Chapter Two:
Wait
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Gaara

After a two day trip, we had finally arrived to Suna. I felt absolutely exhausted from the trip, my back felt sore from carrying my sand gourd. I had to pay close attention to (Y/N), although I knew well she wasn't what people labeled her as, she could be unpredictable. It would be somewhat of a problem having her here due to the fact that Team seven from the leaf would visit in a couple of months. Sasuke would indeed be very unhappy to see her. He's been focused on his revenge of killing her many years. I hoped Naruto would help me sit them down and work it out instead of fighting and destroying my village.

Through out the entire walk I felt a pair of
(E/C) eyes watching my every move. I often caught her staring at me but she'd look away in a shy way. I couldn't help but become amused with her presence. I had to admit, I found her very attractive. A couple of times, I was indeed checking her out. She caught me once and turned away immediately. I knew she was a little bit older than I, around Temari's age I assumed. We lead her to my office and discussed a few things about becoming a sand ninja and hiding her identity. Temari had joined and lead us to a spare guest bedroom we had available.

I stroked my chin as I watched (Y/N) walk in front of me. I found myself looking at her rear for brief moment before Kankuro elbowed me in the side. I glared at him, he snickered and I rolled my eyes. Kankuro had always teased me when it came to women. I was very clumsy when it came to romantic situations. I've never been in a real serious relationship. It was rare when I became interested in someone and I was very interested in getting to know
(Y/N) (L/N).

"It's nothing much but there's a nice comfy bed for you, most likely better than sleeping on a bumpy surface like you're used to. I can get you clean clothes in the morning." Temari said,
(Y/N) smiled with clear gratitude

"Thank you very much." She bowed politely

Temari and Kankuro left, leaving the two of us alone. The room was silent which I preferred but didn't want to want to be rude.

"You have my old room now." I broke the silence, she looked at me and smiled

"Really? This room is very nice, where do you live now?" She asked

"I practically live in my office due to all the paper work." I responded

"Where do you sleep?" She asked

"I can't sleep.. I have a beast sealed inside of me, resulting in having insomnia." I responded, her eyebrows raised at the statement

"You're a Jinchuriki." She said, I nodded

"I was hated most of my childhood, treated like a monster. Killing used to be my purpose since I had no other." I say, closing my eyes

"I had no reason for living after being kicked out of Konoha... I get it...Without a purpose you're as good as dead. I felt dead myself for awhile." (Y/N) responded

I don't believe it, she's somewhat like me. She understands.

"Exactly." I replied, hiding the slight surge of excitement inside. I might be overthinking things but she could be as Naruto would put it, the one. However, I'm still not sure if she can be trusted. She does seem nice but..

"Nice to know someone's on the same page. I just feel like I'll never change and this feeling will be there forever..." She trailed off, sitting down on the bed

"So many bad things have happened to myself in the past and I've felt lost for many years. I'm on a different path now, I'm very glad I changed my ways before it was too late," I replied, smiling at her "It's never too late to change for anyone. A friend taught me that."

"Who's your friend?" (Y/N) asked, curiosity obviously consuming her

"His name is Naruto, he's a ninja from the leaf, a Jinchuriki as well," I say, taking a seat next to her "The future hokage."

"Naruto... I've heard that name before." She said, placing her hands on her head as if she's trying to remember something

"Wait, does he know a boy named Sasuke Uchiha?" She asked, I nodded

"Yes, why?"

"He thinks I killed his brother when in reality, Itachi was my first love. I would have never hurt a hair on his head. I don't know who did it but someone else killed him. I admit I killed a majority of the clan along side Itachi. I regret it so much. I just wanted to protect my village and was willing to risk it all."

"I wouldn't understand since I don't know what it's like to fall in love with someone. However, I do want to say it wasn't your fault, all you have to do is explain everything to Sasuke." I replied, placing my hand on top of hers

"Thank you Gaara, you're so kind." She giggled

"And you're beautiful." I blurted out

'Why did I say that of all things to say?'

There was no going back on what I said so I kept a straight face to hopefully show that's what I meant to say. Her cheeks turned red and her eyes widened.

"Oh why thank you, handsome." She said in a flirty way with slight confidence, despite her flushed and embarrassed look. I liked that confidence. I opened my mouth to speak but was interrupted when I heard Temari calling my name. I internally groaned and apologized to (Y/N) before taking my leave. As I left I couldn't help but feel very frustrated with myself. I can't believe I said that.

'Damn you Gaara you just had to fuck up.'

Wait why do I care what she thinks about me?

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