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CHAPTER#79: KNOWING HIS SUFFER

Radhe Krishna

The real happy
endings come after a
story with lots of ups
and downs.

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Feb 20 2028
Singhania Mansion

Jay came down after getting ready for office and calling Riya but stopped by seeing Swara and Sanskar who were standing infront of him and Swara was looking at him with moist eyes being emotional.

"Bhai" Swara called him but he ignored her and started to move towards dining table.

"Bhai, won't you talk with me?" Swara said in crying tone but Jay was moving like he was not hearing anything.

"If I would have really died in that accident then you would have talked with me right?" Swara said without realising her words impact.

"Swaraaa" Sanskar and Jay shouted loudly in anger and Jay marched towards her angrily. Swara realised what she blurted out unknowingly and looked at Jay who was seeing her with furious eyes.

"What did you say?" Jay asked her while giving angry glare to her while holding her shoukder. Swara got scared by seeing his anger.

"Bhai, Woh...." Swara stammered to say by seeing his anger.

"Don't you dare Swara. If you speak rubbish again then no one will be worst than me" Jay said angrily.

"Jay" Riya said while coming near him as he was shouting on Swara.

"Do you know how much we missed you. You are not anyone Swara to ignore you, you are my sister. We might haven't connected by blood but we are connected by heart. I loves you more than I do Riya and Sanskar" Jay said while eyeing Riya who smiled at him by listening him.

"Do you know how much I blamed myself for that accident. If I hadn't took you with me to Mumbai then that accident wouldn't have happened. And if I hadn't allowed you to go outside on that day, that accident wouldn't have happened. If I had searched you properly then you would have been with us in all these years. No one would have suffered by loosing you. It's all because of me right? I was already in guilt so don't make me feel guilt more talking about like that" Jay poured her heart out everything as his eyes were red in tears.

"No Bhai, it's not your fault in it. It's all our fate. Please don't blame yourself for me" Swara said while holding his hand while crying. Jay just pulled her and hugged her tightly.

"I am sorry. I was angry on myself not on you. I was scared to look into your eyes and talk with you. I have become your sufferings all these years. Whenever I saw Sanskar, just your face used to come infront of me. Even I was scared to show my face to him in guilt. I am sorry for getting angry on you" Jay said being emotional as his eyes were teary.

Swara broke the hug and wiped his tears.

"Don't be sorry Bhai. Just remember that you are not reason for anything it's just destiny game that we suffered but now we are together that's what matter now. Please don't blame yourself. Promise me that you won't think about past anymore" Swara asked him while forwarding her hand. Jay looked at her emotionally and then at her hand. Swara signed to do. Jay kept his hand on her hand with smile and all smiled by seeing them.

It's been 20 days Swasan came back to home with kids. Both Saras and Sanu were full happy by getting everyone's love. Swasan were very happy by seeing them happy. Everyone was pampering her like before even house was filled with children then also she was the first priority of everyone in home. Arav and Arohi also came to meet them and all thanked him for saving Swara.

Sanskar used to come early from office to spend some time with Swara and children. He was waiting for their birthday because he wanted to give surprise to her. It's on next week so he was making arrangements without Swara's knowledge. Aashi became big sister for everyone. Saras, Sanu, Anshi and Riyaan all loves her and listen to her whatever she said. Even Aashi also loves them equally. Saras was very naughty among them and troubled everyone with his naughtiness and he even included Sanu, Anshi and Riyaan in his team. Sanu and Anshi used to fight for Sanskar to sit on his lap but Sanskar was handling them very well as they became very possessive for Sanskar. Sanskar was giving his love which they craved for since birth and also pampering them more. Swara used to scold him for spoiling them but Sanskar used to say that he will handle them.

March 1 2028
Maheswari Mansion

Sanskar was getting ready for office and tying his neck tie. Swara came near him and stood infront of him holding his tie and started to make knot. Sanskar raised his eyebrows by looking at her who came by herself without calling her. Sanskar pulled her through waist while caging her in his embrace.

"What a surprise wifey! Your mood is bit romantic today" Sanskar asked her with teasing smile.
Swara finished his tying tie around his neck and hit his chest playfully while giving angry glare.

"Why? don't I become romantic?" Swara asked him while making cute angry face.

"When I told? But timing is wrong because I am going to office and you are seducing me from your this gesture then how will I able to go office?" Sanskar said while leaning towards her. Swara kept palm in-between their face. Sanskar frowned by seeing it and Swara giggled by seeing his annoyed face.

"Try to come early" Swara said while looking at him.

"Is there anything special?" Sanskar asked her with raised eyebrow questioningly.

"Do you need anything special to come home early" Swara asked him making cute pout. Sanskar pecked her pout not able to resist himself and Swara looked at him with wide eyes.

Sanskar leaned towards her face and slowly placed his lips on her pulling her more and started to kiss her slowly. Swara also responded to his kiss and soon it turned into passionate kiss. They broke the kiss out of breathe and joined their forehead.

"I will try to come early" Sanskar said and kissed her forehead lovingly. Swara smiled while nodding her head.
Swara wiped his lips with her saree pallu and adjusted his coat properly. Sanskar smiled in return and both came out from the walk in closet and then Swara gave him his office bag with mobile.

"Where is Saras and Sanu?" Sanskar asked Swara.

"They must be with Uttara as she took them with her in the morning to garden" Swara said while giving his things to him.

Both went down and saw everyone was gathering to dining table for morning breakfast.

"Good morning everyone" Sanskar greeted everyone and everyone greeted him back with smile.

Saras and Sanu also came with Uttara.

Saras sat beside Sanskar on chair and Sanu on his lap as always. Swara tried to make her sit on chair but she denied.

"Papa, we want to go wonderland" Saras asked Sanskar while bending towards him little so that Swara couldn't hear him.

Sanskar chuckled by seeing him whispering.

"Sure champ, on Sunday pakka" Sanskar said in low tone with smile.

"Papa, don't tell Mumma, she will scold us" Saras said again while eyeing Swara.

"What are you both whispering ?" Swara asked them with narrowed eyes.

"Nothing Mumma, I am asking Papa to come home early and will play games" Saras said covering immediately while grinning widely and Swara gave him look 'is it really'

"Yes mumma, it's really" Saras said while making innocent face and Swara signed and then started to feed him.

"Sanskar give her to me and you have your breakfast. You are getting late" Swara said to Sanskar.

"No, I want to eat with Papa's hand only" Sanu said while snuggling more to Sanskar.

"Let it be Swara, why you always behind her. I am MD so no one will question me if I get late. My princess is more important than my office. Hey na princess" Sanskar said with smile.

"Yes Papa, Mumma is jealous of us" Sanu smiled with wide grin and stuck out her tongue to Swara. Swara signed by seeing father daughter duo and all smiled by seeing their Nok jhok.

All men left to their respective office and Swara was helping Sujata in kitchen.

"Mom, shall I go to meet Maa?" Swara asked Sujata in requesting tone.

"No" Sujata said in stern tone making Swara looked at her with shock. Swara got upset by listening that she didn't ask anything further. She started to do her work silently and Pari, AP looked at Sujata with confused face like what she was saying.

"Swara" Sujata called her softly and Swara looked at her while lifting her head.

"Do you feel insecure or do you find any discrimination by us?" Sujata asked her and Swara looked at her confusingly.

"No Mom, I never felt insecure. This is my house why should I feel insecure and about discrimination, you never did with me infact you love me more than anyone in this home" Swara said with a smile.

"Then why did you ask me before?" Sujata questioned her.

"Mom Woh.." Swara was searching words to say.

"Swara, your place in this family has never changed even after four years also. You don't need to request or plead to anyone. You have all the rights to do anything or go anywhere. We are not that in laws who put restrictions on their daughter in law. You are daughter of this house more than daughter in law and about going to your home. You don't need to request us and just told us that you are going there" Sujata said while cupping her face.

"Sorry Mom and love you" Swara said while hugging her.

"Inform Sanskar, he will pick you up while coming back from office" Sujata said to her.

"Ok Mom" Swara said while going out from kitchen.

Swara reached Raichand Mansion with both kids and entered inside.

"Naani" Saras shouted loudly in excitement by seeing Nandini who was saying something to worker. Nandini turned towards and got happy by seeing them.

"Swara" Nandini rushed towards them by leaving her work.

She kneeled down infront of them and hugged both tightly while embracing.

"My little munchkins, I missed you so much" Nandini said and broke the hug and then kissed their forehead.
Then she got up and hugged Swara.

"You came alone?" Nandini said while looking behind.

"Yes Maa, I wanted to see you and Papa" Swara said while moving inside.

"Your Papa went to office" Nandini said

"Nani, where is Nanu?" Sanu asked her while running inside.

"Sanu slow, you will fall. Nanu went to office" Nandini said making puppy face.

"Who said I went to office? I went to buy chocolates for my princess and Prince" Arjun said from behind.
All turned towards Arjun who was standing while extending his hands. Both ran towards Arjun and Arjun bent little and both jumped in his embrace.
Arjun hugged them while laughing and kissed their both heads and then he broke the hug.

"How is my princess and Prince doing?" Arjun asked them while smiling.

"I am superb Nanu. Nanu chocolates" Sanu asked him.

"Yes my princess I brought chocolates" Arjun said and looked behind Vikram who was standing while holding chocolate boxes. He took it from his hand and gave it to both of them.

"Thank you Nanu" Both said and kissed his cheeks and Arjun laughed by seeing them.

"Arjun, you went to office right?" Nandini asked him while coming near him.

"Swara texted me that she is coming home so I came back to spend my time with my little muchkins" Arjun said while picking both in his arms and moved inside.

Swara and Nandini went to kitchen by leaving kids with Arjun and Arjun started to play with them.

"How is Ragini?" Nandini asked her.

"She is fine Maa. I asked her to leave office work and stay in home but she don't listen anyone" 0Swara said while cutting veggies.

"Even I asked but she denied. I don't know why this girl obsessed with her work" Nandini said with a sign.

"How is Sanskar?" Nandini asked her.

"He is fine Maa, infact more than happy. I never saw him this much happy whenever he is with kids" Swara said with smile.

"It's good to listen that he is smiling again like before" Nandini said with sad chuckle.
Swara stopped chopping veggies and looked at Nandini with confused face.

"Maa, is there something which I don't know?" Swara asked her with confused face by sensing something was in her talk.

"Did he tell you what happened after accident?" Nandini asked her and looked up to Swara who was giving her confused look. Nandini understood that she doesn't know so she took deep breathe and looked at Swara.

"After accident he was in coma for nearly 6 months" Nandini said making Swara hell shocked.

"What?" Swara exclaimed in shock.

"Maa, what did you say?" Swara asked her in trembling tone.

"He was in coma nearly 6 months. After waking up from coma, he was shouting only your name and was telling that he will go to search for you and used to become aggressive sometimes. It got very difficult for us to handle him so everyone told him that you died and we did your funeral. Afterwards he was almost became silent and didn't talk with anyone. He was alive but lost himself the day you left him. We got so much worried for him as he was used to stay in room and locked himself in a room. Everyone tried hard to bring him out but he refused to come out. He was always holding your photo and used to cry in night and then sleep holding your photo only. He started to talk when Anshi was born and she made him smile. He started to talk with Anshi and then Anshi became his mediation. Slowly slowly he started to talk with everyone. That's why Anshi was very possessive about Sanskar more than her parents and even Sanskar also loves her more. He lost his smile with you only and he used to get panic attacks at night and then woke up while shouting your name. Now only I am seeing him laughing whole heartedly after 4 years" Nandini said and wiped her tears. Swara's eyes became wet and silent tears started to flow on her cheeks by knowing his pain.

"He didn't tell me anything Maa" Swara said with choked voice while pressing her lips so that she couldn't cry infront of her mother.

"He didn't want to make you feel his pain" Nandini said while wiping her tears and Swara hugged her tightly.

"He is very bad Maa" Swara said in complaining tone and Nandini smiled little and then broke the hug.

"Now wash your face otherwise your papa will scold me by telling this as he asked everyone not to discuss with you" Nandini said Swara nodded her head and went to washroom to wash her face.
Afternoon they had lunch and sitting living hall and kids were playing infront of them.

"Did you inform Sanskar that you are coming here?" Arjun asked her.

"Yes papa, I told him and he is coming to pick up us at evening" Swara said while giving him fake smile. Since she heard about his sufferings, her mind was not present here but thinking about Sanskar only.

"Swara" Arjun called her but Swara was in deep thoughts.

"Swara" Nandini shook her little and Swara brought out from her thoughts and then looked at them.

"Did you say something?" Swara asked them.

"Are you ok?" Nandini asked her with concern.

"Yes Maa, I am fine" Swara said while composing herself.

"Maa, my head is aching little, shall I take small nap?" Swara asked her. Arjun looked at her confusingly like what happened to her suddenly.

"Ok you go" Nandini said while blinking her eyes to Arjun.

"Saras, Sanu" She called them who were playing with their toy bicycle.

"You go, I will take care of them" Nandini said further and Swara nodded her head and then went to her room.

She entered her room and looked around to see their photos on everywhere which were hanging on wall. She came near their wedding photo and caressed it with smile and then her eyes welled up by seeing each photo of them.

She looked at her mobile by listening beep sound. She opened it and found as it was from Sanskar. A smile crept on her lips by seeing it.

Sanskar
"Have you done lunch?"

Swara smiled by reading it.

"Yes, we had lunch and what about you?" Swara typed and hit send button. Again she received another message.

Sanskar
"What my queen, princess and champ doing?"

"Your queen is missing you terribly and your princess and Prince were playing with their Nanu and Nani" Swara replied

Sanskar
"What a wonder! She is missing her king when she is with her parents"

"When you will you come to home to pick up. I wanted to see you badly" Swara replied and sent with sad emoji.

Sanskar who was texting her message got confused by reading her message because she wanted to see her parents that's why she went there but now telling me that she is missing me. Is she ok? Or something happened to her? Sanskar thought in her mind and called Atul immediately.

Atul came inside

"Atul cancel my all meetings now and I am going home" Sanskar said making Atul confuse but he doesn't have dare to question him. Sanskar pulled his coat from chair and rushed outside.

Sanskar reached Raichand Mansion and entered inside hurriedly and stopped by seeing Arjun and Nandini who were playing with Saras and Sanu in living hall. He composed himself and walked inside with normal reaction.

"Papa" Sanu said loudly by seeing Sanskar. She got down from the bicycle and ran towards Sanskar while extending her hand. Sanskar picked her up and kissed her cheeks.

"What is my princess doing?" Sanskar asked her while moving towards Arjun. Arjun and Nandini got confused by seeing him at this hour as Swara told them that he will come at evening but got happy by seeing him.

"Sanskar you? I mean Swara told that you will come at evening" Arjun asked him.

"Yes Papa, I don't have any meeting so thought to meet you both" Sanskar said with smile and put Sanu down and then took blessings from them.

"Where is Swara?" He asked while roaming his eyes around. Nandini got to know that he must be here because of Swara and she smiled by reading his mind.

"She told that she had little headache and sleeping in room. You can go" Nandini told him with smile.

"Ok Maa, I will just come. Champ , princess you both play with Nanu and Nani, I will just come" Sanskar said softly and they nodded their head in yes like obedient children.

"Sanskar did you have lunch?" Nandini asked him from behind as he came on lunch time.

"I had in office Maa" Sanskar turned and replied. Nandini nodded her head in yes and Sanskar moved towards Swara's room.

Sanskar reached Swara's room and pushed her room door without making sound and entered inside. He saw Swara who was sleeping while keeping her hand on her eyes. Sanskar came near bed and sat beside her while keeping his coat on couch. He slowly caressed her hairs. Swara who felt someone's presence opened her eyes and looked beside by removing her hand from her eyes. She got surprised by seeing him there.

"Sanskar you here?" Swara got up immediately by seeing him.

"Yes, I was missing you so much that's why I came. By the way I wasn't having any meeting or extra work so thought to meet Maa and Papa with you" Sandkar lied because he was worried about her.

"Why don't you say, you came leaving all your work because of me?" Swara said while smiling and held his hand in her hands. Sanskar looked at her with surprised eyes.

"I can come to know everything about you Sanskar just be reading your face" Swara said while looking into his eyes. Sanskar took deep sign and pressed his hands on her.

"I was worried about you so I couldn't concentrate on my work that's why I came directly to meet you. Work is not important to me more than you all" Sanskar said while looking into her eyes back.

"What happened? Is something bothering you?" Sanskar asked her with worried eyes.
Swara pressed her lips not to cry by listening him. Sanskar saw her eyes which were filling with tears. At last a sob escaped from her mouth and she hugged him tightly and started to cry loudly making Sanskar more worried and tensed.

"Swara what happened?" Sanskar asked her worriedly and trying to break the hug but Swara gripped his shirt more tightly.

"Swara you are making me scare. Anyone told you something or anything happened?" Sanskar asked her while rubbing her back to make her calm.

"You are very bad Sanskar, I hate you" Swara said in between her cry while hitting his chest with her fist.

"Swara, Swa..Ra" He held her hand and broke the hug forcefully and looked at her confusingly that what happened to her suddenly? and why she was crying like this? This was making him more worried and tensed about her.

"Swara look at me" Sanskar tried to cup her face but again she hugged him while burying her face in his chest. Sanskar tried to make her calm but failed so he let her cry how much she wanted and he was stroking her hairs.

"Swara it's enough! How much will you cry? What will Sanu and Saras will think that their papa made their Mumma cry" Sankar said with chuckle to cheer her up.

"Why you love me so much?" Swara broke the hug and looked at him with her red puppy eyes.
Sanskar looked at her with unsure look like he heard it wrong

"Why you love me so much ,Sanskar?" Swara asked him again with hurtful tone.

"Its just I don't know. I know you love me more than I do" Sanskar said while cupping her face.

"No, that's why you couldn't share with me about your suffering after the accident so that I won't get pain right?" Swara asked him with painful tone.

"No Swara nothing like that. After four years I got my happiness and my life. I didn't want you to know about me and blame yourself for everything. I didn't want to see you in pain by knowing about me. It's past, let it be past. Now we have bright future with our children. I don't want you to think about past and spoil our present" Sanskar said softly while trying to make her understand.

"I love you" Swara said while looking into his eyes.

"I love you too" Sanskar said and kissed her forehead and then her eyes which were teary. Swara felt shivered in her body by feeling his cold lips on her burning eyes. Swara hugged him again with closed eyes and Sanskar started to stroke her hairs lovingly.

"Did you have lunch?" Swara asked him with closed eyes.

"Hmmm I had in office" Sanskar replied with closed eyes as he was leaning on bedpost and hugging Swara.

"Sanskar" Swara called him

"Hmm" Sanskar just hummed.

"You must be tired, get some sleep and sleep properly" Swara said while opening her eyes and tried to sit straight while coming out from his embrace.

"I will get relax if you are with me even how much I get tired" Sanskar said while pulling her himself and lied on bed properly by hugging Swara.

"Sanskar" Swara called him again but Sanskar interrupted her.

"Let me sleep for sometime and you also sleep. I know you are also sleepy" Sanskar said while looking at her.

"Sanskar, I am saying...." She was stopped by as Sanskar placed his lips on her and started to kiss her making her shut. Soon Swara also started to respond him and after sometime they broke the kiss but Swara hit his chest
playfully.

"Ouch" Sanskar winced with fake pain.

"Shut up! What was that?" swara asked him with glare.

"What!" Sanskar asked her with non caring look.

"Now what you did?" Swara asked him while glaring with fake anger.

"Correction Mrs. Maheswari. You also responded to my kiss so it's not only my fault" Sanskar said with smirk. Swara shut her mouth by listening him and looked down to hide her red cheeks but soon composed herself and then looked at him while giving glare.

"I was going to say that kids must be come anytime that's why I was saying you to sleep properly" Swara said to him.

"I was sleeping properly even I was getting nice sleep but you are ruining my sleep now" Sanskar said pulling her again.

"Sanskarrr" Swara called but he didn't give any heed to her words and tightened his grip on her and then closed his eyes. Swara signed by seeing him and then smiled by seeing his drama. She also closed her eyes to take small nap.
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To be continued...

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