Shouting and yelling are the sounds that can only be heard outside that door right now. And inside Susan is trying hard not to listen those sounds , trying to calm herself down clutching her hands around her ears. But her efforts are failing.

The chaos outside is only breaking her. She came in her room , made it dark only to give herself some peace. But this isn't working as the noises are still loud. At last she grabbed her earphone and plays her favourite song. This song just aligns with her feelings right now. She couldn't hold her tears anymore. She cried as she listened to the words of the song .

"Does love even exist? Im...Im really Sscared...Wwhatt if..... I also suffer like my mom? I won't be able to deal with it like my mom."

Susan stayed in that room for awhile but the chaos is still there. She couldn't stay put anymore. Suddenly, She heard her mom crying. Immediately her patience broke. She got out of her room and went into the living room.

- "MR.SMITH, HOW LONG DO YOU PLAN ON TORTURING MY MOM!!!??You abducted her money, snatched her checkbook so that she can't give her family any money...Still you aren't pleased??? You never ever contributed for this family, your wife is the one who serves you, earns for this family. Aren't you ashamed of yourself?"

- "Wait wait, sorry . How will you feel ashamed? You don't have any shameness in you. I AM the one ashamed that a MONSTER like you is my father. WISH I NEVER HAD A FATHER !!"

A loud slap echoed the whole room.
- "SUSAN!!! Get a grip on your words!! He is your FATHER!!"

Tears again found their way from Susan's eyes. - " Wow mom! Still? Still you're defending him?? Still you love him?"

- "That man have never ever thought about you. He never looked at you when you were sick. His eyes is only on your money.But still .... You know what mom? You're getting this pain because of your so-called love. You're the one who is letting him hurt you.If that's what love is, IM NEVER GONNA LET ANYONE COME INTO MY LIFE. I HATE THIS 'LOVE' THINGS!!!"

- "Susaaaaan!!"

- "Look that's how you raised this brat!!! Seems like she got so many fire in her. I have given you two space. And that's what is my fault"

Susan stormed out of that room. She didn't listen to any words. She just came into her room and locked it. Pluged earphone again, playing the music loudly. So that she can ease her pain little bit. She didn't feel like eating. She layed on her bed, covered her face with the blanket. Trying hard to control her tears. But still the tears never listen to her, keeps soaking the pillow.

- "This whole house, whole world seems so unfamiliar and hursh. It's like a knife that's continuously cutting my skin. Im bleeding inside. But can't tell anyone. I can't tell the words i kept inside. I don't know how long i will be able to live like this. No one ever tried to understand me. When i told everyone about music, being a music producer and making my own album. Everyone just mocked me..........From that day my heart has died. God....will anyone ever ask me how am i doing in real life?"

Susan eventually fell asleep, getting tired of crying. Her eyes didn't let her stay awake.

Susan's father always keeps a clean image outside but inside , his heart is full of dirt. Susan's father believes woman's place is always lower than man. When a woman gets married her money belongs to his husband, she can't expect love or any respect from anyone but she have to serve always to that family.

This wicked mentality took a huge toll on her mother and on Susan's life. All dreams of her mother shattered. That's why Susan's heart is full of hatred towards her father.