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Manik left Nandu in that worst weather and went away....he too was all drenched in rain...he went to his room..... removed his shoes and threw them away in different corners of the room...he was too exhausted by all day incident ..he just wanted to sleep but sleep was far away from his eyes...he went to washroom changed into comfortable tee and trousers....he wanted to distract himself from all this and whatelse could be better idea other than talking fab 5....he called cabir...no response.... then mukti..same ....he was frustrated and then he looked at time.....ohhhh shit man ....they must be sleeping at this time.....but i needed them i wanted someone to listen to me...to ensure me that everything would be fine....what should i do....he took his laptop to engage himself ...so that his mind stopped thinking of morning incident.... but that also not helped him....he was frustrated he went to bar area and started drinking vodka ....after drinking whole bottle of vodka he was still in his senses bcz drinking was not something new to him...he was used to it.... although the doctor asked him to stop drinking if he wanted to save himself ...but frankly speaking he never wanted to do this...what was special in his life.... nothing..no one beside him and the only thing he had was cursings of people ...he knew he couldn't commit suicide .... he didn't want people to say that he was coward....so this was the best option to kill himself.....none of his frnds knew about doctors warning

He then went to his room sat near the glass window..he looked outside and saw sky was full of black clouds and seemed like it was mid night but actually it was afternoon....it was raining too heavily that he couldn't even see through it......just like his life....he didn't had the slightest hint of what was coming next but he only knew one thing that the every new day was more challanging for him than the previous day.....now he stopped fanticizing a long time back that good days would come...his life was like a dark room... darkness everywhere...and the only ray of light was fab 5... may be he was living only bcz of them.Nandini....hahhh i always felt different around her..he knew what he had to go through while punishing her... guilt and then whenever he felt pity for her he punished her more..always trying to mask his emotions behind his anger..and then when she bandaged his hand it was enough...he couldn't do it anymore...he started behaving good with her... giving her space she needed..he was not good in expressing his emotions otherwise he would have told her that he liked her...he didn't remember he behaved that good with anyone else except fab 5...he was monster for world but only his frnds knew how much he craved for love...how much goodness he had inside him..he believed that if u show Ur vulnerable side to someone then he will definitely take advantage of it ..but then what she did in return....she did the same.... he only wanted her to console him at that moment....and then she could say anything to him later but not that time....he was tensed hurt angry it seemed that his cranial veins  would burst at any moment due to so much pressure....food yes food was the best tension reliever atleast for him....he went to kitchen and took some food for him...he was eating like he was hungry from ages...he always ate like this in stress....he was never a foody before but 3 years of starving was enough to make him foody......he stopped eating remembering past incident.....

Flashback before Raj's death

Manik came home from his hostel..... he first met Raj and then went to nyonika ....he hugged her tightly ...after sometime she broke the hug cupped his face ...

Nyo: haye Mera bacha....manik dekh kitna weak ho gya hai ... proper khana bhi nhi khata ho ga...

Manik looked at his dad making amazed face and found the similar expressions...

Raj: mjhe to theek lag rha hai

Nyo: app to chup hi rahe ...apne business ke ilawa ka much PTA hai nhi aise hi bolne lag parte

MA: ohhhh mom Stop acting like a typical mom....u r my cool mom hann.(with this he hugged her )

Nyo: ho gya ab chal mere sath....ab ghar mein Haina dekhna mein tere diet ka kaise khayal rkhti....

Manik shook his head in disbelief...

At lunch

MA: maa i had finished my lunch ...i m going with fab 5 ....(he said getting up from chair )

Nyo: manik ( she screamed) Beth idhar....both manik and Raj jumped on their places listening to her scream....

MA: kya hua mom......

Nyo: ye Mene itna sab kuch bnaya ye kon khaye ga...

MA: mom bas Mera itna hi dil tha...

Raj : jis ko khana nhi use khila khila ke mar dena....Jo bechara khana Chahta hai use to khane do....(he said making innocent puppy face)

Nyo: aap bs kare....Jo khana ko dia hai na wo khaye....aur manik agar to yha se khana khaye bghar niklaa na to phir ye fab 5 ke sath enjoy karne ka last day ho ga....

MA: yar maa kya zabardasti hai i don't want to eat this na.....i m full ....kab aap mjhe kaho ge....koi baat nhi manik to aaj na kha kuch nhi hota...( He sat on chair frustratingly)....

Nyo: fab 5 se milna hai na to ye khana pare ga (  said while thrusting spoon in his mouth)...he made a bad face

Manik smiled remembering that incident...how beautiful was all that...

Flashback after Raj's death

Manik and harshad came home from hostel ...yeah they were studying in same school.... were best frnds according to manik before Raj's death.....but now everything had changed....from the time manik had come home....harsh kept him busy in different works.... ironing his whole family clothes ..... cleaning home.....he hadn't had his breakfast and lunch and now it was dinner time...he was very hungry....he went to dinning table and found all dishes were empty and the trio were talking ...

MA: where is my dinner..(in a bit loud and angry tone)

Har:ohhhh we forgot that we also have a slave....

Nyo: wese bhi agar aik din khana nhi khaya to kuch nhi ho ga....(said while looking at the table)

Harshad: ohhhh so.my ex frnd is hungry......koi baat nhi Mene tmhare liye thora sa khaana chor dia tha....jao Mera bacha hua khana kha lo......

And that was it for manik ...he punched him hard on his face that Harshad stumbled and fell on floor....harsh moved towards manik with dangerous expressions ..... nyonika tried to stop him but he turned a deaf ear...he slapped manik hard on his face....manik moved back ...he held manik's hand at his back and asked harshad to take his revenge..... Harshad moved towards him with an evil smirk....and placed a punch on manik's stomach....manik bent down in pain...ahhhhhh.....and before he could gather himself there was another punch that time on his face......his face moved to other side.... harshad was punching him as if he were a punching bag....he was shouting in pain.... nyonika Atlast got succeeded in freeing manik from harsh's grip and pushed him saying

Nyo: just go from here u idiot.....

Flashback ended

Spoon fell from.manik's hand recalling the incident...his hands were shaking..a drop of tear rolled down his cheek....he went to room... searched for his sleeping pills...and then with a Thud fell on bed...he was tossing here and there on bed... frustration could be seen on his face...he wasn't able to sleep despite after eating pills......ughhhh i hate myself...stated manik...

Nandini's pov

That monster he left me in this weather....ughhhh there is so cold outside... it's winter dammit .... she looked around ... weather conditions were scary....black clouds covering the sky...heavy rain ... thunderstorms and lightening....ughhhh how would she spend her time there....but she had to stay here otherwise she knew the consequences will not be good....she sat on grass... covered her with shawl.....she was fully drenched in rain...was shivering a little.....her life .aaahhhh she let out a sigh.....she was tired now .....tired of acting strong when in reality she wasn't at all... always a little delicate doll for her father.....then manik came....her beatings... insulting remarks..humilation.....she remembered every bit of her humilation...she could never forget that.... then all of sudden his change in behaviour only bcz of bandage..... Weird....he apologized to her...but she wasn't able to forgive him.... whenever he came in front of her..all bad incidents started replaying in her mind...his face ...she didn't want to see hum....what does he think of himself....his one sorry and all set.....she cried while stating all this....he was the reason that she wasn't with her father....her dad....i will never forgive him....he don't deserve forgiveness...she said in determined tone.....her condition wasn't good at all and loud thundering Voice  proved the final nail in coffin...she went unconscious.....

Manik came outside the house...he went to garden in search of Nandu...he saw her lying on grass unconscious.... He rushed towards her carried her in his arms took her in his room and placed her on bed...she was burning in fever..and was shivering....he cursed himself under his breath ....."this is all my fault....i shouldn't have left her in that weather.....he noticed her clothes were drenched in water....he called servants many time but they didn't come.....may be they had left for their servant quarters.....what should i do now....he took out his shorts and tee .....no he can't do any blunder..he can't do anything which she don't want....he mumbled ....but what to do ...she will catch cold if I didn't change the clothes......cmn manik it's just clothes....it's normal for u yar .....he encouraged himself 😂😂....when he was about to remove her top.....he stopped and closed his eyes thinking that it might be normal for him but not for her....he carefully made her wear new clothes ......now what to do with her fever....abhi to koi doctor bhi nhi aye ga.......he went to kitchen...came with bowl of cold water...he placed wet towel on her forehead.... he pecked her forehead and started massaging her head.....he too went to sleep in that same sitting position....with his head above nandu's.....

At morning

Nandu woke up ...she was in manik room...how she landed in his room...now he would be angry..she was unaware of yesterday's happening..she got up to go before the monster could see her...but before she could leave....door opened and manik entered with tray in his hands....she froze at her place......she was preparing herself for scoldings anger..... but nothing happened...she thought..."he is smiling.....what ...he is actually smiling ....aaj sooraj khan se nikla.....but she couldn't help but admire that he really had a beautiful smile..... unknowingly smile crept on her face.....but disappeared soon as she saw her clothes....wait her clothes ...how come she in manik's clothes....and where r her's....she examined the surrounding and found her clothes on ground....who Changed her clothes....there is no-one on house except manik......did he change her clothes.....what....anger filled in her eyes....

N: did u change my clothes....

MA: hmmmm ( in soft tone)

N: why ....why did u change.....(in a stern tone)....wait u took advantage of my condition.....

MA: no it's not like that Nandini.....I respect u....

N: ohhhh just shutup manik...I never thought u would stoop so low...

The thought of manik Changing her clothes seeing her naked made her go mad with anger....she didn't even want to see his face...and here he did all that.....at that time she was unable to think beyond it.... didn't want to listen to him

MA: (in a bit angry tone holding her shoulders)....just stop it Nandini......u r my wife and u know I can do it if I want but still I respect u....at the end he had soft expression in his eyes while stating it...

N: Just stop it manik........ casonova like u will not avail the chance......I don't believe

MA: (while pushing her ).... Yeah I m casonova na.....fine it was my biggest fault to act nice with u... when u don't deserve it......now I will show u what can I do

With this he removed his belt... screen divided into two parts...one side manik having a dangerous smirk....while nandu's scared face on other side.....

So how was the update

        * Few words for manik.....

        * About his past

        *What do u think of nandu's behaviour.....

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