My eyes were fixed on the floor

"I'm really sorry." I heard a cheerful voice as I looked up and our eyes met

The girl was walking towards me slowly and just for a millisecond my heart beat just stopped

The girl was no other then Mrs. Kim but the thing that made me gasp for air was her without make up natural face

Her hair was simply pulled up in a ponytail and her small locks before her eyes were wet which showed that she just had a shower

She was wearing a black sweatpant and a simple peach colored T-shirt

Her eyes shined as they smiled at me

That same smile which made me feel a million different feelings at a single second

Her pearl like beautiful eyes which were unnaturally a bit bigger than normal Koreans looking into my shocked ones.

Her small innocent face with that hypnotising cuteness.

Her flawless smooth skin, I wish I could caress her cheek once.

Her perfect hourglass figure.

I gulped at once shifting my gaze away from her.

"It's totally fine." I again looked up at her with a smile on my face

It's not something like I like her

Right?!

I didn't had a crush on her

It was just... um.. Just my hormones you know who were making me feel sexually attracted to her and um.. Nothing else

Anyways

She walked towards me and sat on a sofa across mine

Placing her hands on her tights she smiled at me

"So, in such an early morning?" She asked

"Yeah! I was just passing by you know and thought to ask you..." I stopped a bit, I was feeling a awkward. I really didn't wanted to ruin Mrs. Kim's fresh morning by reminding her about her last night incident and that her husband was cheating on her but I had to, I continued, "Are you okay?" I asked in a bit low and concerned tone

"Huh?" She raised her brows with a confused look, of course she didn't get what I was talking about. I noticed how she had titled her a bit in her right side and with her right hand she was massaging a part of her head

This moment was one of the most stressful moments of mine, I letting go of the breath I didn't knew I was holding spoke up "You know... I saw you yesterday night um.. Crying," her face color's slowly slowly was fading away as her face became a bit serious, her eyes widened a bit and lips parted with stress, I continued "I thought I would drop you home but you left. I thought to call you but I didn't had your number. I was really very worried for you? Is everything okay? Is there anything you want to talk about? Has Vhyung done something?" I curled my brows looking at her with a concerned face

Even after knowing everything I wanted to know from her what she thinks about this particular matter. What she wants to do, I didn't wanted to tell her with whom I saw Vhyung and that he made me promise. Vhyung had already a bad impression on Mrs. Kim and I didn't wanted to make it worse.

And what if she misunderstoods me thinking that I supports him?

Anyways that's why I didn't told her anything...

"Oh..." She paused for a moment as if she herself was without words to answer my questions with a blank place, than she spoke with a light smile "No no I'm totally fine. Yesterday I just had a quarrel with Taehyung and that's why I was crying. I'm really so sorry for just leaving you there worried." She looked at me trying to keep a bright face even though she failed, her eyes were becoming glassy

She scratched the corner of her left eye lightly and silently stuffed a strand of hair behind her ears looking down as she placed her left hand again on her tight looking down while still massaging her head with her right hand

There was a silence, a sad silence

My eyes were on her but my mind was wasn't working for a while

I couldn't understand why she was hiding? Why was she still trying to hide the pain that I could feel?

My heart ached, her eyes, they were so full of emotions

Her face, her lips, her body language

Everything of her was screaming that she was not okay, that she was becoming mentally weak, that she wanted support, that she wanted happiness, that she wanted Vhyung's love which of course she was not getting at all

But still after facing all these pain she managed to smile at me with that fake brightness on her face and managed to lie that she was okay

"You had your breakfast?" I thought to break the awkward silence and ease the situation by asking her randomly whatever was in my mind on that moment

"Huh?" She shifted her gaze up towards me as if she didn't even heard what I just asked her

As if she was busy deeply thinking about something

Her eyes were a bit widened as she looked at me with that confused look

"What happened to your head? Why you're massaging your head?" I asked looking at her right hand and than again at her

"O! My head is just aching a bit." She smiled looking at me as she lightly massaged her head

Shit! Her head must be aching cause of lack of sleep. Ahhhhhhhh... I shouldn't had came to meet her in such an early morning

I wish I could help her

I should help her

Than without even thinking a moment the words themselves ran out of my lips

"Can I message your head for you?" I asked with a confident look until I realized what I just now said and my eyes widened

The moment she heard what I said she stopped her massaging at once and literally we both just froze for a moment with that uncomfortable atmosphere

Her eyes widened again with shock and jaw literally dropped but she controlled herself

Of course she was not expecting something like that, her lips parted but she didn't spoke anything

What the hell!!!!

Than the next moment we both actually let out an awkward breathy laugh showing our teeth to each other

"O-Okay-y..." She said a bit awkwardly

How could I say something so weird to heard

On that particular scene I just wanted to die, I just wanted a truck to run over me so that at least I didn't had to face this situation anymore but there I was biting my lower lip nervously looking at her

I wish I could take my words back but than it would become even awkward

Anyways I stood up and she sat straightly as I walked around and stood behind her sofa

I let out the breath I didn't knew I was holding

Did I even knew how to massage someone's head?

Well.. No.

Anyways

I tried

I walked and stood closer to her sofa and placed my hands on top of her head as her smooth soft hair touched my fingers

My heart beat had increased so much that I felt I would had an heart attack

I let out a long breath

"You have to do it Jungkook." I spoke it to myself in low voice

"Huh?" Mrs. Kim turned her head up towards me with raised brows and curious look

She was blushing a bit

"Where is it aching?" I asked giving her a sheepish smile

"This part." She awkwardly with her finger pointed at the right section of her head that was aching

While showing our hands slightly brushed and we again let out an awkward breathy laugh

She clasped her hands on her thighs and I started to massage her head rather tried to

I told her to open her hair cause it was becoming a bit difficult for me to massage her head with her hair tied up

We both were a bit serious and the atmosphere was comfortable now

She obediently open her hair again clasping her hands on her thighs

What the hell!!!

She looks so beautiful with her open hair, even from the back the view was beautiful

I gasped

Calm down Jungkook, try to focus on your task

It's not like you had a crush on her

So I started to massage her

I really didn't knew how to massage anyways I tried to by placing my hands on the right section of her head with my fingers putting a bit pressure on places in intervals I massaged her head

I was determined

"Oh Mr. Jeon! You're not doing it right." Mrs. Kim turned her head up towards me with a bit concerned look with furrowed brows, I almost jumped cause she suddenly spoke up, "You're putting too much pressure." She said

I took a small step away from the sofa

My lips parted with a bit

"Umm... Should I use some type of oil or um.." I had a blank face cause I was confused, I didn't even knew the M of massaging "How should I do it than?" I smiled sheepishly at her

Her tensed shoulders calmed as she let out a long breath smiling at me

"Umm..." She thought for a moment and spoke "Try to massage in circular motion and a bit softly." She said

"Oh! Okay." I tried to smile as I walked and stood again on my position

She looked straight as I placing my fingers on her head started to massage

I was massaging with full concentration in circular motion with a light pressure

Even my brows were furrowed which showed how much determined I was

Just a moment passed and Mrs. Kim started to laugh with her head hung down "Oh Mr. Jeon!" She laughed even harder as tears appeared in her eyes

"Wha-What happened?" I asked with horror and widened eyes taking two steps away from her

"Now you're not even putting any pressure." She looked back at me still laughing

My heart stopped to beat for a moment

How beautiful she looked

She was so beautiful and her laugh was something I would love to hear the whole day

My face was just calm and lips parted cause I was busy looking at Mrs. Kim's while her laugh chimed in the atmosphere making it so friendly

Our eyes met and the moment I realized I was staring at her I at once looked away

"But you told to massage softly." I asked with a confused tone looking up at her with furrowed brows

"Yeah I told it but I meant that..." She again let out a breathy laugh as she wiped the tears away from her eyes letting out a long breath to stop her laughter she spoke, "But I meant that you have to massage with a medium pressure, neither too much nor too light otherwise it would be ineffective to cure the headache."

"Medium pressure?" I bore a confused face

I didn't understood that how to do massage in a medium pressure

I was so confused on that moment

Firstly I didn't knew how to massage and now what was this medium pressure?

"Oh. Okay come here, I'll show you." She at once stood up and gestured me to sit on the sofa she was sitting on with a gentle smile

"What? Oh no no I am not having an headache." I smiled sheepishly with raised brow taking a step back

"I know, I'm just showing you how to do massage properly." She smiled

"Okay...." I a bit awkwardly sat on the sofa and clasped my hands together

It was a bit uncomfortable for me because first of all I really didn't liked people touching my hair, second a girl was touching my hair and finally cause the girl was no other than Mrs. Kim

Author's Note^^ 1/10/2018

After being missing for god knows how many days I finally got to see you... How are you? I missed you... I missed my books... I missed my lifeu with BTS and reading fanfics and updating my smol books...

*plays, see you again in background*

"It's been a long day without you, my friend...
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again..."

*cries in hell*

I'm fine... How are you? π_π

I had exams and yeah that's why no updates for more than a month I think so, anyways I'm back...I hope I'm not too late...

Such a long freaky note anyways,

I don't care,

You're reading this with patience, THAT ONLY MATTERS IN MY THIS SMOL AUTHOR'S LIFE

anyways so where was I? Yeah!

I hope I'm not too late...

I hope you haven't forgotten me... Have you?

If yes,......... please don't

"We've come a long way from where we began...
Oh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you again...
When I see you again..."

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Lol after publishing this chapter I realized that I wrote 1st September in place of 1st October in my exam over chapter... asyvgjrvkrbtv im so hopeless...anyways I think you guys already knows about it and I'm not surprised that you didn't told me about it and even if you don't I'm still just sooooooooooo thankful to you for supporting me even after me being such a dumbass...I'm still so freaking embarrassed

*bangs head against wall and dies*