I'm so unpredictable. I become upset at the littlest things at times and laugh at the big things other times. I laugh at the smallest things sometimes, and don't find a hilarious joke funny at all at times. I'm a crying bruising mess one second and a unicorn the next. On cloud nine one second and freefalling the very next.

Maybe you find me difficult to understand and/or bear with, but maybe you should try, for the results may be far better than you expected and totally worth it. Maybe you don't want to trouble yourself with me, but you ought to try, for the things we've suffered for have the sweetest fruits. Maybe I like you for no reason at all, or maybe for something pretty specific. Maybe, just maybe, I'll be worth your time and effort. Maybe I irritate you, but know that I'm just playing. I heard someone say that we scold and annoy the life out of those we care about. So if I scold you, consider yourself lucky.

You may not give a damn about me, but know that I do. I do want you to care but if you won't, I can manage. I can adapt, and I will. This is how I am, take it or leave it.
So long as I care, I'll live. I don't need you if you don't want me. I can manage. I won't divide myself and give you a colossal part of me so you can play roulette with it. I will learn to live side by side with you, a little sad of you leave, but I will manage. If we make it, we'll be in sync. But we will not be parts of each other. I won't change myself for you, and I don't expect you to change yourself for me. I am who I am, and I love who I am.

Peace out. *drops mic and then picks it up because she doesn't want to be rude or disrespectful*

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