Radhe Krishna

I think of you every chance I can, because seeing you isn't enough. It' ll never be enough ..

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Swaranjali Mansion

Car stopped infront of Mansion main door. Arjun came out from the car and opened the Sara's side door then Nandini also got down from the car and came to Sara's side door.
Both helped her go get down from the car and took her inside the mansion, they made her to sit on sofa....

"Kamala" Nandini called her one of house maid.

"Ji Bhabhi" She came running and stood infront of her.

"Did you arrange the room which I told earlier" Nandini asked her.

"Ji Bhabhi" Kamala replied her and then looked at Sara who was new face to her.

"Sara let's go to your room" Nandini said while helping her to get up.

They brought her to one room which was big room with king size bed and having balcony.

They made her lie on bed and Nandini covered her with comforter.

"You take rest, we will come later" Nandini said and kissed her forehead then both went out of the room.

Sara roamed her eyes around the room and closed her eyes. As soon as she closed her eyes, drifted into deep slumber because of medicine effect.

Maheswari Mansion

Sanskar entered inside the mansion and all looked at him as all were present there already. It was evening time so they were having evening tea as well as waiting for Sara because Sanskar told them that he was bringing Sara home but he came alone so they got confused by seeing him alone.

"Sanskar" Sujata came towards him.

"Where is Sara?" She asked while looking behind him but found no one.

Sanskar realised that he haven't told the truth about Sara's parents and even all came towards him.

Sanskar looked at all and closed his eyes while taking deep breath and then opened his eyes.

"Sara went Raichand mansion" Sanskar said, before he said further Sujata started to fire her questions.

"Why, Raichand Mansion? What will she do there? Why you sent her there when you know that she is not well ha? You don't have brain that you sent her to there. Who will take care of her there? Bolo Sanskar, why you are silent?" Sujata was firing her questions without break.

"Mom, if you let me talk then I will say anything, you are asking questions without break then how will I answer?" Sanskar said with pissed off face as he already in bad mood.

"Ok now tell" Sujata said while making faces by his answer.

He told them all about Raichand being Sara's parents and all.

All were standing in shock by listening this. Sanskar looked at them after telling the truth.

"Mom" Sanskar shook her who was standing infront of him with wide eyes and shocked face. Sujata came into sense and looked at him.

"This much big thing, you didn't bother to tell us?" Sujata asked him angrily.

"Mom, I came to know about this on the day of Sara's accident" Sanskar said.

"Then why didn't you tell us on that day" Sujata asked him while raising he eyebrows.

"Mom, I wanted to tell you all but we were in hospital so thought to tell after coming home" Sanskar said calmly.

"Sujata stop, how much you will ask him?" Ap said by seeing Sanskar's tired face.

"God grace, at least she got her parents after long time. There is no problem if she will spend some days in her parents home that she will also feel good even they also desire to spend some time with their daughter" AP said while praying God.

"Sanskar, Ragini?" Pari asked coming out from her shock that she was worried for how Ragini would react. She was not her biological sister but also her love towards her didn't become less because it didn't make difference for her if she was her sister by blood or by heart but one thing she knew she was her little sister only.

Sanskar looked at her "Bhabhi, she is ok. But it takes some time to accept any relation right? So she will be fine. You don't worry about your sister, she is strong and brave and mature too to tackle all tough problems" Sanskar said with assurance on which Pari smiled back at him and Adarsh hugged her sideway to comfort her.

Sanskar went to his room after talking with them.

Sanskar entered inside the room and looked at his empty room which he was seeing after two days, felt empty without her. He looked at the bed where she always sleeps. He slowly entered inside and then moved towards another side, opened the balcony door then looked at the swing where she used to sleep while looking at the moon. He was seeing her every corner of room, he entered inside room and felt like he was listening her anklets sound while roaming around in room and felt empty because he was missing her already.

"Sara, what you did to me that I am seeing you every where and listening you but you are not here" Sanskar said while scratching his hair in frustration of not seeing her.

He sat on bed while palming his face and suddenly he remembered something then took out his mobile and dialed her number but he got reply as switched off. He frustratedly threw his mobile on bed and sat there with grumpy face as he was terribly missing her and her accident was making him go over head in tension and worry. He knew that she would be safe there but also he wanted her beside him so that he could see her and feel at ease. Her red blood stained face was only coming infront of eyes whenever he closed his eyes.

"Is she ok now?" Sanskar said with sad  tone.

"She was right infront of you in office then how you allowed to get her hurt?" His mind mocked at him.

"I was not there when accident happened?" Sanskar said in defending tone.

"Then also it's your responsibility to protect her as you are her husband and above that you are her boss" Mind  retorted him back.

"Yes, I know it's my responsibility but I was not aware about the accident like this would have happened to her" Sanskar said while trying to defend himself.

"You should try to know about it if any dangers are there around her or not, then only you will come to know about dangers and can protect her. First you should make sure that she is in safe place, it's your fault right?" His mind again asked him.

"It is really my fault?" Sanskar asked with defeated tone.

"Yes, you said you like her and care for her then is it your care which couldn't protect her?" Mind woke up his inner soul which was kept silent till now.

"No, it's not my fault. Yes I like her and care for her that doesn't mean you can blame me for her condition. I agree it's my irresponsibility that led to get hurt her unknowingly but now afterwards I will protect her like a glass doll so that no one can touch her" Sanskar shouted loudly in anger as his eyes were red and each drop of tears were battling among themselves to come out from his eyes.

Laksha who was passing by his room listened his shout and entered inside with bang being worry for him..

"Bhai" Laksha called him on which Sanskar got alert and composed himself then stood up..

"Ha Lucky" He said while trying to smile but failed miserably and avoided his contact with him.

"Bhai, why are you forcing yourself to smile when you are not wanted?" Laksha asked while coming inside after closing door.

Sanskar kept silent and walked towards balcony glass door and stood while looking out.

"What is bothering you Bhai? I am seeing you from so many days that you stopped sharing things with me and from three days I am watching you, you are not talking with anyone properly or saying anything to anyone? At least if you share with anyone then you can feel better or get solution" Laksha said in his calm tone but still Sanskar kept quite..

Laksha took deep breath and looked at his back "Ok fine, if you don't want to share with me at least talk with Jay Bhai then you can feel better" Laksha said and turned to go but stopped by hearing Sanskar.

"It's nothing like that Lucky, Jay or you, both are important to me. If there is nothing to keep hidden from you both. I know if I talk with anyone of you then I am sure I can feel better or get solution for my question but it's just that I am not getting how to explain" Sanskar said and turned towards him..

Laksha smiled little by seeing his brother confused face. He came near him and stood up infront of Sanskar while crossing his hands over his chest.

"Now tell me what is bothering you?" Laksha asked him with calm yet concerned tone.

"It's just that I am feeling guilty for Sara's condition" Sanskar said after after taking short breathe while closing eyes.

"Guilty? For what? How you are responsible for her condition?" Laksha asked him with confused face as he didn't understand his words that what he was trying to say.

"It's my responsibility to protect her as a husband and most importantly as a boss but I failed to protect her. Her face which was covered in blood, still roaming infront of my eyes, for a minute I thought I would have....lost her, Lucky" Sanskar said to him at last his voice choked to say further as huge lump formed in his throat and tears formed in his eyes but he blinked his eyes to prevent them falling down.

Laksha kept one hand on his shoulder on which Sanskar looked at him with teary eyes.

"You know Bhai, you are no.1 fool to think like that" Laksha said while smiling on which he got glare from Sanskar but it didn't affected him.

"What? I am saying truth. I know you like Bhabhi so much that's why you are feeling like this for her condition but there is nothing your fault, it's happened without knowing, for that if you keep blaming yourself then there is no solution. See in Jay's case, you were blaming yourself for his condition but truth was something else. You blamed yourself for three years so I am telling there is not your fault or anyone, it's happened coincidentally. I know why you are feeling like this and just talk with Bhabhi then you can feel better and peace yourself" Laksha said with smile. He knew his brother was fully in love with Sara but didn't mention about that because he himself wanted to realise it then only their relationship would become strong.

Sanskar felt some relieve by listening him but he was frustrating because of not able to talk with Sara.

"I was trying her mobile but it's switched off" Sanskar said with annoying face.

Laksha laughed out by listening him and also heard another laughing sound, both turned and found out Jay was standing at the door.

"Why are you both laughing?" Sanskar asked both of them with frown on his face.

Jay came inside "Here take this,  medicine for your this anger and frustration is here only then how can doctor treats you without having medicine for your disease?" Jay forwarded his hand towards Sanskar while hiding his smile even Laksha also pressed his lips not to laugh loud.

"Mobile" Sanskar looked at him confusingly while taking it from Jay's hand.

He turned front back then realised " It's Sara's mobile" Sanskar said with wide eyes.

Both laughed out loudly by seeing his reaction.

"Shut up both of you?" Sanskar said  frustratedly while glaring at them.

Both stopped their laughing and stood while making innocent face with head down.

"Here I am in serious conversation but you both are making fun of me?" Sanskar said anoyingly.

"It's you only who is taking unnecessary tension for this simple problem" Jay said slowly while seeing his serious face.

"What is simple problem? First of all I wouldn't have agreed to send her and now this mobile also here then what should I do? I don't know she is ok or not?" Sanskar said while rubbing his forehead with fingers.

Laksha and Jay were looking at him while hiding their smile.

"Dude, I have idea for your problem" Jay said while coming near him.

"What is that?" Sanskar said with raised eyebrow.

"Why don't you call Mr. Raichand to ask about her?" Jay said while giving him tight smile in return he got glare from Sanskar so he shut his mouth.

"Bhai, why don't you go to her home directly?" Laksha suggested him.

"It's best idea" Jay shouted in excitement.

"Jayyyyy" Sanskar glared at him to keep quite.

" What will they think? it's been just 2 hours since she went to her parents house. If I go there then what will they think about me and what should I answer to them?" Sanskar asked them and sat on bed with sad face.

Trio started to think, how to contact her.

"Sanskar" Sanskar and Laksha looked at Jay.

"What?" Sanskar asked him while lifting his head.

Jay told him something on which Sanskar looked at him like 'seriously'.

"Then you don't have any other way till tomorrow as Ragini will go to meet Sara then it's possible to give her mobile but till what you do? sit here and think about her only" Jay said while shrugging his shoulders.

"Come Lucky, he doesn't want to listen anything so come, he can do anything what he wants" Jay said and pretended to go with Lucky but stopped and mischievous smile was playing on their lips.

"Stop" Sanskar said and come near them.

"Ok fine, but you have to help me" Sanskar asked them on which both gave thumbs up.

"Done" both said in unison and hugged him in their bear hug. Sanskar hugged them back with smile on his face for getting them in his life.

Swaranjali Mansion

Sara woke up from the sleep and sat on bed while rubbing her eyes. At the same time Arjun entered the room and looked at her who was sitting on bed.

"How are you feeling beta?" Arjun asked her with warm smile while caressing her hairs on which Sara smiled at him.

"I am fine Papa" Sara replied with smile.

"Ok get fresh up first. Do you what to have coffee or tea?" Arjun asked her.

"Tea Papa" Sara said on which Arjun smiled while remembering something.

He took intercom and asked to bring two tea for them. He sat on couch while waiting for Sara as now she was getting recovery very fast due to all love, care and affection of family and most importantly her Sanskar's care.

Sara came after getting fresh up and sat beside him on couch, at the same time Nandini entered inside with tray in her hands.

Nandini came near them and placed tray infront of them on a small table and sat opposite to them on a bed.
She poured tea in cup for Arjun and gave him and then she took coffee mug and going to pour in another cup but stopped by Sara.

"Maa, I want tea not coffee" Sara said by seeing her.

"You also tea?" She asked her with amusingly.

"Yes, I like tea only" Sara said with smile.

"I don't know how you both like that tea as most of all likes coffee" Nandini said while giving tea cup to Sara.

"Because we are different" Arjun and Sara said in unison and then both bursted out into laughter.

Nandini was looking at them with smile as she missed these 25 years where she couldn't able to see this all.

"Nandu" Arjun called her on which Nandini came into sense.

"Haa" She looked at them.

"Where you lost?" Arjun asked her on which she nodded nothing with smile.

They sat there while talking about random things. They missed Ragini also but they needed to wait for her to come herself by accepting them little by little.

It's night time, after having dinner Sara was sitting on bed only as Arjun and Nandini didn't allow her to get down from the bed. By being with parents, Sara literally forgot about asking mobile to call Sanskar but now she didn't wanted to disturb them to ask mobile. She thought to call through landline but stopped not knowing his number and now cursing herself not remembering his number.

"Ahhh! now only I should have to forget his number. What should I do? I want to hear his voice. I know he was disturbed over something that I could have easily figured out by his actions. Now I am worrying about him, what should I do? Please God help me" She said while folding her hands looking up.

Suddenly she felt someone was knocking at balcony door. She got statled by listening knock on balcony door.

"Who must be there? Is there any thief? I will call security.....Who thief will come after escaping from this tight security. First I will see who is this?" She slowly moved towards balcony door and slides the curtain little to see but got shocked seeing Sanskar. She opened the curtain fully and stood there with shocked expression and wide eyes.

Sanskar looked at her who was standing like statue without movement. He waved his hands but she didn't budge then he knocked again glass door then only she came into sense and quickly opened the door. Sanskar came inside and closed the door.

"Ji app?" Sara asked him after coming into sense still in shock.

Sanskar looked at front door as it was closed then he took relieve sign.

He took out mobile from his pocket and gave it to her.

"I was worried so thought to call you but your mobile was with Jay then I didn't get to know what to do so came like this to give you" Sanskar said.

"You should have send this mobile with someone. If anyone see you coming you like this then what will they think?" Sara asked him mischievously by hiding her smile.

"Woh.... I..." He was fumbling while saying not getting what to say. Then only he noticed her smile who was pressing her lips to control her smile. He got amused by her this change of behaviour but he liked it then he looked at her with hidden smirk on his face.

"Why they will think irrational when her husband is with her?" He asked her coming near her. Sara who saw him coming nearer her, stepped back by feeling him closure.

"I wanted to come from front door but what will your parents think about me that her husband can't stay for a minute without his wife so came here like this" Sanskar said while coming forward to her while Sara was moving back.

Suddenly Sara's back touched with wall, Sanskar put his both hands on both side of her head while looking into her eyes.

"Do you have any problem?" Sanskar asked still looking into her eyes on which Sara nodded her head in no, words were not coming from her mouth and her breath got hitched in her lungs by his dead closeness. His closeness was affecting her and making her feel nervous and she was loosing herself.

Suddenly Sanskar came into sense by his mobile vibration. He moved back and stood with safe distance.

"I wanted to see you and confirm that you are fine or not. I know you will be safe here but my inner peace, I wanted to check so came here" Sanskar said with little smile. Sara was gazing at him with her still eyes.

"Good night...get well soon..bye take care. I will call you tomorrow" Sanskar said and turned to go but suddenly felt tug on his hand. He turned back and looked down to find Sara was holding his pinky finger. Sanskar looked at her with questionable eyes.

"I want to ask you something, can I?" Sara asked him with innocent hopeful eyes on which Sanskar melted easily.

"Wait a minute" He said and took out his mobile, texted Jay and Laksha to wait for a five minute. He stuffed his mobile in his pocket and turned towards her.

"Ask, what you wanted to ask" Sanskar said softly.

Sara looked deeply in his eyes for a long time as she was finding something in his eyes for her unlike every time even Sanskar was looking at her to say something.

"I don't know it's my right or not but it is bothering me to see you like this. I am observing you since my accident happened, you look dull and lost somewhere. Is there something bothering you?" Sara asked looking into his eyes. Sanskar stilled listening her question.

"I know something is bothering you that you don't want to share but it's ok, if it was about me then don't be like this, it's not you fault" Sara said while looking at him..

Sanskar shocked by her answer like how she got to know that what he was feeling.

"How?" Just one word came out from his mouth.

Sara smiled little "I know, you are feeling guilty for whatever happened in office that's why you are taking over care and worried for my condition and for that, you came this far to give this mobile and see me if I am ok or not" Sara said with little smile. Sanskar stood numb by her reply as he was not getting what to say further. Yes, it's right! he was feeling guilty that's why he came here to check on her and most importantly he started to feel for her now then how could he stay in his home with peace without her beside him and not seeing her. Sanskar looked away not meeting her eyes anymore.

"Yes you are right, I was feeling guilty" Sara was going to say him further but stopped as Sanskar continued.

"But not now" Sanskar said with light smile.

"Why were you blaming yourself for me?" Sara asked him looking into his eyes as she wanted to know about his feelings that was showing clearly in his eyes.

"I was feeling guilty because I thought this accident also happened because of me like Jay. I couldn't able to save Siya and Jay slipped into coma for three years so I held myself responsible for Jay's condition and blamed Siya without knowing complete truth. In my guilt I hurt my family also" He told about Jay and Siya to her "This time also I was blaming myself for your condition but Jay and Lucky made me understand" Sanskar said and turned towards her.

"When I saw you in lift with pool of blood, for a moment I thought that I lost you. I didn't want to loose one more person in my life because of me. I already suffered in my guilt and hurt all my family but now I have understood that if we are feeling guilty over something then we couldn't able to move on so I decided to move on without keeping my guilt over that, the reason is you. After Jay's accident I lost hope in marriage, love and all but seeing your care, love towards my family then I decided to give a chance to our relation and most importantly I don't know exactly what I feel about you but whenever you are around me, I feel happy and peace and always wants you around me. I started to like your presence even though you are not infront of me but I can feel your presence around me because my heart recognises you" Sanskar said and look at her who was listening him keenly as heart was dancing in joy and happiness that he started to feel about her.

"Sara" Sanskar called her on which she looked at him.

"You don't need to blame on yourself. It's purely coincident, no one did this on purpose" Sara said with smile.

"You don't need to worry about me and now I have this mobile then you can call me and ask about my health" Sara said with sweet smile. Sanskar's heart felt peace seeing her tender smile and he also smiled back.

"Ok, it's late already, you should sleep. Both are waiting for me at down" Sanskar said with chuckle.

"Who?" Sara asked confusingly.

"Jay and Lucky" Sanskar said on which Sara widen her eyes.

"They only gave me this idea to coming here like this" Sanskar said while laughing by seeing her cute face.

"Bye" he said and went out of the balcony while smiling himself. Sara stood rooted in her place and kept her left palm on her one cheek where he just kissed then shy smile formed on her lips by his action. She stood there while looking at his retreating figure then she came out and stood while holding rails then looked down to find Jay and Lucky were standing while leaning on car. They saw her and waved their hands while smiling sheepishly. Sanskar turned towards her at last time after jumping compound wall and smiled at her.

Sara smiled at them and stood there till their car vanished from her sight and went inside the room after closing it properly while smiling herself by remembering kiss.

Suddenly her eyes caught something and her eyes widen seeing someone on couch who was smiling at her mischievously.
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To be continued...

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