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the two boys are soon left with no other words to say, but both are definitely happy with each other's presence on a quiet lovely evening. soonyoung scoots closer to jihoon, holding his hand. "hey," the younger flashes a smile, "i'll miss you."
soonyoung stares in surprise, and his mouth hangs open. "hoonie, what does that mean?"
"nothing, nothing," jihoon chuckles and looks at the sky, "i just want to tell you that whatever happens, things will always end up with us. i'm not certain, but it has to be that way. jihoon will always be for soonyoung and the universe shouldn't dare to break that ." the numbers on jihoon's wrist faintly shines as he tries to hide it whereas soonyoung still can't see his.
"have you ever had someone tell you that you're the most endearing person to ever exist in this lifetime?" the younger adds, picking up a flower from the ground and placing it right behind soonyoung's ear, "because i think you are."
soonyoung mutters, "this is all going to happen again, right?"
jihoon stops to hum and stares at the boy in front of him, holding both of his hands tightly, their fingers intertwined. "what do you mean?"
"your words give me a feeling that you're going away soon. please tell me that this isn't the last time we'll be here."
"baby, this isn't the last time, i promise."
"no," soonyoung tries to slip his hands off of jihoon's, "what if you're going away?"
the latter holds on tighter, "what if i'm not?"
"no, that's impossible," soonyoung laughs bitterly, "i feel it, jihoon. that's just how it is. we're soulmates-understanding you is like understanding myself and when i feel something wrong about you it just never goes right. you're going away, aren't you?"
"soonyoung, listen to me," jihoon cups the boy's face, gently moving his thumbs across his cheeks, "i thought there were things that are impossible too, until i realized, if you're here, then nothing is." without warning, soonyoung starts to cry and jihoon hugs him, rocking him gently. to jihoon, it seems like soonyoung is just afraid of being left alone but what can he do? can he blame him? being left hanging a thousand feet in the air with no one to catch you is one of the most painful things someone has to go through. and he swears he won't ever let soonyoung know how it feels like.
"i'm not going anywhere, believe me," he whispers then plants a kiss on the top of soonyoung's head.
a few minutes later after the boy's tears have stopped falling, they're still on the small bench, sitting next to each other. "please stop crying," jihoon mumbles "come on, you can't let the moon look better than you this time."
soonyoung laughs a little and wipes his tears with the back of his hand. "can you do me a favor and make me happy?" he says through a bitter laugh.
"hm, how do i do that?"
"can you kiss me?"
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