Emilia

Apprehension would be the word to describe my state of being right now. I've never felt so scared or alarmed so much before in my life. It's like when I hear the rustle of the wind, I instantly tense up.

My eyes are always alarming, fearing of what might come to get me.

It was just yesterday when I ran out of the house naked with only a towel wrapped around me. And now I was laying down in a small rounded cave begging for it to get better.

I haven't eaten since last night and I don't want to. My mouth was dry and I didn't care, because I knew that if I ate I'd never stop.

The sky was forming into the night and the wind picked up. I could see the outline of the moon and I knew it's going to happen again. It was the full moon and I wasn't ready for it.

I didn't have chains to keep me bound. I didn't have an anchor to keep me stable. I didn't and will never get used to it. I didn't have a Damon to keep me thinking. I had none of those and I knew this full moon would be different.

It's my second one after all.

I held my towel tight against me as the wind picked up and leaves hit my body. I closed my eyes but opened them once again when it stopped.

It was a little darker and the black night sky was appearing. Tears formed in my eyes and I stared at the stars. I wasn't ready for the torture, I didn't want it o happen.

The moon turned into a shade of yellow and the light hit, illuminating the woods. I pursed my quivering lips as the aching feeling returned again and I squirmed on the scraped dirt.

The sob I was holding bubbled out and my back arched, my legs aching and I rubbed them against each other.

I rolled around and clenched my fist around the leaves, crushing them under my palm.

I let out the loudest groan I've ever suppered. My bones crushed and I ultimately sat on my knees. My back arched backwards and my spine cracked. I cried out and my body arched forward, my hip bones cracking.

I sobbed painfully as my body did things on their own, things I didn't want to happen.

I watched confused as small hairs grew on my arms. They were grey with a shade of black. I pushed the pain and my sobs to the back of my mind. I was only focusing on the hairs that were growing from my body.

I felt them growing on my back, my arms, my stomach, my legs, and practically everywhere on my body.

My towel unwrapped from around me and suddenly the pain hit back hard. All 206 bones in my body ached and cracked. I didn't know what was happening to me but it hurt like a freaking bomb.

I squeezed my eyes shut as I felt the unbearable pain. I surely don't remember feeling this kind of pain last full moon. But I knew this one was different.

The pain suddenly stopped and I was thankful, but I felt weird.

I turned around and I didn't feel my hair against my naked back, nor my knees bending. Panic was the word to seriously describe my face when I looked down at my hands.

They weren't human fingers, they were paws?

My mouth felt different, and my face god my face felt weird in a different shape. I felt a tail between my legs, and I felt warmer. I instantly knew that I shifted into a coyote, like that wolf that bit me.

I read somewhere on the internet that this would happen, but I never believed in it. This is basically proof that's it real, and I hate it.

Walking was different and I shimmied out of the cave. My eyesight is clearer and I could see perfectly through the dark forest.

The blood starvation grew stronger and I had this urge to eat, to feed the annoying starvation.

I ran between the woods and I didn't know what I was doing, but I was doing it. God, I hate it when that happens.

I stopped in my tracks when I spotted two fishermen and I sinisterly smiled. God, what am I doing? Without my decision, I slowly walked forward towards them and my stomach literally growled.

I growled back at my stomach and continued to the men. They also had a basket of raw fish beside them and I thought, now I have a bigger meal.

Without the men sensing me, I jumped on one of them and instantly bit on his neck, killing him right away. The other man widened his eyes and crawled back and away from me.

I growled at him and jumped, biting his neck and killing him. Both bodies laid dead on the dirt and I took my time to suck the blood out of each one of them.

I lusted the blood and drained it to the point where their bodies are gray. I automatically licked my paws from the blood on my hair. I licked my mouth before sliding the basket of raw fish back to the cave.

I placed the basket aside and laid on the floor. It was weird being an animal but I enjoyed the warmth and the things I could do.

I stared at the shining moon and a weird sensation ran over my body. Not the starving sensation. It was the sensation that somebody was staring at the moon back at me.

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Damon

I stared at the shining moon through the window as I sipped my glass of bourbon. "Where are you, Emilia?" I whisper to myself.

Stefan, Elena, and I have been searching for her since last night when Elena called us, saying that Emilia wasn't home. She also mentioned that the kitchen was a mess and a pile of blood was there.

Stefan and I rushed to the Gilbert's house and helped Elena contact Emilia. At first we thought the pile of blood was Emilia's and Elena started crying. But it wasn't her blood, it smelled like animal blood.

We left the house and searched all over Mystic Falls, especially the woods but there was no sign of her.

We also searched all day today and asked a lot of people, but nobody knew. And now we were all at my house thinking this all over.

"Where could she be?" Elena groans, sighing. "I don't know, but she can't be far." Stefan replied, rubbing Elena's back to comfort her.

"What if she's not in Mystic Falls?" I add, shrugging. "She has to be, and why would she suddenly disappear?" Elena says, sighing sadly.

"We'll find her, don't worry." Stefan soothes and Elena leans on to him. I roll my eyes and pour another bourbon, "Why don't we split up tomorrow?"

"And where do you suggest we go?" Stefan asks, raising a questioning brow. "I take the woods. Elena you take the town square. Stefan you take the school and the hospital. Okay?"

The two of them nod and I smile proudly, "It's a plan. And when you find her you call the rest."

I turned around and stared back at the moon, sipping my drink.

"I'll find you, Emilia."

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Bad chapter but I wrote this on the plan and thats why its so horrible :(

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