(TRIGGER WARNING

Sky just quited his YouTube channel 😭😭 D,X
Even tho he's still uploading to another channel, Skydoesminecraft channel means a lot to me :,(.)

Ty P.O.V

After Christmas break~

I walk through the halls to get to 6th period. Me and Adam actually did the challenge, it was very fun! We even record some minecraft videos for our channels. I smile and blush remembering when Adam started making out with me. Yeah.... we didn't tell the captains of the 'skylox ship' Mitch and Jerome. They would flip the fuck out. I look up and saw them. I ran down the stairs trying to get away from the fangirls and boys. Ever since me and Adam went out, all the girls and some gay guys have been after me. Saying I'm not worth to being with him. Maybe they are right, maybe I'm not worth to even be around Adam.

'No, stop thinking like that' I quickly thought. I heard the bell ring and quickly went back up the stairs hoping they were gone. I was totally wrong.

"You think you can get away from us that easily?" I heard Jake from behind me. I cringe and started to feel small. Jake has always hated me. He did stop bullying me for awhile since Adam, Jason, and Mitch came to make a good impression. But since me and Adam started to go out, he started bullying me again. I turn around to see Alana, and Tresey with him. Next thing I knew I was thrown to the ground and a foot came right into my stomach. Then they just start to kick me all over. After a few minutes, they stop and Alana grab me and brought me close to her face.

"You better stay away from Adam, he doesn't even like you, who would like a boy like you? You are a worthless piece of shit!" she spat in my face before they walk off. I slowly got up and limp to the closest bathroom. I look in the mirror to see bruises all over me. I try not to think negatively. I didn't want to be depress again like I was last year. Before I knew it, a blade- I keep in my necklace- was in my hand hovering over my wrist. I look at all the old scars from all those years ago. I usually wear sweaters or long sleeves to cover them. Don't ask me how nobody notice them by now. Just then, I remember the first time I cutted because of being bullied.

Flashback to when Ty was 10~

*Punch*

I fell back as the other kids laugh at me. "You're just a little fag" one of them laugh. I cry as they all call me names, threw rocks at me, and kick me a few times.

"It's time to go back inside!" the teacher- Mr. Wilson- called out. They all ran inside while I took my time.

"Can I use the bathroom?" I ask once I got to Mr. Wilson.

"Yes you can" he said. I quickly walk to the bathroom my hand in my pocket holding the sharper. When I got to the bathroom, I quickly lock myself in the stall and started working on getting the blade out. Once it was out I pull up my sleeve and hold it over my arm.

From what I read this can help. Takes the pain away. I slowly dug it into my skin, the small beads of blood coming out. At first it hurt, but then, it felt........ nice? I continue doing it. Next thing I know there was 8 lines of blood slowly falling. I watch as it slowly fall down onto the floor. I quickly wrap my arm in toliet paper, wipe the floor, and ran out of the stall. It started to sting but I got through it. I sat in my desk like nothing happen, and no one else did either.

End of flashback~

A sob came from my throat remembering all the times I got beaten and torn down. I look in the mirror to see tears coming down my face and me holding my blade above my arm.

'Maybe I'm not really worth being with Adam, he could be cheating on me with the other girls' I thought. I'm nobody too special and he's a Playboy model, so why me?

Right then, I broke my one year streak.

(I'm so sorry about this chappy, forgive me for breaking his streak ;-;

Jane the Killer: at least he didn't cut a smile into his face

Jeff: hey!

I could but I don't want him killing his family, like someone did

Jane: you hate Jeff too?

Hell yeah, he's such a pain in the ass

Jane: don't forget, a fucking retard

Jeff: I can hear you 2

We know :3

Jeff: I hate you so much

Sally: I thought you 2 love each other :3

Me and Jeff: WHAT?!?

Sally: *giggles and runs away*

Toby: and if you like this chapter hit that vote button with ramen, and I will see you people later

Sally: he did it again :,(.)