Before we even actually went upstairs Minhyuk and I ran into the public boys bathroom on the lobby level next to the currently empty front desk.

Locking the door behind us I immediately leaned against the door and slowly sank to the ground as I started to cry.

How did I get myself into this crap? All I wanted to do was see Jooheon. And now I'm an advertisement prop. They're taking advantage of me and forcing me to do this crap to publicize, but in the end its not hurting any of them or their image. All it does is hurt me.

Social media people referring to me as the "MonstaX hoe?" That couldn't be any further from the truth. And I was done.

So I just sat there. Knees pulled into my chest as I sat on the cold floor. It helped numb my feelings. But not nearly enough.

"Hey. It's okay."

I looked up to see Minhyuk kneeling infront of me smiling, holding his wrist in one hand.

"Oh Minhyuk." Now I felt even worse. "Thank you so much." I leaned forward and wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him into a hug. "How badly does it hurt."

He stood up and then helped me up, before wiping away the tears on my face with his good hand.
"Not as badly as when I first punched him. It just hurts now if you touch it too hard."

"I'm so sorry. This whole thing is all my fault. I should have never even come here. I should have told Jooheon's mom it wasn't a good idea to come here. I've just been ruining everything. And creating a bunch of crap around here for everyone."

He didn't say anything at first he kind of just stared at me.

"Lee... this isn't your fault. All of this has been happening because of all of us. But..." he paused for a moment before turning and walking closer to me. "What do you mean by Jooheon's mom? Why would you refer to your mom like that?"

I felt panic rising in my chest. "Oh...um. Well...uh. Jooheon is actually my half brother...We have the same dad but...different moms...so sometimes I just call her mom, but she's actually only Jooheon's mom..."

"Jooheon never said anything about a half sister. Lee... what aren't you telling me?"

I've been able to trust him so far... well here goes nothing.

"Okay. The truth is, I'm not Jooheon's sister. I'm not even related to him! He's just my neighbor!"

Minhyuk just smiled.

"You little sneak."

"Please please please don't say anything to anyone! Jooheon already almost messed this whole thing up by ruining our secret and spilling the beans infront of Hyungwon and I.M. As much as I'm really pissed off and upset about all the things that have happened, I can't go home yet. Otherwise I'll probably never get to see him again. He may be an idiot, and he pisses me off alot more than he doesn't, but he's my idiot. And I love him...I always have."

I paused for a second as I realized what I just said. It was all starting to make sense to me now... I always knew it...but I've never wanted to or been able to admit it to myself. This was why I hadn't already left or given up my secret. This is why I've gone along with all of this publicity crap. This is why it's so easy to be around him.

I covered my mouth with my hands and closed my eyes as I turned and rested my forehead against the cool tiles on the walls.

"Lee. Are you okay?"

I just shook my head no as I continued facing the wall.

"Then what's the matter."

Still in shock at myself. I felt small tears trickling slowly down my face as I turned around to face him again. He walked right up to me and put his hands on my shoulders.

I removed my hands from my face and opened my eyes.

I looked up and stared into his dark innocent eyes.

"The reason why I haven't asked to leave, why I'm still here." I took a deep breath without breaking eye contact and I let it out.

"I'm in love with Jooheon."

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Heyy guys! Alright so I don't know about you guys, but this story keeps getting Better and Better. I'm trying to be alot more active with updates too! So that's cool. But this is definitely my favorite chapter I've written so far! There are still sooo many chapters left to this book and we all have alot more to go through. So stay tuned!

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