Felix froze when Hyunjin's full lips touched his. His breath was hot where it escaped between the slightly open lips, the pressure of them against his was firm yet gentle.

This was really happening right now, wasn't it?

Hyunjin really was kissing him?

It wasn't imagination.

The silver-haired had clawed his fingers so tightly into the leather of the barstool that his knuckles stood out white. For a long moment they remained in the position - hesitantly - it was as if Hyunjin was waiting.

It was something Felix could never have dreamed of - had never even thought of - not in the constellation of the situation, nor in any other. And yet his heart pounded in a frantic beat against his chest and the blood rushed loudly in his ears.

He was fighting with himself about whether they should do this - whether he should go for it.

They were under the influence of alcohol and Hyunjin was just a friend, a good friend - a friend who was going through the pain of a breakup. But deep down, he already knew what he had decided - traitorously quickly, something unknown had triumphed over his mind and shut down his thoughts.

Giving in, Felix sighed lightly, tilted his head, and placed their lips properly on each other - surrendered to the sweet temptation.

He wasn't sure why Hyunjin was kissing him but he knew it felt way too good and he had drunk enough soju that he could give in to the gentle movements of Hyunjin's lips far too easily.

The blond-haired pressed closer between his thighs - letting his hands travel up Felix's slim waist, leaving a tickling feeling even through the thin fabric - and he couldn't think of a reason to stop him. He eased his hands off the stool and buried them in Hyunjin's soft hair instead, undoing the bun he had only laboriously made with ease.

Their initially tender kiss degenerated even faster into a heated tongue kiss than Felix had downed his soju earlier. Hyunjin's fingers slipping under his t-shirt were hot and made him shiver - they were addictive for more. He moaned into the kiss as he pressed himself even closer - nothing left to lose.

Somehow, they made it to Hyunjin's bedroom kissing, pressed hot against each other, while tossing off their tops along the way - moments passed frantically.

Completely lost in the wet heat of Hyunjin's mouth and hands all over him, brushing over every piece of bare skin that was newly revealed - all that existed and mattered to him at that moment was Hyunjin.

He had him laying on his back on his bed, his open mouth on one of his nipples. One of his hands was determinedly rubbing over the front of his pants. And Hyunjin's necklace, which brushed over his skin with each of his movements as well, gave the younger goosebumps - letting the tingling feeling spread further across his skin.

These moments all flashed by faster than Felix could even keep track of them until he realized with sudden clarity that he was lying completely naked - except for his jewelry - under Hyunjin, who was about to turn him over. His fingers and mouth were dangerously close to his bum.

"Fuck- wait." he gasped, seeking eye contact with the blond-haired. The latter looked at him from under his long lashes of dark eyes, his full lips now brushing his hip bone - he looked so fucking hot. "I-I have to dance tomorrow."

He probably could've stopped everything in that brief moment of clarity -  perhaps should have stopped. But the thought left him again in the next second, lost in the overwhelming daze of alcohol, desire, and Hyunjin. Whose lips now moved to something else, grinning devilishly.

It wasn't that Felix had never gotten a blowjob before, but this one felt so intense. Licking, sucking, swallowing - Hyunjins hot, wet tongue against his shaft.

His thoughts spun and the alcohol made the structures of the room - tinted in the soft neon lights of the city - seem equally swaying and ethereal. It was as if he was floating as he rolled his hips against Hyunjin's mouth cavity, gasping and moaning - his fingers buried deep in silky, blond hair.

The latter let go of Felix's erection, to kiss up along his upper body to finally claim his lips again. Felix determinedly pressed his tongue against Hyunjin's lips until he was let in, only to have his remaining sanity swept away by a hand on his cock in the next moment.

The hand movements were fast, harsh, uncoordinated, and uncontrolled, but the hand was hot and wet - and Hyunjin's - so it wasn't long before Felix was cumming - all moaning and whimpering. He panted exhaustedly, his eyes closed and hair strands falling into his face tickling his skin, his thoughts still scattered - he felt dazed and light.

"Fuck- that's hot. You're so damn hot, Lix." suddenly murmured Hyunjin, in a husky tone that sent a pleasant shiver down his spine.

Felix's eyes opened at the sight of Hyunjin kneeling over him. Pants and boxers pushed halfway down his thighs, one hand stroking his own erection in rapid rhythm, while he still propped the other next to his head.

Felix's breath hitched as he tried to bring it under control, his heart beating even louder, even more pounding than before.

Hyunjin's defined muscles were accentuated on one side by the pale light streaming in from the living room through the tiny crack in the door, and on the other side by the city lights at night. 

Felix watched him in awe, not even blinking, unable to pull himself away from the stunning sight of Hyunjin.

His gaze, in turn, flitted over Felix's entire appearance - from his chest rising and falling far too quickly to his slightly parted, swollen lips, to his damp hair and flushed cheeks, back to the white mess covering his abs.

It was only at that moment that the silver-haired spied the older's navel piercing. As if in a trance he reached out to lightly stroke the skin around the gem and Hyunjin, groaning, finally came. His eyes locked with Felix's.

They entwined their gazes - completely caught up in the moment - before the taller one eventually collapsed at Felix's side, half lying on top of him. He buried his face in the warm crook of his neck, feeling the other's equally rapid heartbeat against his.

"Please, don't ever leave me again. Stay with me," he muttered, his breathing still irregular against the soft skin.

A lump formed in Felix's throat and he tried to swallow it - a sudden heaviness overcame him. Hazy, he ran his fingers delicately through Hyunjin's blond hair before closing his eyes and focusing entirely on the presence of the other - it felt almost overwhelming. "Don't worry, I'll be here for you, Hyune" he promised softly.