Empty. Hollow. Dead. This is exactly how I felt. It took every ounce of strength left in my body to pull myself up off of the ground. I trudged into my room and threw all of my things in my suit case. I didn't even bother folding anything. I just stuffed it all in before zipping it up. I stood up with a slight squishing sound that protruded from my soaking wet sneakers. I took one quick look at the room before I left. I turned the lights off for Hyungwon so he could sleep in peace without having to get up and turn off the lights.

I closed the door before slowly walking to the elevator. My mind was numb as I pressed the button and waited for the doors to open.

I walked in and stared blankly at the walls as they closed behind me.

As I reached the sidewalk outside I couldn't help but stare at the building as I walked. As a result I kind of ran into a tree, which made me decide to just watch where I was going.

I made the journey without a solid thought the whole way. I walked inside my front door and went straight to my room. I peeled my soaked clothes off of my body and threw them on the floor.

I meandered to the bathroom and stepped into the shower. The steaming hot water ran across my skin and slowly brought my soul back to life.

I finally did what I hadn't been able to do since my heart had shattered. I cried. No. I didn't cry, I sobbed. Tears streamed down my face as sobs racked down my body. I slid to the bottom of the tub and hugged my knees tightly to my chest. I was finally home.

My journey was over, but I had nothing to show for it except a broken heart.