why was i becoming closer to you?
i shouldn't. i can't. i won't, because i'm trying to prevent myself from getting hurt.

yet everyday,

i find myself looking forward to talking to you, and i remember every single one of our conversations - when all of it was merely just you mentioning about him.

and i still remember,

you once told me how much you loved him.

all i could was just to listen to you,

because i know that

i would never stand a chance.