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Manik P.O.V.

Finally we reach our destination. I don't know what will be her reaction after this it can be negative also or may be positive but i will not take my feet back.. i will take this risk.. i need to show her the reality of life. I want to take her all pain out. May be i will get successful. Me be today a monster lover will be successful.

"the orphanages for disabled children"yes we come here.. as i wanna show her the pain of people who are still living then why can't she. May be her pain can be more  but may be she will get encourage by them. Just hoping for the best.

I come out of car and open her side door and she look at me for a second and then comes out. I don't know what she was finding in my eyes but i got lost in her eyes for that just a movement. Her eyes  having lot of pain .  Dam i wanna know her pain. Thinking about what can be her pain this is only killing me. What will happen when i will come to know about her pain. I always think this . This thought kills me everytime.

I entwined my hand with her. But she is wearing gloves . I wanna feel her soft hand i wanna touch her skin but i can't feel it. But i will never  force her again i will wait  for the day when she will herself come to me and will show me what she is hiding behind her covered body.

She look at me but thank god she doesn't jerk my hand and then i take her inside. She read the banner and hold my hand more tightly and look at me having lots of questions in her eyes may be she wanna know why i have took her here.

Don't worry my angel u will come to know everything. Oh god i m so worried if my plan will backfire me. No monster manik u never get scared from anything then why r u getting scared today..

After taking a deep breath  i enter inside with her. She is looking all-round. I also look around and i myself get shock to see children around me. Some having no hands. Some are looking mentally disable. Few having no legs. Nandini hold my hand more tightly and i look at her. Her eyes are start becoming teary. I have to show her this yes i am the first person who want to see his angel in tears. Because if she wanna live life first she should take her pain out. If she will cry it will give her relief.

"Sir.. Welcome how can i help.. you"the manager of that orphanage ask me . "Nthng i just want to donate some money here so that's why i m  seeing the orphanage.. "i said to him and he after nodding his head leave from there.

She is looking at one direction only without blinking her eyes. I see for the first time tear in her eyes . Oh god i wanna wipe her tear but i have to be strong to see her in tear. As if today  i will wipe her tear then she will not change. She will remain same the emotional less soul. What she has seen that bring tear in her eyes.

I also look at same direction where she is looking and find a kid is writing by his feet as he having no hands. I am monster but i  feel so much pain seeing him. Poor kid. Then i look back at nandini again. She take few step backward and grip of her hand lossen and she by other hand remove my hand and run out from there. I am shock to see her reaction.

After that i Without wasting any more time run behind her. She is running aimlessly on road and i m running behind her. Oh god what has happened to her. What i have done. No no.. i need to stop her. Run manik.. catch her.

"Nandini what happen.. plz stop.."i said immediately catching her hand and she finally stop . I  am breathing heavily and sweating also. Same with her as we both were running few minutes ago. She keep standing showing me her back. Plz nandini speak up take out your pain .

"Why u are doing this why.."she shout finally turning toward me . I see no anger in her eyes there is only pain.

"Because i love you.. i want to see your smile i want to take you out from your pain.. "i said holding her both while she is looking at me having pain in her eyes.

"U r lying.. if u have ever loved me then u shouldn't have ever gave me pain.. "she said n now i look down in guilt. But i m happy she finally speaking what is going in her heart. This is the time to prove my love and this is time to apologize.

"I m sorry it was my big mistake the think which i m doing right now i would have done this  few month back only the day i fallen in love with you.. nandini.. i just want to know your pain.. That's why i was trying to break you down.. i wanna tell you yes i m monster but i m no more heartless because now u start living in my heart.. i really really love u.. u r  angel of my life.. mein tumhre pain ko shyd khatam na kar paun.. lekin tumhre pain ke sath rehna chta hoon.. aur ush pain ko kaam karna chata hn because now your every pain are mine.. "i said each and every word from my heart. No fakeness only and only love. She is looking at me unbelievably.

"Itna pyaar kab hua mujh jesi abhagi (UNFORTUNATE) ladhki se.. "she ask making me feel hurt by her words. She feel herself as unlucky girl. Her life is not Worthy for anyone.

"Nandini u r my angel.. aur pyaar toh phele din hi hogya tha.. par asaas hone mein der hogye.. nandini plz give life a chance.. for not yourself atleast u can try to give last chance to your life for your parent who loves you.. for me who loves you more then anything else.. for whom your smile is everything.. who is dying to see your smile.."i said all this to motivate her and next movement her reaction shocked me.

"Aahahha.. "she finally start crying putting her head on my shoulder. Her crys hurting me alot but satisfying me also somewhere as what i want finally i get it. Finally like finally she ready to take out her pain.

"manik why u have proved me wrong today.. ki aaj mujhe apna dard itna kam najar aa rha hai.. i was thinking wrong that god has given me all the pain.. seeing them i feeling shame on myself.. if they can live why can't  meine toh jeena chodh diya.. tha sirf itzar kar rhi thi kab bagwan mujh par daya karke meri saase le.. " after crying alot she finally start taking out her pain and her last words make me hell shocked she was waiting for her dead. Bless her what may had happened with her  it may be  horrible i m sure but like finally she is taking out her pain. I doesn't disturb her and let her continue.

"Lekin i was so stupid that i was spoiling my precious life . Just because of few people.. i thought that i m not Worthy for anything.. i thought my life is useless.. u r the first person manik who show me the mirror.. that i was so wrong.. you are my god manik who show me the right path.. life kabhi itni painful nhi hoti ki hum jeena chodh de.. kabhi pain itna nhi hota ki humhai kuch karne se rok ske..  humhri ek ek saas bhut kimti hoti.. shyd humhre liye nhi humhre apno ke liye.. i was become emotional less and also a heartless person.. i stop fighting back.. i thought i m not Worthy.. to do anything "she said now all this looking at me .

Tears are continuously rolling down from her eyes and even from my eyes too. Yes the monster is crying listening her words. May be they are happy tear also as she finally trust me.. and taking out her pain. But now also my question is same what is her pain.

"Thank u so much manik fir se ek nahe umeed dene ke liye.. fir se jeene ki icha jagne ke liye.. kya jeena sikhaoge mujhe tum.. mein jeena bhul gye hn.. life kya hoti hai mein bhul gye hn.. "she said holding my hand and now i m looking at her unbelievably really she asking me to teach her how to live life.

"Haan my angel i will teach you.. how to live life.. but nandini what is your pain.."i finally gather words to ask this question and she taken a back listening this. Oops i have done wrong to ask about her pain. May be it is so early.

"I m sorry i can't i can't.. tell u my pain.. mein nhi chati ki tum mere dard ko jaane ke badh.. mujh par daya dikhao.. mein apna dard tumhai bta kar dard nhi dena chati.."she said and then give a pause i wait for more words

"may be i m scared to lose you tum mujhe chodh doge.. mere pain ko jaane ke badh.. lekin mein yeh bhi janti hn ek na ek din tum mere dard ko jan jaoge.. aur shyd voh humhri life ka akhiri din hoga.. jab hum sath hoge.. kyoki.. mere dard ke sath koe nhi jee skta.. na mein chati hn ki tum mere dard ke sath geo.. "she said this making me hell confuse and shock why she think that i will leave her after knowing her pain. What is her pain plz nandini share it with me.

"Nandini i don't know what is your pain.. but ek promise karta hn mein tumhse.. tumhra dard jo bhi hoga.. tabh bhi mein tumhai kabhi nhi chodhunga.. agr yeh raste agal bhi hogye.. mein phir bhi tum ko tumko chaunga.. "i said these word holding her hand  and now she is looking at me unbelievably and i myself get impress with me..

"Nandini when u will have  full faith on me.. then u can come and share your pain with me.. mere dil ke  darwaje tumhre liye humsha khule rhainge.. "i said cubbing her face and wipe her tear and now she is only sobbing.

"Plz can i hug.. you"i for the first time ask from anyone before doing anything .  i want to take her all pain.. and want to store  in my arms forever and ever.

She without answering back hug me wrapping her hand around me. And i also immediately hold her tightly in my arms as i  want to save her in my arms forever and ever. Her sobs become more louder now and i let her cry in my arm. As may be after so many days she is taking out her pain. Hope this will give her some relief but i m happy that finally she share  a little about her pain. And finally she cry.

So here is the part.. don't forget to tell how the part ?

So finally she take out her pain in front of manik how was it ?

How was manik idea ? Ty reader this time your suggestions has helped me alot

How was manik love and his dialogues.. and p.o.v.

And guyz.. nandini's pain plz don't ask me.. i will reveal it when the time will come don't worry.. still then keep quessing haha

Love Mehak