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monsta x's reaction to finding out you self harm

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Shownu

He'd be one of the most concerned, but he didn't know how to deal with it other than crushing his chest against yours in attempts to comfort you out of your pain

Sighing, Shownu would nicely ask, "Do you need anything?", or "Is there something I can do? I can't lose you, please don't hurt yourself or your perfect little wrists".
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Wonho

H u r t . He'd be ashamed that he didn't notice something was happening with you sooner. Bursting into tears, he'd be repeating "why" loudly under his breath. He took your wrists and brought them to his lips, grazing iver each scar gently.

"Your gonna promise me that I never am going to see this again okay? I swear to god, please! Your my everythint! I'd give everything I have on this planet and more just to make sure you smile at least once a day! Once! I couldn't live myself knowing that because I was too ignorant to see it, you end up killing yourself because of me not being here to stop you! So please! Talk to me! Don't shut me out anymore ..I-I love you so much babygirl, p-please".

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Minhyuk

He couldn't fathom that you'd end up doing something like this. Minhyuk started blaming himself slightly for all the times he hadn't noticed he was so cold or "busy" to recognize what was going on.

"Um..", he didn't know what to say, " I feel bashing you with this isn't gonna help, um....how about I ask you what's been goin on, yeah? I want to help you, I always do".

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Kihyun

He'd be terrified to only himself, trying to not scare you away by shaming you on cutting.

"Hey", he lifted your chin to his eyes, faces inches apart, "Your beautiful no matter what. No more hurting yourself babygirl" he'd plead before kissing your lips tenderly.

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Hyungwon

"I'm disappointed and a little upset, b-but y..I still love you regardless. But you have to make sure to tell me when stuff like this is happening. Cause I don't want you to start believing that this", he pointed to your cuts, "is the last resort. I am always here fir you and will be forever. I promise you. So can ou promise me that you are never gonna do something that dumb again pabo?"

He'd aproach the issue as collectively and kindly as possible, although his stomach was slowly erupting inside at the sight of your visiual depression and worse; self enflicted pain.

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Jooheon

"Babygirl, nononono".

I don't think Jooheon would believe you at first. He'd think it's fake, or a joke, poking at your skin. But once you screamed at the contact of your open wound(s), he'd start crying.

"Oh my god, oh my god, Y-Y/N, w-why? Did I do s-something...? I'm so sorry if I did, oh my god, I-I can't" he'd think it was something he did or said, or something he didn't do or say.

"You can't do that! That's not.gonna work! Your so beautiful and sexy and perfect in every way, I couldn't find one flaw, let alone a reason to have had making you feel like you needed to hurt yourself. If it was in fact some part of my bad doing, I apologize sincerely. I'm sorry. But please, stop asap. I love you so so so so much baby".

I.M.

"Y-your not gonna k-k.."

"What....?"

"Your n-not gonna commit suicide, are y-you...?" Changkyun would stutter on nearly every word.

He'd hate the fact that hw wasn't with you every moment he should have been. He had so many things going on that very well could've been put off till a later time, but he felt obligated to finish each and every task he was given so he could make more money. But what he didn't finish, was spending as much time as he could with you when he was off. And he felt like it was a l l h i s f a u l t .

"No.." you admitted truthfully.

Before anyone else could say a word, he trapped you in his arms, crying quietly to the both of you. Later he said he'd quit his job and cancel plans with the guys just to ensire you were stable, not starving and in general "okay".

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