So, do you remember that day that Jooheon and I went to the park? He was acting completely insane and laughing like a freaking maniac, scaring everyone around us. Well, how I felt then was basically exactly how I was feeling in that moment. I'd recognize that scream and cackling laugh anywhere.

Jumping to my feet, I quickly began to make my way down the beach and back towards the parking lot from which the screams had been coming from.  Halfway down the beach I suddenly was on the ground, face first in the sand with a weight on top of me. The grit of the sand in my mouth was utterly disgusting as I pushed the weight off of me and quickly scrambled to my feet while spitting sand out of my mouth.

"WHAT THE HELL-?" I screeched at my attacker. "Who the hell are-...I.M.? What are you doing here?"

The boy was chuckling to himself as he  brushed the sand off of himself. He was still dressed in a suit, now looking utterly ridiculous with messed up hair and covered in sand.

"I'm here to win you over...the way your heart should be won." With a devilishly handsome smirk on his face he slowly walked closer and closer to me as I stood still, frozen in place from what he had just said. He continued forward until his face was literally two inches from mine. Grabbing both of my hands in one of his, he chuckled a bit as he tucked a strand of hair behind my ear. This was so weird...not like a bad weird. In fact...it was really nice..My heart was pounding like crazy. It was just that I knew the real IM and this didn't seem like him "Lee...I love you.." He smiled brightly before leaning down and kissing me. The feeling of his lips on mine suddenly melted away any questions or doubt I had. All that mattered in that moment was I.M. Tangling my fingers into his hair as we stood there, kissing on the beach under the dimming sky, the stars slowly appearing and growing brighter and brighter above us. This was it...I was falling in love with him. My heart soared and I wanted to scream my head off. I became the one thing I had always vowed I would never become. A fangirl. But it was too late...I was I.M.'s biggest fan, and the whole reason I was able to fall in love with him was because he was an idol.

"Psst! This way!" Suddenly Wonho appeared with the film crew, shining a bright light on the two of us, breaking up the kiss. 

"What the-?" I sputtered while I.M. quickly grabbed my arm and pulled me close to him, holding me tightly against his chest.

"WELL- There you have it folks! As you can see, our 'MonstaX Hoe' has finally chosen, and her choice was I.M.!! My name is Wonho and you've been watching MonstaX's reality show 'In love with a Monsta'." The light was then shut off along with the cameras. "Well, that's a wrap!" 

"Oh thank God." I.M. murmured as he suddenly  shoved me away from him. "someone give me a piece of gum, Stat!" In the blink of an eye I.M. was making his way away from me, down the beach with a small entourage chasing after him. The cameras quickly dispersed as well, leaving me completely alone, completely unaware of what had just happened. Despite the shock and confusion, I could feel the tears trickling down my cheeks. Quickly, I wiped them away, but they didn't stop. My stomach felt hollow, and my insides all felt numb and queasy. My knees weak and wobbly under me. I didn't realize exactly how weak until I was collapsed on my knees in the sand.  The sound of those screams filled my ears again, but this time, I was able to hear words within the cries and screams. 

"LEE- LEE-WAIT-" 

Jooheon froze dead in his tracks as he saw me, looking down at my from the parking lot. I couldn't even bare to look at him. "Lee..." He sighed as he took the small voyage from the lot across the sand to me, nothing audible but his panting and the sound of waves crashing on the shore. No words were spoken between us. He simply sat down next to me and forced my head onto his shoulder as we listened to the sounds that filled the night.