Radhe Krishna

Woh Usey Mil Jaye
Kabhi Kabhi Bahut Rulati Hai
Ye Adhuri Mohabbat

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After dinner all left to their room and Sanskar moved towards study after giving quick visit to Jay as he needed to complete so many works before this Sunday as still two days left to start hospital work.

Sara quickly moved towards her room and entered inside as she knew that he was in study so she thought to sleep before he comes inside.

She lied on bed and covered herself to sleep but couldn't get sleep. She tossed on bed for half an hour but didn't get sleep so she got frustrated and got up. She went to balcony and stood there with help of rail while watching full moon.

She just stood there while watching moon or say, by talking with him she forgot all her worries, tension, sorrow everything as its always gives her peace.

"You know, I always forget my worries and everything just by seeing you and talking with you my heart out will give me peace. I don't know why but it gives sooth to my heart. Sorry I didn't meet you from long time" She made cute sorry face and then continued "I have to tell you so many things, see I am talking with you standing in my new room not that orphanage room. Don't you ask why I am in my new room? No problem, I will only tell you, because I got married three days back so I am in my new home. You must be happy right seeing me being married. Why not? of course you would be but don't you ask I am happy or not?" She asked him in complaining tone as her eyes filled with tears.

"Why would you ask when I forgot to meet you in happiness of getting big family but I am sorry I forgot my only family and well wisher who can listen to me and make me happy" She was with sad smile and tears while saying.

"See, I am standing Infront of you. how am I looking? beautiful, Isn't it?" She asked moon (but he didn't reply...how can he reply when he doesn't have mouth😁 but I have)

"I know you will always say I am most beautiful girl but see everyone tease me for seeing my face and being traditional. Even my husband didn't found me suit for him that's why he doesn't like me to introduce everyone that I am his wife. Why even I am complaining about him to you? I am becoming too greedy right that I expected my husband will support me and care for me, love me" She chuckled sadly..." But I didn't ask him anything then why did he shouted and scolded me infront of all? what should I do? I couldn't answer her for what she asked because I couldn't have disclose our marriage secrets and that girl called me thief which I have never done in my life. I felt so scared by seeing his anger and broken that he didn't support me. Why I am being treated by everyone like this every time that they will find chance to insult me or make fun of me. I didn't ask anything to God to give me food, dress, luxury life and money. I just asked everyone's love but it seems that I don't that fate to have in my life. He always betrayed me. First my parents and made me orphan then my childhood and happiness in finding food for two times, I forgot how to play with children and even no one ready to make friendship with me that I don't know how friends would be untill Riya and Ragini has come. Now when I thought I would be happy after getting marry but here also I am not finding my happiness which is lying in my husband. Here all love me and care for me and treat like their daughter but my husband whom every girl desires, at least he should care and small talks. Just small small things that doesn't mean I am asking his full time but at least in taking care of his breakfast and dinner, two words about food. I am becoming greedy after marrying here right?" Sara said with chuckle then continued "I know he married because of his family, in this matter even I can't blame him because it's me only who agreed to marry. I should have asked him if he was ready to marry me or not? It's my fault only. I should have thought it before hand only that even why big businessman like him ready to marry girl me who doesn't have status, family and not so beautiful. I became greedy to get this much big family but now I am feeling it's not enough having big family for a girl after marriage until she gets her husband love. Though I am having this much big family still I feel lonely here. I wish I would have been like you that everyone likes you and loves you like I am doing now. Don't cry listening my blabber. See, I have you whom I can share anything with you that you listen without getting bore and judging me like other by seeing outer look" She smiled at him still her tears were flowing without her permission. She wiped her tears and smiled at him.

"You know, today I am missing you so much but now seeing you, I felt little relief but it would have best if you are human like me that I could have hug you and cry in your embrace till I get calm and I know you would have pacified me" she said with tears while smiling, looking at moon. May be if my parents would have been here with me, I wouldn't be like this" Sara said with sad smile.

"Ok good night, it's too late, I need to get up early before he wakes up otherwise he will get angry seeing me" She said while wiping her tears and stood there for sometime.
She came inside and looked for Sanskar but she didn't find him so she felt relief and took deep relief breathe and went to bed. She lied on bed and covered herself with comforter.

Sanskar came out from the walk in closet where he was hiding as he heard her full talk while standing near balcony door. He came inside when Sara went to balcony, he also went towards her to talk about office incident but stopped listening her talk.
Sanskar looked at sleeping posture of Sara and went towards his side of bed and lied on bed. He looked at Sara's sleeping figure.

"I am sorry" he murmured himself and closed his eyes.

Jan 24 2023

Sara as usual got up early and getting fresh up, came downstairs. She did all arrangements for Pooja and went to kitchen to prepare breakfast for everyone. She prepared breakfast within an hour and maids were also joined her in preparing breakfast. AP and Sujata entered inside the kitchen and got happy seeing Sara and smiled seeing her dedication towards family because she was fulfilling her responsibilities perfectly before going office and at evening in helping elders in the house holding works and all.

"Sara beta, what's the need to get up early and do all things. You should have sleep some more time right? Here workers are there to do all work" AP said while arranging breakfast bowl on slab.

"No Maa, I will get happy by doing this all small things for you" Sara said with small smile.
All smiled listening her.

"Sujata, did you ask Sanskar what will Jay have in breakfast?" AP asked her.

"No Jiji, I will ask him now" Sujata said and turned to go but stopped.

Sara was looking confused listening there talk about whom they were talking.

"Sara beta" Sujata called her.

Sara looked at her and came near her.

"Go to Sanskar and ask him what should we prepare for Jay in breakfast?" Sujata told her.

"Mom, who is Jay?" Sara asked being confused.

Sujata hit her forehead forgetting that.

"Ohh! I forgot to tell you. Jay is best friend of Sanskar and like son to me" Sujata said with emotional voice yet with smile.

"He came last night from hospital so you couldn't able to meet him. Now Sanskar will introduce you to him" Sujata said.

"As if he likes to introduce me" Sara thought in her mind.

"You go and ask him" Sujata said making Sara get scare and nervous to go near him and ask him.

"Me?" Sara asked in shock.

"Yes, you only" Sujata said and moved to kitchen counter.

Sara felt as someone hit her head from back listening her. Going towards Sanskar and talk with him impossible for her now since yesterday incident. She was fearing from him to go near him by seeing his anger.
She felt helpless at this moment but couldn't do anything. She moved towards her room with slow steps.

She entered inside while pushing door and peeked inside slowly and saw bed too, was he still sleeping or not? She saw empty bed and entered inside slowly while looking around for him.

At the exact moment Sanskar came out from the closet after getting fresh up on his casuals and saw Sara who was looking here and there.

She stopped on her track by looking at him and quickly turned towards door while facing her back.

"Ji, Woh Mom asked to you, what should we prepare in breakfast for your friend" Sara said while fumbling words with great difficulty.

Sanskar stood there while staring her back for a long. Sara felt confused not getting any response from him so she slowly turned towards Sanskar while bending her head down.
She lifted her head feeling his gaze on her by getting some courage to face him and saw him who was looking at her already.

Sanskar's heat skipped it's beat seeing and mostly shocked as she wasn't wearing glasses. Today, she mistakenly broke her eye glasses whole searching something in hurry so she wore lenses. Those flashes of girls eyes started to come infront of him. He stood rooted there seeing those same eyes which he saw in his dreams.
He came into sense listening her calling him. Sanskar looked at her again as she was looking beautiful in her simple selwar and head was not covered with veil, for a minute he lost himself in her. He was seeing her first time without glasses and clearly. He didn't see her properly till now.

Sara was looking at him confusingly who was standing without saying anything.

"Ji..." She called him bit loudly for this time.

Sanskar looked at her and composed himself.

"Sara" he called her with soft tone.

Sara felt shock as well as fear by hearing hism calling her.

She looked at him as both eyes met with each other leading to have short eye lock but Sara averted her gaze quickly and turned to move.

"Sara stop" Sanskar said quickly seeing her turning to go.

"Why are you avoiding me?" Sanskar asked making Sara shocked and her eyes filled with tears. She was not avoiding him but fear from him whereas he might get angry on her like yesterday. Sara stood silently where she was standing without saying anything.

Sanskar moved towards her slowly and Sara's heart started to beat with race by feeling his presence. Each step of him was increasing his heart beat. She clutched her dress in her both hands tightly by feeling nervous and fear. Sanskar stood behind her making her feel more scared by his presence.

"Sara, look at me" Sanskar asked her in his normal tone.

Sara didn't turn but tears started to flow from her by listening his voice as she couldn't stop herself from holding her tears.

"Sara, look at me"Sanskar said in bit loud voice. Sara flinched from her place by listening his loud voice. She quickly turned towards him with bow head as tears were flowing from her eyes.

"Sara, I said look at me not floor" Sanskar said this time with little stern tone. He didnn't want to make her scare but she wasn't listening to him so he said in loud voice. Sara looked at him lifting her head slowly and her eyes were filled with tears and some tears were flowing through her chin. Sanskar felt pain in his heart by seeing her tears. He wanted to embrace her and wipe her tears by his hand and sooth her pain by his comforting words though he thought for a minute but he can't do now.
He folded his hands over his chest and looked into her eyes straight.

"Why are you getting scared by seeing me and avoiding me since yesterday?" Sanskar asked her as he knew the reason but he wanted her to talk to him and share her problems with him as well as wanted to make her strong by mentally.

Sara stood silently without saying just looking at him.

"Sara, I asked you something" Sanskar again asked.

"Woh .. yesterday...I didn't do anything...she only ..." She was choking while saying as she couldn't complete, started to cry. Sanskar couldn't see her crying that he pulled her by her hand and hugged her wrapping his both hands around her shoulder.

Sara felt sudden jerk feeling him pulling her and got shocked by his sudden hug. Her cry stopped instantly by this sudden action and she felt current shock passed through her spine by feeling his touch. Her head started to spin with so many blurred flashes of past. She closed her eyes not able to bear pain.

"Ahhhhh!!" She held her head by one hand.

Sanskar broke the hug by listening her painful moan and looked at her who was holding her head in pain.

"Sara" He called her but she was holding her head by her both hands tightly with in a second she fainted and going to fall but Sanskar held her before she fell.

Sanskar got shocked seeing her unconscious. He picked up her in his arms quickly and went to bed then made her lie on bed.

" Mom...Maa..." He shouted loudly in panic seeing her unconscious.

Listening his shout, all moved towards his room quickly to see what happened.

"Sanskar what....." Sujata gasped seeing Sara on bed lying unconscious.

"Mom don't know, she fainted suddenly" Sanskar said in worried tone.

"Laksha call doctor" DP said turning towards Laksha.

"Yes Dad" Laksha took out his mobile and called doctor.

"Doctor is coming Dad" Laksha said after cutting call.

Sujata sat beside her holding her hand which becomes cold now. Sanskar was standing at one side while staring unconscious Sara as he couldn't able to understand what happened to her suddenly.

Within 15 minutes doctor came and send them outside.

Sanskar was pacing here and there in worry as well as in tension.
Sujata saw Sanskar who was looking very tensed and restless. She smiled inward seeing him worrying for Sara. She felt happy for him who was changing himself slowly for a good.

Listening some noise from outside Jay came out from the guest room and saw all were standing at the corridor with worry face. He saw Sanskar who was pacing with tensed and worry face.
He slowly came towards with help of stick as he can't walk alone because of weakness as well due to accident in which he got fracture on his right leg. Since it's been three years but it required some exercise to cure that because he was in coma so now it required some time to walk without anyone's help. He came near them with the help of stick.

"What happened? Why are you all looking tensed?" Jay asked looking at all.

Sanskar stopped and looked at Jay shockingly as he didn't tell him about his marriage still.

"Bhai....that.." Laksha was going to say further but cut off by Sanskar.

"Jay I will tell you later., Now why you come out in this situation alone?" He asked him.

"No, I heard some noise so thought to check" Jay said while looking at all who was standing quite.

"Anything serious?" Jay asked eyeing Sanskar's worry face.

Before Sanskar could say door opened and doctor came out. Sanskar rushed towards doctor quickly.

"Doctor, how is she? What happened to her suddenly?" SanKar asked her impatiently.

"Mr. Maheswari, nothing to worry. It's just she got stress that's why she fainted. I have given her injection, she will be fine in some hour but she needs rest now so no mental stress ok?" Doctor told him

"Ok doctor, I will take care of her. Thank you doctor" Sanskar said.

"It's my duty Mr. Maheswari" Doctor replied with smile and moved out from there along with Laksha.

Sanskar rushed inside quickly and saw Sara who was sleeping peacefully.

Sujata and AP came sat beside her on bed and caressed her hairs lovingly.

Jay also entered inside with them and looked at sleeping Sara with confused face that who she must be. Thinking might be done relatives, he stood silently.

"Sanskar, what happened to her suddenly to get stress? Morning she was fine right when she was preparing breakfast" AP asked Sanskar by turning towards him.

Sanskar face colour changed listening her. He didn't know what to tell them and he was thinking to tell about yesterday incident or not?

"Sanskar, what are you thinking?" Sujata asked him bringing him back.

Sanskar closed his eyes and opened. He took deep breathe and started to tell about yesterday incident which happened in office and how he shouted at her, how she got scared from him seeing his anger and told about morning incident about her crying then fainting. He didn't mention about hug.

All got shocked listening him even Jay also got shockes listening his behaviour towards her but one thing he didn't get it what relation between them.

"Sanskar, are you mad? You shouted at her infront of office staff" Adarsh asked him in disbelief.

"Bhai, I didn't do anything wrong. I just wanted to stand for herself not to scare her by my behavior" Sanskar said in trying to make them understand.

"Sanskar, you know about her right? She is innocent and unaware of this cruel society so you should have handle it with carefully instead of making her scare and cry" Sujata said by getting angry.

"Mom try to understand, it's not what you are thinking? I do care for her that's why I wanted to make her strong and talk freely with everyone and open up herself, enjoy like everyone and to understand about this society what is wrong and right?" Sanskar said in trying to justify his actions.

"Sanskar, your intention was right but your actions were not right" DP said in his disappointed tone.

"Sorry Bade Papa, I don't do like that in next time. I will handle with care like un this situation" Sanskar said in apologetically.

"Ok, everyone move out. Don't disturb her, she needs rest" Ram said looking all.

"You all go, I will be here with Sara" Sujata said while looking at all.

"Mom you go, I will be here with her" Sanskar said quickly.

"Why? Again to make her scare and shout at her?" Sujata asked sarcastically with raised eyebrow.

"Mom" Sanskar said with frown.

"Just go to your office. I will look after my daughter" Sujata said while glaring at Sanskar.

"Mom please" Sanskar said in pleading tone.

"Sujata, let him be here with her" Ram said while signing her through eyes.

Sujata got up from the bed after caressing her face at one last time and came near Sanskar.

"I am warning you. If you make anything like that then don't ask me anything that what happens to you next?" Sujata warned him and went out of the room before glaring him.

"Yesterday only she forgave me but again this?" He murmured himself and then looked towards door to close but stopped seeing Jay.

"I need some answers" Saying this Jay went to guest room.

Sanskar felt frustrated and anger for himself by his yesterday actions. He thought to make her strong but here something has happened in returned.

He looked towards Sara who was sleeping peacefully. His all frustration and anger flee away just by seeing her face. He came near her and caressed her face unknowingly then he realised and quickly took out his hand back. He took long breathe to calm himself and sat on couch while holding his Mac. He called Atul and informed as he was not coming to office today. He wondered about himself that he never neglected office work but here he was sitting leaving all office work, why? he thought for sometime but his exhausted mind didn't allow him to think anything because of yesterday incident and this morning incident so he shrugged his thoughts for at least now and then started to check his nails and started reply for them by glancing at Sara.
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To be continued.

Love ♥️

Prakruti ♥️