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"Virgil? The Potion's ready but... It has to settle over night so we can do the spell and all tomorrow..." Logan said as he was entering my room when I had Thomas asleep on my chest and I was laying down in mid-air. I rose a finger to my mouth and shushed Logan. I noticed he nodded and walked out of my room, closing the door behind him careful not to wake Thomas. I yawned and went to sleep like that.

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Thomas started to cry all of a sudden. I woke to his cries. I sat up in mid- air and cradled him in my arms. "Hush... hush..." I said in a soft tone, touching foreheads. He calmed down some but not all the way. I sighed. Should I sing a lullaby...? I should to calm him down since it was late at night. 12:47 really.

('The Place Where Lost Things Go' Mary Poppins Returns)

"Do you ever lie, awake at night...? Just between the dark, and the morning light... Searching for the things, you used to know... Looking for the place, where the lost things go... Do you ever dream, or reminisce? Wondering where to find, what you truly miss... Well maybe all those things, that you love so, are waiting in the place, where the lost things go... Memories you've shed, gone for good you feared! They're all around you still, though, they've disappeared..." I sang softly, rocking Thomas. "Nothing's really left, or lost without a trace... Nothing's gone forever, only out of place... So maybe now the dish, and my best spoon... Are playing hide and seek, just behind the moon... Waiting there until, it's time to show, spring is like that now, far beneath the snow, hiding in the place, where the lost things go..." I also sang. Thomas stopped crying and listened to me singing. "Time to close your eyes, so sleep can come around... For when you dream you'll find, all that's lost is found... Maybe on the moon, or maybe somewhere new, maybe all you're missing," I pointed at his chest, "lives inside of you... So when you need her touch, and loving gaze, gone but not forgotten, is the perfect phrase... Smiling from a star, that she makes glow, trust she's always there, watching as you grow, find her in the place... Where all lost things go..." I finished singing. 

Thomas yawned. I placed him in the crib in my room and sat on my bed by the crib. Then I had a sense that someone was near. I walked towards my door ready to disarm or anything to whoever was there IF someone was there. Then I opened my door, casting a silence charm, and not really checking who it is I twist one arm and grab the other. The person whines. I realized it was Patton. "Patton! I'm so sorry you scared me... I thought someone broke in for a moment..." I said, releasing Patton. He rubbed his arm that I twisted. "It's okay... I'm sorry that I scared you kiddo..." He chuckled. "I heard something and sounded different than what I normally hear especially at this hour... I woke up to get a small snack and some water. I came up and almost knocked but heard you singing a lullaby... I just listened... It seemed like Thomas was about to fall asleep to it... I was just about to leave when you attacked me..." Patton explained. "How did you know a lullaby like that? I've never heard one like that..." Patton asked me.

"Oh... My mom sang it to me when I was child when I had nightmares..." I mumbled. "Sorry! I didn't want you to remember bad memories..." Patton said nervous now, his ears down. "Patton... It's okay..." I said to him. "Go to bed now okay?" I asked. He nodded and smiled. Then headed downstairs. I went back to my bedroom and lied down in my bed.  And slowly went to sleep.

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I woke at about 7. And I heard footsteps heading upstairs. I sat up and watched Thomas sleep peacefully. Then a light knock sound came from my door. "Come it." I said loud enough for whoever there could hear me but not to loud for Thomas to wake up. Logan entered. Then Thomas woke up. "Let's get this over with..." Logan yawned. I picked up Thomas and headed to the Potion room. I was afraid Thomas would refuse the Potion... Logan poured some of the Potion in a baby bottle and gave it to me. I sat down in mid-air and Thomas started taking it. He didn't refuse or push it away or anything. "In 20 minutes, do the spell..." Logan said. I nodded. He finished the little potion Logan poured into the bottle and I put it on a table by me. 

*20 minutes later*

"Now..." Logan said. I put Thomas in my lap and held my hands out. I chanted a spell. Logan stepped back and Thomas was confused. Then it felt like a powerful, too powerful energy shot through me then white. I just saw white. I didn't know if I was still chanting the words or no... Then I saw the Potion room again and fell to the ground for some reason, I shut my eyes close because they burned. I heard a thud by me but I couldn't see. My eyes and body burned. Then imagines on my mother talking to me... Then my last moments on Earth as a human and not a ghost. Wait, I wasn't spose to fell pain... I was a ghost... Something happened when I was chanting the spell... Someone else picked me up I knew. I couldn't see and my body hurt so badly... Something else changed than just Thomas becoming his regular age again and all...