smut warning
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Rough and warm, Hyunjin's voice beat against Felix's heated skin, sending renewed shivers over his entire body, "Can I?"

"Mhm.", he nodded more out of reflex, placing his arms around the taller's neck in search of support - already lost in the incipient rush of ecstasy and sensation. And once again, Hyunjin's muscles moved gracefully yet harshly enough as he slowly and sensually began to thrust into him.

But no matter how many times they had sex, the silver-haired had never felt this delicate under Hyunjin. It was as if this time, everything was much more gentle and so... so soulful - in fact, it had been all evening.

"Oh God- Hyune~"

Everything seemed much tender and lighter than usual - the mood was completely different. As if a distinct yet fragile flow carried them along on its soft waves. Nevertheless, it was not a subtle stream, but a vortex full of emotions.

Feelings that threatened to overwhelm Felix. For although the sex seemed so much more innocent than usual, it was so much more intense than the Australian could have explained.

He moaned almost desperately when the blond already hit his sweet spot after only a few moments, arching his back demanding more. Hyunjin murmured Felix's name in the crook of his neck over and over again, as he fell apart underneath him.

He wanted more, he wanted everything, he wanted Hyunjin.

"Baby,", murmured Hyunjin huskily, licking the marks on his neck down to his collarbones he just embellished moments ago. "You're mine, baby."

There it was again - the sentence that had been stuck in his head for the last few days.

And everything blurred before his eyes, his heart almost threatened to burst as it was filled with sudden feelings of happiness and overwhelming lust.

His breath quickened as the blood rushed in his ears. Only as if from far away could he hear Hyunjin's and his interweaving moans and gasps as his thrusts grew deeper, faster, and wilder - Hyunjin was everywhere, had completely taken him over.

"Fuck- Hyune. What are you doing with me?", he slurred barely audibly between his moans, as their rhythm became almost ruthless again - desire swallowing tenderness.

When the silver-haired eventually came whimpering loudly across his stomach, he was on the verge of passing out. He let himself be overstimulated by Hyunjin, as he gave himself to him completely, clinging tightly to him - he didn't want it to end already, wanted to keep Hyunjin with him as close as possible, for as long as possible.

But it didn't take long until the blond-haired reached his climax as well. Riding out his high, becoming with Felix a mess of sweat, cum, and heavy breathing - both completely wrecked, yet satisfied.

They stayed like that for a few moments, felt as if they were melting into one.

Before Hyunjin finally pulled out of Felix and dropped down beside him - already pulling the younger into another kiss as they still gasped for air. But at that moment, the older one's plush lips seemed to be able to give Felix so much more life than oxygen.

Until the blond broke their kiss and pulled himself up with a soft smile. "I'll clean us up real quick." He brushed the sweaty strands from Felix's face - looked at him again with that inexplicably dark, warm gaze - before disappearing into the bathroom to grab a damp towel.

The sudden silence in those brief moments of solitude pressed painfully into Felix's consciousness - threw him back into reality. Enough to make his feelings of happiness overshadowed by worry, to make his thoughts overflow.

"Are you okay, Lix? Is something wrong, did I hurt you?" asked Hyunjin worriedly, who came back and was now sitting behind him on the bed again.

"Mh-mh, everything's fine - just tired."

Hyunjin wiped Felix's body clean first, before his own. They put on only their underwear before falling back into bed, as the sheets had remained clean this time - snuggled close together.

It was almost like his heart has become fragile once he slapped the label of love on this intense feels for Hyunjin. But honestly that was ridiculous, because he - his heart - had been high on bliss, since the last months. And nothing changed, only, now the feeling was glazed with the fear of losing it, wich had evolved as soon as he could name it.

"Don't leave me."

It was like a bad joke when Felix heard himself say those words.

Flashbacks of the night of Hyunjin and Jisung's breakup and the one when they had first slept together haunted him - how could their roles have reversed so much in the past months that he was now the one who needed the other? That he craved Hyunjin so much?

"Why should I?" the taller one asked, still placing gentle kisses on Felix's shoulders - there was pure confusion in his voice as if he said something utterly irrational.

The younger would rather have burst into tears and yelled at him - Because apparently, I've developed feelings for you, but you already have someone else you like, you fucking idiot!

But he didn't want to face the possibility that Hyunjin might actually leave him, really move on. Instead, he turned to him and let his fingertips gently stroke Hyunjin's cheek down to his chest, where he let his hand linger. He traced that route with his gaze, the ring on his index finger - Hyunjin's ring - gleaming softly in the semi-darkness.

The blond had warmly placed one hand against his back, and now let his thumb circle over the soft skin.

"I don't know," Felix finally murmured in a stuffy voice, snuggling closer to Hyunjin. For now, he just wanted to savor his closeness. 

There was still slight worry in the latter's glance as he leaned over to press a kiss to Felix's forehead before pulling the blanket tighter around them. "You worry too much, Lix. I'm here for you, I'll always be here for you."

And in that moment, Felix knew he didn't want to give this up, couldn't give it up. But he also didn't want to tell the older that he had these stupid feelings for him, he couldn't - not yet.

But tomorrow was another day, and if not tomorrow, then the day after tomorrow.

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