don't like him like that. He's just a friend. Nothing more. It's probably my conscious telling me I am because I miss him." Y/n whispered to herself. But her eyes couldn't help and stare at the wolf. His features just as handsome as she remembers the first time she met him. His dimples. Oh how they would beautifully dent his skin, how his lips would pull into a soft smile. How his lavender eyes would soften at the sight of her. His gentle yet clumsiness, oh how she missed that. His deep soft honey like voice. Gosh she missed all of him. She wanted nothing more but for him to be awake again.

Y/n felt so stupid for not knowing he liked her. All those times she would catch him gazing at her, all those times he would growl at any males that were even remotely close to her, or even the fact the way he looked so hurt before he passed out.

Y/n sighed before sitting herself on the edge of the bed near him. Her fingers lightly caress his pale ones. Her eyes locked on her fingers brushing against his skin.

"I'm sorry I hurt you Joonie. I didn't know honest. But now this whole thing is confusing me. I thought I liked Woong but hearing those words come from Jackson, I'm not sure anymore. Seeing you get hurt, knowing I'm the one that caused it. Oh Joonie I'm sorry. Maybe I do like you more than I give credit for. Or maybe it's my conscious saying I am. I don't know. I don't wanna day I am only for you to be hurt more. God Namjoon I don't know what to do." Y/n whimpered as she leaned down and laid her head on his chest. She heard his breathing and his heartbeat slowly beating.

"I don't wanna hurt you anymore. Please forgive me Joonie. I don't want to lie to you. I just want you back. Come back Joonie." Her voice faded into a low whisper. Her fingers drawing circles on his chest. Y/n then leaned back into a sitting position. Her fingers yet again brushed against his cheek. Her eyes hazily staring at his features. His calm features. Her lips twitched into a smile, seeing his features calm instead of agonizing.

Y/n swallowed hard yet again but this time didn't even second guess it. She leaned forward and pecked his luring plump lips. Her eyes flutter close. Her hands steadily keeping her up just so she can sweetly and quickly peck his begging lips. Her lips linger there for a moment, her breath tickling his face. Slowly she pulled away, her eyes fluttering open.

Her eyes were immediately met with glowing lavender ones.