Radhe Krishna

I promise my heart, along
with my love to you. I will be
faithful and true. I promise to always be there for you. I will cherish you untill the end of time. God made me complete when he brought you into my life.

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"No Swara...." Sanskar said with blank expression while looking at her on which Swara got shocked and her eyes filled with tears.

Swara got up and stood while staring at him with teary eyes.

"You are lying Sanskar, I know you also love me but not saying. I can see  irrevocable love in your eyes for me" Swara said with choked voice and tears were threatening to fall down from her eyes.

Sanskar's heart shrunk by seeing her tears. He never wanted to make her cry or see tears in her eyes but should he able to keep this promise for life long.

"Tell me Sanskar, don't you love me? You never felt anything for me in these all months? These all care, affection, love....is it just fake? don't say it's just for friendship?" Swara said while chuckling.

Sanskar closed his eyes in pain by listening her. More than her, he was feeling pain by seeing her. He was making her cry on her special day which he had planned to make her happy..

Flashback

In party Sanskar was standing behind Arjun and Nandini little far away from them and Swara was not around them.

"Hello Mr. Gadodia, congratulations"  Mr. Gupta who was film producer wished him.

"Thank you Mr. Gupta" Arjun said with professional smile.

"How is everything?" Gupta asked him.

"You see only, everything is fine" Arjun said.

"Have you thought about Swara and her career life?" Gupta asked him. Sanskar's attention went towards him who was standing behind them but Arjun was unaware of him.

"Means?" Arjun asked him confusingly not getting his point.

"I mean to say, my son Aditya is also top actor in film industry. If they make a couple then their career and life also will be best. They can lead a happy life and also can get big name if they acts in movie together. Your sister can lead luxurious life with my son and also she can live her life how she wants" Gupta said on which Arjun looked at him with still eyes like what he was saying. He got angry and fisted his hand to control his anger not to burst out on him infront of his guests. Nandini quickly held his hand and nodded no through her eyes. Sanskar felt someone had twisted his heart roughly by listening him. Untill he never thought about this. Would he able to keep her happy like she is living now? Would he able to complete her wish and give her luxurious life which every girl wants? He was a middle class boy but she was princess who was living in palace. He knew Swara was not that type of girl who cared about status and money but he couldn't promise to give her luxury life.

"Thanks for your concern Mr. Gupta. I gave full freedom to my sister to choose her career and life decisions. Whomever she will choose, I will gladly accept with my whole heart because I know my sister always choose which is best and living in luxurious life, my sister never gives importance to these all things, money, name, fame" Arjun said with professional smile.

"Yes.." Mr Gupta said with tight smile by feeling embarrass.

"Please excuse us" By saying this Arjun moved out from there by holding Nandini's hand.

Sanskar also moved towards the exit gate to parking lot with blank expression on his face.

Flashback ends...

"Sanskar, say something. Don't stand like statue, give me answer. Don't you love me?" Swara asked him.

"I love you more than my life Swara but..." Sanskar stopped and looked at her with teary eyes. Swara got happy by listening him that he also loves her as her eyes brighten with happy tears but got confused by stopping his talk.

"But what Sanskar?" Swara asked him desperately for to say further.

"But I don't deserve you Swara" Sanskar said and turned other side to control his tears which was threatening to fall and Swara got shock by listening this.

Swara came to close to him and held his face in her palms and turned his face towards her by facing her but Sanskar was looking down.

"Sanskar look at me" Swara said while looking at him but Sanskar didn't.

"Sanskar please look at me" Swara pleaded him on which Sanskar slowly lifted his eyes and looked at her who was looking at him with immense love in her eyes for him.

"Tell me, why don't you deserve me?" Swara asked him with desperate eyes to listen him.

"Is there any fault in me or did I do something wrong with you?" Swara asked him.

"No Swara, you are pure and perfect in everything but I am not" Sanskar said while looking at her. Swara got more confused by listening him and kept looking at him only to continue.

Sanskar removed her hands from his cheeks and held it in his hands.

"You are living in palace Swara. I am a middle class boy who earns just for living other than nothing I have to give you and I can't afford to give you luxurious life which you are in living now. I love you but that love is not enough to lead a happy life Swara. I can't give you whatever you want and wish. Also your career, it will be difficult for you if you are with me" Sanskar said with choked voice. Swara got shock by listening him as well as angry on him by thinking nonsense. She jerked his hand making Sanskar startled and shocked. Sanskar looked at her who was burning in anger with red eyes. Swara fisted her palm to control her anger and looked at him with red angry eyes making him get more scare by her look.

"What you think yourself ha? you only think yourself Sanskar. Why don't you think about me also what I want and what I need?" Swara shouted at him loudly with hurt voice. Sanskar was going to say but Swara showed her hand to him.

"You are selfish Sanskar. You don't think about me except yourself. How could you think that I need money, luxurious life and all these nonsense things? I thought you understood me very well but I am wrong, you didn't understand me. It's my fault right that I never able to get that much trust from you. You are taking decision about my life also without asking me" Swara held his shirt collar and asked him with painful tone.

"Say Sanskar, do you think that I care about money and luxurious life that you are thinking this cheap" Swara asked him.

Sanskar quickly kept his finger on her lips.
"Don't say like that. I never thought about you like this, I trust you Swara but it's cold truth that I don't have anything to give you other than shelter and three times food" Sanskar said with low voice.

"I don't need that luxurious life, money, name and this fame. I just need your love which you have for me. I had everything but I didn't have happiness and couldn't find happiness in them which I get when I am with you. I just want you Sanskar, your love is enough for me to be happy. I am ready to live on footpath with you if you want, there also I can live happily while smiling with my whole heart. But don't push me away from you by giving this lame excuse of status. I was alone all these years till you come but don't make me alone by pushing far from you. I can't live without you Sanskar. I love you...." Swara sat down on floor while crying.

Sanskar was feeling vulnerable by seeing her state. He never thought he would become reason of her tears.

Sanskar sat on his both knees infront of her and he held her face in his both palms on which Swara looked at him by lifting her eyes from which tears were flowing continuously.

Sanskar slowly wiped his tears with his both thumbs.

"I am sorry" Sanskar said by feeling guilty for hurting her.

"I am sorry for hurting you. It just something got in my head that I forgot to think rationally and made you cry. I never wanted to make you cry but I was helpless. I thought that I don't deserve you. I thought only about me that I forgot to think straight. Please forgive me for hurting you, I won't think like this again and hurt you. Please forgive me for last time" Sanskar apologized her as tears were flowing from his eyes.

Swara looked at him and wiped his tears by her hands.

"But on one condition" Swara said with attitude.

"What condition?" Sanskar asked her with confused look by looking at her.

Swara stood up and Sanskar also got up while looking at her.

"If you think like that again nonsense then surely I will kill you with my bare hands. And give me my birthday gift?" Swara said with twitching her noes with cute angry red nose. Sanskar chuckled by listening her.

Sanskar kneeled down on his knees making Swara look at him with surprised eyes as well as confuse.

"First I am asking forgiveness for hurting you on this special day of yours. I am ready to get any punishment by you for my whole life if I do something wrong again like this but please don't leave me. I can't live without you also.
Ms. Swara Gadodia ....
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...Yes, I want to spend my whole life with you and cherish you, want to see your smile every day and make you happy. I want to hold your hand throughout my life if it's happy or sorrow. Will you give me that privileged to hold your hand? Will you ready to spend your whole life with me?" Sanskar asked her while forwarding his hand. Swara's eyes filled with tears with happiness by listening him that her love is loving her back. She sat on her knees infront of him and started to hit on his chest making Sanskar chuckle.

"I will kill you if you do again like this. I love you too...yes I want to spend my life with you...only with you....don't leave me Sanskar, I will die without you" Swara said with choked voice and hugged him tightly.
Sanskar also hugged her back while smiling through tears.

"Don't talk about death even I can't live without you..." Sanskar said while tightening his grip on her.

Sanskar broke the hug after a minute and looked at her eyes which were red due to crying. He felt guilty by seeing her big red puppy eyes as still her eyes were teary. He wiped her tears with his both thumbs and his both palm on her cheeks.

"Happy Birthday to you my love and I love you" Sanskar said while looking at her with smile on his face.

"I love you too" Swara said with bright smile on her face.

Sanskar came close to her face while staring deep into her eyes and then his eyes went towards her trembling lips. Swara sensed him and closed her eyes for surrending herself to him. Sanskar slowly placed his lips on her and started to kiss her slowly yet passionately. Swara also started to respond him. Sanskar pulled her close to himself through her waist and one hand on her back of neck. Swara held him through his shoulders for support, both were involved in their kiss forgetting everything. Soon they broke the kiss out of air and Swara was panting heavily inorder to catch air. Both looked at each other and joined their forgead.

"I Love You" Both said in unison.
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Both were sitting on car bonnet while hugging each other. Swara was in his embrace and Sanskar was holding her in his embrace firmly. Swara's head on his chest and she was playing with his shirt buttons.

"Swara, are you sure you don't have problem with me right? It doesn't affect your career right?" Sanskar asked her with soft tone still remembering what Mr. Gupta said. Swara looked at him by lifting her head above.

"Why should I have problem when I am with my love. I don't care about my career Sanskar where I don't get  happiness. What more important to me is you Sanskar. I want nothing except you, just be with me like this till my last breath. I don't want anything palace, money, luxurious life. I just want your this tight embrace whenever I need except that big palace, I just want you to console me when I am sad other than who comes for name sake, I just want you to love me like no one did. Don't think too much that I will leave you for this money or anything.bI won't leave you even after my death also so leave that thought from your mind. Now think about me only, it's my special day and you are ruining again" Swara said in complaining tone while making cute annoyed face and Sanskar chuckled by listening her.

"Ok I am sorry, I won't talk about this never ever" Sanskar said while looking at her on which Swara gave bright smile nodding her head and hugged him again. Sanskar kissed above her hairs and closed his eyes by feeling peace having her in his embrace.

"Sanskar" Swara nudged his chest slowly by calling him and Sanskar opened his eyes and looked at her questioningly who was looking at him with big doe eyes while making cute pout.

"I am getting cold" Swara said making cute pout.

"Ohh! I am sorry...wait" saying this his he got down from the car bonnet and helped her to get down. Both got inside the back seat of car and closed the window glass.

Swara lied while keeping her head on his shoulder and closed her eyes.

"Swara, don't you want to go home?" Sanskar asked her looking at time as it's already 2 am.

"Uhu, just stay here like this. I don't want to go home now" Swara said in her sleepy tone with closed eyes.

"Arjun Bhai and Nandini Bhabhi would be worried by not seeing you there" Sanskar asked her while caressing her hairs slowly.

"I informed Bhabhi before coming with you so don't worry, let me sleep" Swara said with sleepy tone while yawning.
Sanskar chuckled by listening her sleepy tone.

"Ok atleast let me arrange this seat so that you can sleep here comfortably" Sanskar said while making her get up.
He arranged back seat like bed while adjusting it as Swara designed it according to her comfort because sometimes she used to travel night for long journey so she could get rest in car only.

Sanskar made her lie and kept cushion below her head to sleep. Swara smiled by seeing his care. Sanskar who was sitting while resting his head on car window looked at her who was smiling at him. Swara signed him to lie beside her.

"You sleep, I am comfortable here only" Sanskar said while staring at her.

Swara pulled him, made him lie beside her and kept her head on his chest. Sanskar startled with her sudden action as it happened in matter of  seconds. Sanskar looked at Swara with shocked face who was closing her eyes while keeping her head on his chest. Sanskar smiled seeing her cute antics and he slowly wrapped his hands around her protectively and felt peace having her in his embrace. Soon both drifted into peaceful sleep in each other embrace.

Swara opened her eyes slowly by feeling disturbance. She opened her eyes fully and felt soft touch below her head and got confused. She looked below to find Sanskar who was in deep slumber. Swara remembered last night confession and smiled as her cheeks turned pink into shy. She looked upon Sanskar who was sleeping peacefully,
white fair complex with sharp nose, pink lips, silky hairs which were falling on his forehead which making him more cute while sleeping with perfect body features.

"I didn't know that my Majnu is this much handsome. Why I never noticed him before? See how he looks so cute while sleeping" Swara said while looking at his sleeping figure.

She slowly moved towards his face and placed soft kiss on his forehead.

[[♪My love for you is uncontrollable.
My feelings for you are unstoppable.
Can't go a day without thinking about you.
Without you I'm not complete.
With you my heart finds its best.

My heart filled with joy because if your love.
You are my strength, and without you I'm weak.
Before you came into my life, I was
Hopeless, lonely and sad.
When you showed up, I knew that you were sent to me.

You are always here to cheer me up.
Your smile makes me shy,
And sometimes I wonder where you have been all this while,
But I'm just glad that I managed to get you in my life...

YOU FILL MY HEART WITH JOY♪ ]]

"I love you" Swara murmured on his face and slowly got up without disturbing his sleep. She came out from the car and looked around as they were still at the top of hill and no one was around them. Sun was raising slowly and making world bright.

"Today, this morning feels so beautiful" Swara said while looking at sunrise.

Swara sat on near by rock while enjoying beautiful morning view.

Sanskar opened his eyes listening mobile ringtone. He lazily opened his eyes and looked for mobile. He opened eyes fully and got confused by seeing the surrounding then he remembered as he was in the car. He looked for mobile which was ringing continuously. He found it and saw its Swara's mobile. He saw caller ID to see as it's from Arjun. He looked for Swara but she was not there so he came out from the car and was going to give her but it got cut.
He saw Swara who was sitting on big rock and moved towards her. He sat beside her and Swara saw him by feeling someone beside her.

"You woke up?" Swara asked him on which Sanskar smiled and forwarded mobile to her.

Swara saw Arjun calling again so she received.

"Hello Bhai" Swara replied.

"Where are you? You still not home so asked you. Is everything ok?" Arjun asked her with concern tone.

"Ha Bhai I am fine. I will be there in sometime" Swara said.

"Is Sanskar with you?" Arjun asked her.

"Yes Bhai, he is here only" Swara said while looking at Sanskar with corner of eyes.

"Ok, you come after completing your work. I don't have to worry as he is with you. Enjoy your time" Arjun said while smiling.

"Doll Happy Birthday" Arjun wished her at last.

"Thank you Bhai" Swara replied with bright smile.

"Where is Bhabhi?" Swara asked him.

"I am here Swara, Wish You Happy Birthday" Nandini wished her.

"Thank you Bhabhi" Swara said with smile on her face.

"I hope you are having nice time. All the best...ha don't forget to come at night, atleast let us wish you properly" Nandini teased her.

"Bhabhi.." Swara said while blushing by listening her.

"Ok..bye" Swara cut the call while smiling as still her cheeks were red.

Sanskar saw her red cheeks and smiled as he got to know that they must be teased her.

"What next?" Sanskar asked her.

"Don't know? now just stay here for sometime" Swara said while leaning on his shoulder.
Sanskar smiled and wrapped his one arm around her pulling more. Swara smuggled more in his embrace and closed her eyes.

"Will you able to come at night or not?" Sanskar asked her while driving car.

"I am not sure but will call you if I don't make it" Swara said while turning towards him.

"Ok" Sanskar replied with a smile.

Sanskar stopped the car infront of his apartment and got down from the car and Swara also came out from the car.

"Bye TC" Sanskar said while turning towards her.

"I thought my Romeo is romantic but you proved me wrong" Swara said while making cute faces.

"Me? What made you think like that? You don't know my romantic side madam" Sanskar said huskily in her ear while bending towards her.

Swara looked at him with her big doe eyes surprisingly.

Sanskar hugged her by pulling her.

"Bye TC" Sanskar said while smiling by seeing her face and broke the hug and went inside the gate while waving his hand. Swara also waved her hand and got inside the car.

14 th Feb 1995
Mumbai

Swara was sitting on car Bonet waiting for Sanskar.

"Swara" Sanskar called her from back. She turned back and saw him who was panting heavily. He came near her while panting and trying to catch breath to calm his fast beating heart.

Swara took out bottle from car and gave it to him. Boy took bottle from one hand gulped it one go. He calmed himself but and looked at girl.

"I am very sorry Swara this is last time I won't make you wait" he said while smiling sheepishly.

"This is 100 th time Mr. Sanskar Sharma, you are saying sorry" Swara said making angry face.

"Promise this is last time" he said while making puppy face.

Swara melted seeing his cute face and smiled at him "Even I won't be angry on you for a minute after seeing your this cute face" Swara said while pulling his cheeks.

"Swara" Sanskar winced in pain while rubbing his cheeks.

Swara started to laugh by seeing his irritated face.

"Here I came running to wish you but you are laughing on me? I won't talk with you and I am going" He started to move making angry face.

Swara held his hand and apologised "Achha Baba, I am sorry, I won't laugh"

Sanskar turned towards her and smiled brightly listening her and hugged her tightly "Happy valentine's day and I love you" Sanskar said while breaking the hug..

Swara smiled brightly listening him.

"Happy valentine's day to you. I love you too" Sara replied with bright smile on her face.

Sanskar kneeled infront of her. Swara got confuse because they already confessed their love then why he sat on his knee. She looked at him who was taking out small box from his jeans pocket. Sanskar opened that small box and Swara looked at that box with surprised as well as happy face while smiling.

"Sanskar this..." she said while pointing towards box while smiling through tears in happiness.

"Yes my dear princess, I want to say something to you....shall I?" He asked while looking towards her with smile and Swara nodded her head with smile.

"You know first time when I saw you at night on bus stop that moment only your these beautiful eyes stole my heart. I never thought I will meet you again and fall for you but we met again have fallen for each other and confessed our love also which was most beautiful part of my life. Now we are together as I don't want any hurdle to come in our life. You know I am not rich like you but I will try to keep you happy and make you feel like princess till my last breath. So Swara Gadodia will you marry me?" Sanskar asked while forwarding ring toward her.

Swara nodded her head in yes happily as words were not coming out from her mouth in happiness. Sanskar slide ring into her ring finger and got up. Swara hugged him tightly as tears were flowing from her eyes continuesly.

Sanskar broke the hug feeling her tears on his neck through shirt.

"Swara what happened? Why are you crying?" Sanskar asked with panic seeing her tears.

"No Sanskar, it's happy tears. You know I never thought this day will come one day and I will also get love like others. See now my love is infront of me and asking for marriage. Isn't any best moment there to ask? This is the second best day of my life. I am very much happy....very eager to marry you and come to you forever " Swara said with satisfaction smile.

Sanskar smiled and wiped her tears and kissed her forehead with love and affection

"Sanskar, you won't leave my hand in any situation and go? And leave like my family?" Swara asked with hoping eyes.

"Never ever. You are and you will be my wife in every birth. No one can take your place in my heart Swara. Most importantly I love you so much that I can't live without you" Sanskar said while joining their forehead.

"I love you too...even I can't live without you" Swara whispered on his lips, took his lips in hers and started to kiss him passionately and Sanskar also reciprocated to her.

Both broke the kiss out of air and panting heavily and trying to catch air to steady themselves. After calming bit, both looked at each other with satisfaction smile on their face.

"So soon to be Mrs. Sanskar Sharma are you ready to become mine?" Sanskar asked her while forwarding his hand. Swara was going to give hand but suddenly heard loud sound.

"Bhoom"

Both looked at the sky where sound came and saw fire crackers. They smiled seeing that.

Swara gave hand to him and Sanskar held it, both hugged each other.

28 th Feb 1995
Mumbai

Swara was reading books in her room because she was free in these day as she didn't signed for any movie so she was at home and enjoying time with Nandini. Gadodia's kept silent because they couldn't do anything infront Arjun or say anything. Sharat was pressuring them for Swara to do something or he would do something.

Swara looked at door by hearing knock on door.

"Bhai, come inside why are you standing there?" Swara asked by seeing Arjun at door step of her room.
Arjun came inside while smiling and sat infront of her on bed.

Swara looked at his face as he wanted to say something but couldn't.

"You want to say something?" Swara asked him by seeing his face.

"Hmmm actually I need to go to New York for urgent work so thinking about that only" Arjun said with sad tone. Swara's face fell by listening him.

"How many days Bhai?" Swara asked him with heavy voice.

"Two months" Arjun said while looking at her.

"Ok no problem, you go but Bhabhi?" Swara asked him. She was feeling sad to send them but she couldn't tied them with her always as they have their own life and business.

"I thought to leave her here with you but she insisting me take her with me. I don't know what should I do?" Arjun said in dilemma.

"It's better to take Bhabhi with you Bhai. I will be busy in some days so I won't able to take proper care of her like you do now and I can't trust people here" Swara said remembering Gadodia's.

"Are you sure you will be fine right?" Arjun asked her with guilt as he couldn't able to stay with her and give love to her what he promised to his parents and protect her.

"Bhai don't be guilty, I am fine and Sanskar is here with me" Swara said with smile while holding his hand.

"I am sorry and thank you" Arjun said while kissing her forehead lovingly.

Next day Both left for New York unaware of the upcoming hurricane in their life which was going to make their life upside down.
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To be continued

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