MAnik stared at the beautiful building.....his mansion.....the top business man of India gazing his house with no emotion........he was surrounded by every damn facility of the world.... the things which a man could ever dream for but one and the most important thing to survive was absent  HAPPINESS .......few moments before...he was happy...his mansion became home and he was enjoying the change but he forgot the fact that happiness never remained with him for so long.....he forgot his reality that he was meant to be alone .....he forgot that no-one would ever accompany him in the journey of life......
..he would always rot alone.....he never deserved happiness and he could never get it his mind thought........ His head bowed down and he was staring at his shoes while fisting his hair .........few seconds changed his life completely...... threw him on ground mercilessly...broke his chain of fantasies......broke his hopes too....

He got up sighing and then he looked at the bowl lying on floor....... thought of Nandini cooking clicked his mind and he took long strides to reach the kitchen......the strong aroma of pasta filled his nostrils..... Without realising he smiled....he went towards the pan...took off the lid and took a spoon of pasta.......as soon as he placed the spoon in his mouth he unknowingly closed his eyes to ravish the taste.....it was so yummy that he could ever dream of..........he filled the spoon with pasta again and ate it........his chin wobbled and he tried hard to control his tears mumbling

Ma: Atlast she learnt how to cook (his voice shaked and spoon fell from his hand on the counter)........he kept staring at the pasta then slowly picked the plate and sat on dining table to eat it........he wanted to eat the food she made for him from such luv......wanted to eat the last dish from her hands....wanted to feel her presence in any way....as soon as he placed the spoon in his mouth....the thought of Nandini came in his mind... happy couple ... feeding food to eachother... laughing  and he choked....the thoughts made him choke.....he coughed as the food got stuck in his air passage way turning his face all red due to constant coughing and shortness of breath........he somehow grabbed the water bottle and drank water from it which relaxed him alittle......he rubbed his chest to calm himself and then looked at the food murmuring

Ma: their is no fun eating without u Nandini......(gripping the table hard trying not to lose his calm....bcz of such tight grip his knuckles turned white)

He then placed the food in fridge and left from kitchen

Scene Change

MAnik was standing in front of mirror examining himself....their was a slight mark of her fingers on his face......he looked at the mark and every incident flashed in his mind.....he gulped the lump in his throat trying hard not to cry......he then observed nail marks on his neck region clearly depicting nandini's assault..the dried blood at that area....he traced his fingers over the marks and winced bcz of cold touch...it was the last impression impregnated by her fingers on his body.......he closed his eyes while tracing the marks as if feeling her touch.....he bowed his head gripping the table and sweat drops started forming on his forehead.. his hair strands sticking bcz of sweat....he wanted release....wanted someone to be by his side....to console him but he himself sent them (fab 4) away thinking that he didn't deserve any condolences or sympathies.......

He stood beside dressing table like this not doing anything and not even wanted to do as such......but it was of no use he knew that......if standing like this would remove every bad thing from his life...if it could bring Nandini back to he was ready to bear the pain but NO a big NO....so he decided to quit this useless thing and he went to wardrobe to change his clothes.,.......as soon as he opened the wardrobe a ball of clothes landed on his feet and he sighed smiling alittle

Ma: ufff this girl... nandini Yaar  (he shouted but no response).....nannnn.......(he was about to shout again when he realised that the person he was calling from few minutes wasn't even present in mansion) and he made a helpless crying face he didn't know what to do....how to cope with the matter

Ma: koi baat nhi I will do it myself.....I will make up Ur wardrobe but plzzz come back (his voice quivering)

And the word Ur wardrobe refreshed a memory in his mind.....

Flashback

MAnik came from office all tired....he opened the room and a lump of clothes hugged his face welcoming him......he groaned irritatedly while removing clothes from his face....... he looked straight to encounter the most unlikely situation.....his room was mess....ohhhh gosh yuck...NO way.....a big no...how can his room be like this he thought frightening over the situation..... actually manik was very conscious about cleanliness......he wanted his every thing to be on its right place.....no disorder but he wanted to bang his head with wall seeing room's condition......he proceeded further and got to know about the source of mess.... NANDINI......Nandini manik malhotra was the reason behind choas....*damn Yaar Seriously...mere khud ki biwi is so messy* he thought feeling like crying....

Ma: Nandini Kia hai ye (examining the scattered shoes towels and clothes in his room)

N: Kia Kia hai??😏😏Dekh nhi rhe m arranging my clothes....

Ma: to Mere kapro (clothes) Ka Kia kasoor tha......inhe kyon phenka hua (freaking).........ye mere wardrobe hai yahan mere hi kapre hnge.......aur itna mess(scrunching his nose)

N: ab ye Mera bhi room hai blke aap SE zayada Mera hai to Jo mein chaho ge whi ho ga (in attitude)......aur Haan (she said turning towards him).....agar koi masla hai to u can change the room...(casually)... (With this she returned to her work while manik's face opened in O shape and shock in his eyes did she just ask me to leave the room... MATLAB ab mere room mein bhi mere nhi chal skti......like seriously...log aise hi Thori darte biwi se.....wife is definitely a scary thing man and with this he picked up his clothes and placed them in their proper places......then he went to change and after returning he picked up the intercom to ask servant to come to his room and clean the mess when Nandini asked

N: Kia hua servant ko kyon bula rhe (eating chips while sitting on bed)

Ma: to clean this mess (annoyed)

N: ab is kaam ke liye bhi servant ko bulaye ge.......wo bhi to insaan hote Han.....itna bara to kaam nhi khud Kar ln (relaxing herself on bed)

Ma: hmmmmm jese mein to insaan nazar hi nhi ataa na ise...office se mein Aya hn aur relax ye Kar rhi (murmuring while picking up her sandles)

Nandini kept on eating the chips without inviting him even for a single time while he was busy arranging the things.....bechara he is 😂😂😂😂......after cleaning the mess he was about to sit on the bed when Nandini shouted

N: wait

MAnik flinched at the shout and raised his eyebrows....now completely pissed off

N: wo plzzz pass me the remote and chips packet naa(she said stretching her lips for smile and blinking her eyes cutely many times)

MAnik turned on his heels to grab the things and spoke wow what a wonderful life manik malhotra......he said rolling his eyeballs...........

Flashback ended

MAnik looked at the surrounding...no one with him to make him feel gud....no one to share the feelings....his head was spinning...... darkness prevailing everywhere in the mansion killing him slowly like slow poison......he was alone .......again the same bloody loneliness.....again same darkness which he used to hate

Ye dil tanha kyun rahe
Kyun hum tukdon mein jiye
Ye dil tanha kyun rahe
Kyun hum tukdon mein jiyein
Kyun rooh meri ye sahe
Main adhoora jee raha hoon
Hardum ye keh raha hoon
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai (x2)

And this was it .....manik breathed heavily and blinked his eyelids many times to stop the upcoming tears while caressing her shirt.....

Andheron se tha mera rishta bada
Tune hi ujaalon se waaqif kiya
Ab lauta main hoon inn andheron mein phir
Toh paaya hai khud ko begaana yahaan
Tanhaayi bhi mujhse khafaa ho gayi
Banjaron ne bhi thukra diya
Main adhoora jee raha hoon
Khud par hi ik sazaa hoon
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai

Before Nandini darkness was his life....he was used to it.... But then she changed everything...she changed him from bad to gud....she brought him out of darkness but the same person left him alone to slip into darkness again........first his dad died then his mother did the worst thing ever and after that when he overcame all his fears....when he came out of his shell....when he showed his soft side again then the same rzlt.....it got bruised brutally again.......

Hmm.. tere jism ki woh khushbuein
Ab bhi inn saanson mein zinda hai
Mujhe ho rahi inse ghutan
Mere gale ka ye phanda hai
Aaa..

Ho.. tere choodiyon ki woh khanak
Yaadon ke kamre mein goonje hai
Sunkar isey aata hai yaad
Haathon mein mere zanjeerin hain
Tuhi aake inko nikaal zaraa
Kar mujhe yahaan se rihaa
Main adhoora jee raha hoon
Ye sadaayein de rahaa hoon

Ma: I swear Mene nhi maara tha tmhare dad ko nandini.....I promise plzz(helpless tone constantly punching his fist in wall)

He slides against the wall fisting her shirt tightly.......her fragrance was coming from the shirt......he inhaled it sharply that it would help him.........but no

The tears started forming in his eyes and it was enough he wasn't able to control his tears anymore..her memories were haunting him ....her laughter....her cute antics.... everything was playing in his mind like a film.....he cried...he cried hard while hugging her shirt as if he were hugging her.......

Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai

Ma:I need u Nandini plzz come back  (he shouted while sniffing)

Scene Change

Nandini was walking emotionless on road.....her messy hair and the emotionless face.....she was just numb....her mind was unable to think of anything.....not a single tear escaped her eye but she was burning from inside....her heart her soul was crying.....she had got worst news of her life few hours before....Her father died.........Manik killed her.....Yash murthy was murderer of his dad.....manik was taking revenge of her father from her........she wanted to make the day memorable and it was indeed a memorable day of her life..she could never be able to forget it........her dad was no more.....the guy who was loved by every cell of her body....that boy ditched her .... snatched the most valuable thing of her life.......

Her mind : I hate u manik......I hate myself for loving u.....I hate u for doing this to me (screaming)

And when she was occupied by her thoughts while walking in mid of road insensitive of her surrounding......she covered her eyes immediately bcz of sharp lights coming from a fast running vehicle....and after few seconds we heard screeching of tires and the person inside the car shouted

Person: stop the car....look at the girl (panicked)

But before that Nandini fell on road unconscious

Here's the update ...I didn't want to give update today but I had to bcz I told someone that I will be updating soon and breaking promise is bad thing......

Well Yaar what is happening... I want to cry at the brutality.....why...why is it happening..... children r not safe.... getting raped and then death is their fate....... today the same incident happened...... seriously how inhumane they r...how can they do this to innocent children.....what is their fault..... the 12th case of children rape.....

Just look at her angelic face....her blue sparkling eyes....her cute smiling face....common she was only 7 years old....Kia bigara tha usne....kyon Kia us ke sath.....usne to abhi dunya bhi nhi dekhe Shi se......why we r bcming like this.... insensitive our so called leaders they r resting in their huge mansions..... mansions loaded with security guards.... travelling in bullet proof cars......their generations studying abroad....far away from this system and here our cute innocent children r loosing their beautiful lives and they don't care..... THEY DON'T CARE EVEN A BIT..........

Today we failed as a nation and now m scared what will happen...what will be our future.... would things go the same ....if it is so than be ready to bear the consequences bcz Allah only help those who help themselves......

Allah will punish those sick heads .....they will die a miserable death....pain will accompany them till death..... I want to chop them into pieces......they should get hanged .....

#we want justice for Zainab