20 october , 13:41

you entered the room in a wheelchair, pushed by a nurse.
"how did your tests go?"

the nurse left as after helping her back onto the bed. you sighed and looked at me, "same old."

"you know, i wish i could be in your place instead of you suffering," i caressed your face.

"it's better this way, love," you smiled, "i'd be the happiest as long as you live."

i held back my tears this time, staring at your feeble visuals. you never ceased to make me fall in love.

i guess today, it's the 1,891,764th?

"i never stop praying that you'll never leave me. i don't know what i would do without you." i heaved out a sigh.

"i'd lose inspiration for my mixtapes, and who would listen to them?"

"namjoon, my love," you paused, reaching out for my hand, "i will never leave you."

you placed your hand on my chest, "i will always be right there, in your heart."

i leaned down, kissing your temples and then your forehead.

"promise me?"

you and i were never fated forever.

| You and I
Bad try
You and I
And I cry