Hoping. Anticipating.

My heart is wrung out.

Depressed. Crying.

My heart is torn up.

Sleeping. Eating.

Anything to remove the pain.

Smiling. Laughing.

I fool my friends.

Jumping for "joy". Cheering in "happiness".

They never know.

Even when I see you, you never know.

You see a happy girl without a care in the world.

You think I've forgotten about you. 

About how you made me feel. 

About what you did to me. 

Everyone sees a carefree girl.

I plaster the fake smile on, 

Add the fake happiness,

While inside I'm anything but happy.

©June 2016