"I'm...I'm in love with Jooheon... Oh my God. This is going to ruin everything. What's wrong with me?!"

Minhyuk walked right up to me and laid a finger on my cheek as he wiped away my latest tear.

"Nothing is wrong with you. If anything you're completely normal. That's just how love works. It can happen in an instant. With just one look...or one meeting in the woods...
You've obviously felt this way for a long time and you're just letting your heart realize it. That doesn't mean there's anything wrong with you."

I didn't say anything. I just wrapped him in a hug.

"Thank you." I whispered as I turned and unlocked the door. "But wait. What are we going to do about the paparazzi and your hand and stuff?"

"I'll figure something out...but where are you going?"

A large smile grew on my face. "I'm going to tell Jooheon how I feel. I need to release my feelings."

"Good luck my little Monster." Minhyuk whispered. But I was already out the door and halfway down the hallway. So I didn't hear him.

I ran straight for the elevator, and couldn't sit still the whole time it went up.

Once I reached our floor, I ran down the hallway all the way to our room. But just as I was about to burst into the room, I froze. The door was opened about an inch or two and I could hear the boys talking.

The first voice I clearly knew was Jooheon. "I don't even know why she came here. She thinks that we're like best friends or something and we're not. Especially after six years. She just seems like the obsessive little girl who became my new neighbor and wanted me to come out and play with her twenty four seven."

"That's not how she seemed to you on the first day she came here." Hyungwon said.

"Well yeah, I was happy to see her, but it didn't take long for it to sink in about our past and how annoying she is. That's why I recommended to the manager to use her for publicity. That's why I took her out for dinner with us. That place is a paparazzi hot spot, so it was the perfect place to jumpstart the plan."

I think I physically felt my heart break.

"You know, you are a real jerk. You know that Jooheon?" I.M. butted in. "She came here for you. And as far as I have been able to see. There hasn't been one time that you've complained about her. Until now. Otherwise you have been the happiest that I've ever seen you. So right now you are spewing lies and bullshit. Seriously. She is an amazing person. And I feel like a complete ass because of this whole thing and the stuff that happened tonight. And when Lee comes back don't even bother fucking talking to her. I'll be her real friend. You guys are heartless and can go fuck yourselves."

Holy shit tonight was an emotional roller coaster. Lies, heartache, more lies and heartbreak.

Nope. I'm not going to break down. Nope. So I did what I needed to do, with my previous agenda wiped from my mind. Right as I.M. finished talking, I walked in.

I didn't look at any of them. I didn't talk to any of them. I went around the corner, changed into my pajamas, came back and climbed into my bed.

The boys were silent. And at this point I'm sure they know that I heard everything they said.

GOOD.

Those dickfaces. Well..at least Jooheon and Hyungwon.

This sucked. And tomorrow I would pack up and go home. Since there's absolutely no point inn being here. I just lost the person that I thought was my best friend.

The room stayed silent as one of them turned off the lights and everyone climbed into bed.

That night, I learned how to cry silently.